Ok, alright, I am leaving. A few odds and ends, after this, and out the door I go. I will not be dropping in and writing things most do not understand, or find objectionable, or consider just weird, for several weeks. I might attempt a blog or two, though, no guarantees. My Mother will receive the full dose of my madness and mayhem, in the interim. And, no, she agrees and understands about as well as most. Or, to put it so that most may understand it, when I speak about anything other than the mundane, her eyes lose focus and cross slightly, her jaw goes a little slack, and she just sort of looks in my general direction. The poor woman, she has suffered greatly so that I might live (and did not “put me down” when I was small enough to safely do so! *laughs*). She is slowing down, and life is changing for her, so I really attempt to keep my tongue tied. If she happens to fall into the trap and asks, well, a question, I try to shorten my responses, keeping them simple, and staying away from the wells from which I am able to pull infinitely and which are infinitely deep (and sometimes quite dark).
Oh, have no fear. My mother is not simple, and has not become so. She is, however, normal. The social world she lives in, the customs she knows, and the realities she understands just do not encompass what I am, nor has it ever. It is I though and this time, who must come to her way of thinking. She did this when I was a child, we split the difference for the last twenty years, now it is my turn. I only hope I do so as patiently as she has, as well, and with some humility and grace. It is with some small fear that I begin this stage of life, understanding more each day that things change, people age, and then someday they go away. But this is the season for hope for more than what is fallible, for joy, and for sharing. Storing up for those days when I am to be alone. And so, I will feast on this shared time in it’s good and bad, fun and slow, simple and complex, just as I feast on food, and more so, much more so.
Merry Christmas! I hope you all find the time to reflect as well as the time to share. I hope family, friends, and memories are rich and meaningful to you this year. May you feast as you may, nibble where you can, and relax in comfort. The celebration of Christ’s birth is all the hope men will ever have, or need. I hope that you may know the joy of this special Son. In him, may you know peace, love, hope, and faith and gain the strength to share these. God’s blessings. And again, Merry Christmas (and a Happy New Year)!
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
Ok, fun time.
I stole this from Code Monkey Ramblings. I even remembered to give credit this time. I’ve been a baaaad boy before, in not doing so. If a lawsuit is in order, you may speak to Hellen, urhm, Ms. Wait. Yes indeed, if you wish to sue, get in line, then go directly to Hellen Wait.
Actually, I did not know how this test would work. I was not sure what I was in school, and I was curious what a simple test might indicate. And though this is rather lame, in a way, at least the test questions, I think the results are within reason. Put better, I think that is probably how I was viewed by the other kids in school. Although, add that I put kids my age and up to 3 years older down in a fight like a pro when given no choice, and you get the rest of it. At this point, it does not matter, but…
This was my religion for a bit. I took a vacation from Christianity, and within a specific sect of this, I found a temporary home. Though I believe it, now, to be a fine general philosophy, I cannot see it as a fulfilling religion. As well, I think the philosophical aspect of this religion, for me, is best as a physical application rather than a spiritual or religious affiliation. And, I do respect those who are proper adherents, should they be unable or unwilling to attain my faith.
Ok, I am indeed goofing. I best try and make a few phone calls. *poof*
| You'll die Mysteriously... | ||||
| You are a different sort of person and your death will be unexplainable. | ||||
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Actually, I did not know how this test would work. I was not sure what I was in school, and I was curious what a simple test might indicate. And though this is rather lame, in a way, at least the test questions, I think the results are within reason. Put better, I think that is probably how I was viewed by the other kids in school. Although, add that I put kids my age and up to 3 years older down in a fight like a pro when given no choice, and you get the rest of it. At this point, it does not matter, but…
You fit in with: 'Intellectual' You fit into the highschool intellectual stereotype. You're not really all that popular, but you're not a loner either. You fit somewhere in the middle socially, though you much prefer to do things your own way. You certainly aren't just one of the crowd. | ||||
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This was my religion for a bit. I took a vacation from Christianity, and within a specific sect of this, I found a temporary home. Though I believe it, now, to be a fine general philosophy, I cannot see it as a fulfilling religion. As well, I think the philosophical aspect of this religion, for me, is best as a physical application rather than a spiritual or religious affiliation. And, I do respect those who are proper adherents, should they be unable or unwilling to attain my faith.
You fit in with: Taoism 80% spiritual. 0% reason-oriented. | |
 | Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life. |
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Ok, I am indeed goofing. I best try and make a few phone calls. *poof*
Sunday, December 16, 2007
The little machine and a helpful side link.
I keep thinking about computers. I have the time, and little else is clambering for my time, no one is knocking on my door, and it being a weekend, there just is not much else to do. So, I started looking for a couple of things. The first item was actually a search for more links. I will be changing some links, adding a few, dropping a few, with the possible addition of some non-blog links. In looking over the links I have, I noted that though liberals and libertarians were represented, my political affiliation was not properly represented. So, I mean to fix that.
While doing a search of conservative blogs, I ran into a particular blog which detailed information pertaining to a laptop, notebook really, I am eyeing. It looks like an offering for an upgraded OS, something which might not be a bad idea. As a beginner in Linux, I need all the help I can get. As well, I decided to add a link so people could look at this machine. I do not think it could ever be called the perfect machine, yet for an inexpensive portable, easy to use out of the box, yet with OS upgradeability, it would be difficult to beat. Plus, an introduction to Linux, which would allow the use of cheaper computers and open up a better understanding of operating systems, programming, and software in general yet have that complication be optional, I just do not think there is a better deal. There are several outlets for the machine, my favored is this one and here is the link to the OS upgrade. It was the information on the blog page which rallied me to blog.
Though, I think this would be better for children, techies (budding or otherwise), and college students getting into software, engineering, math, and a few other fields, I would not object to getting this type of unit for my mother, if she was a die-hard netizen and started traveling a great deal. But for power users, gamers, video junkies, and others, this just would not do as a primary machine. As well, I am unsure about the size. As soon as I find out, I will let you know. I should note though, even with big hands, my fingers are more nimble then their size might indicate. For beginners with big hands, this might not be a good test. Apple might still have the foolish cool thing, but cheap speaks sales. This might be the newest cool tool.
Oh, just to check in on her, I called my Mum. She has enjoyed being with the grandchildren. My niece’s performance in the Nutcracker Suite (correct suite?) was wonderful. I will probably “get” to see a bunch of pictures. Yeah, ok, though my brother and myself are not on speaking terms, I suppose I do harbor a little pride in his little ones. My Mother is set to return Tuesday, so I thought I would be there to have the house lit up for her. She has asked that I postpone until Wednesday so she may rest up and prepare the house, do a few of her things, and feel more prepared for my visit. It is an unusual request, but it works out well. It gives me a little more time to set my place before I go and to attempt to finish some last minute business.
While doing a search of conservative blogs, I ran into a particular blog which detailed information pertaining to a laptop, notebook really, I am eyeing. It looks like an offering for an upgraded OS, something which might not be a bad idea. As a beginner in Linux, I need all the help I can get. As well, I decided to add a link so people could look at this machine. I do not think it could ever be called the perfect machine, yet for an inexpensive portable, easy to use out of the box, yet with OS upgradeability, it would be difficult to beat. Plus, an introduction to Linux, which would allow the use of cheaper computers and open up a better understanding of operating systems, programming, and software in general yet have that complication be optional, I just do not think there is a better deal. There are several outlets for the machine, my favored is this one and here is the link to the OS upgrade. It was the information on the blog page which rallied me to blog.
Though, I think this would be better for children, techies (budding or otherwise), and college students getting into software, engineering, math, and a few other fields, I would not object to getting this type of unit for my mother, if she was a die-hard netizen and started traveling a great deal. But for power users, gamers, video junkies, and others, this just would not do as a primary machine. As well, I am unsure about the size. As soon as I find out, I will let you know. I should note though, even with big hands, my fingers are more nimble then their size might indicate. For beginners with big hands, this might not be a good test. Apple might still have the foolish cool thing, but cheap speaks sales. This might be the newest cool tool.
Oh, just to check in on her, I called my Mum. She has enjoyed being with the grandchildren. My niece’s performance in the Nutcracker Suite (correct suite?) was wonderful. I will probably “get” to see a bunch of pictures. Yeah, ok, though my brother and myself are not on speaking terms, I suppose I do harbor a little pride in his little ones. My Mother is set to return Tuesday, so I thought I would be there to have the house lit up for her. She has asked that I postpone until Wednesday so she may rest up and prepare the house, do a few of her things, and feel more prepared for my visit. It is an unusual request, but it works out well. It gives me a little more time to set my place before I go and to attempt to finish some last minute business.
Dream a little dream, ramha damha ding dong. Yea, ok.
Hmmm, what has it been… let me think. It has been for eve r since I wrote something negative. Though I have snipped, growled, and bit lightly a few times. Hey, muzzles only stop the teeth, not the intent or behavior, thus the muzzle. Doh! Anyway, I actually plan to keep this up. My writing has been boring and more of a personal journal. I think I would like to change that a bit. I am pretty sure I will continue to write my journal, yet I would like to add positive stories, interesting news, and offer educational links. This is a new concept, and I am not sure how involved it will be, so no promises regarding content or time.
I have heard nothing from my professor, though I did call later in the afternoon, on a Friday, and on the last day of finals. So, that was not a surprise. I have also not heard back about my registration. Again, and for the same reason, that is fine. I have not heard back from the lady I discussed. And, in truth, I am not chasing her. I would like to, but I know too little about her to start a form inquest, or whatever it is called. *laughs* We will see though, as I left an invitation for tea or coffee to personally discuss any ideas she might have about gaining an understanding of statistics. Hey, if nothing else, another math heavy friend is never a bad thing. And, if nothing else, I hope she agrees to meet with me for another reason. I am interested in the math she was working with. I actually have an artistic interest, and seeing it performed is much more valuable to me than seeing simple typed or type-set formulas. I also failed to call Vocational Rehabilitation Services, I simply could not find their number. I may have to call one of the college’s out-reach VA reps and get the main number that way.
I will be leaving, probably Monday, to visit my mother. I will be there for the rest of the month. I may or may not be able to blog. I am trying to figure out what to do with Rocky, my crawdad. I am hoping my neighbor might take him in for a bit. I thought about an automatic feeder, but that is problematic. If I had money and the time to investigate, it might be different. I will have to consider that notion for the future, but it is too late to consider now. At least Rocky does not seem to mind my absences. As a fact, I think the water cockroach prefers me gone, as he hides when I am home or at least when he sees me. Then again, being the mammalian Man Beast I am, it might just be shame if Rocky is a man-roach, or just frustrated urges if Rocky is a girl. He eats like a man, so I think of him that way.
Oh, there is a neat computer out. Asus produces it. It uses some variant of Linux (and I have heard it runs well, out of the box). It is cheap, at about $400 or $600, depending on which version you go with. It is said to be Win XP compatible (and comes with the necessary drivers for that). I am thinking of perhaps getting this and using it as my online service, while buying a monster Vista offline machine for games, math programs, office works, and business type applications. This thing, at the bottom rung, costs less than some blue-ray components or upgrades. I am also considering building my own system, again. I am not sure I would save a lot of money, as everything I save would probably be spent back into it. But it would be fun to do again. I would know my system (and what is on it and why), plus I would know I have the best components and the ones that I want. Of course, any machine I have looked at falls into the $3500 range, so I am a bit edgy about the whole thing. Do not even start that, $3500 DOLLARS you were about to say… Yes, and top of the line rigs can run $10,000 and more. Trust me, I looked… hehehe Even a Man Beast has to dream a little dream from time to time… (but cut that music in your head, I do not go that far!!! Ack!)
I have heard nothing from my professor, though I did call later in the afternoon, on a Friday, and on the last day of finals. So, that was not a surprise. I have also not heard back about my registration. Again, and for the same reason, that is fine. I have not heard back from the lady I discussed. And, in truth, I am not chasing her. I would like to, but I know too little about her to start a form inquest, or whatever it is called. *laughs* We will see though, as I left an invitation for tea or coffee to personally discuss any ideas she might have about gaining an understanding of statistics. Hey, if nothing else, another math heavy friend is never a bad thing. And, if nothing else, I hope she agrees to meet with me for another reason. I am interested in the math she was working with. I actually have an artistic interest, and seeing it performed is much more valuable to me than seeing simple typed or type-set formulas. I also failed to call Vocational Rehabilitation Services, I simply could not find their number. I may have to call one of the college’s out-reach VA reps and get the main number that way.
I will be leaving, probably Monday, to visit my mother. I will be there for the rest of the month. I may or may not be able to blog. I am trying to figure out what to do with Rocky, my crawdad. I am hoping my neighbor might take him in for a bit. I thought about an automatic feeder, but that is problematic. If I had money and the time to investigate, it might be different. I will have to consider that notion for the future, but it is too late to consider now. At least Rocky does not seem to mind my absences. As a fact, I think the water cockroach prefers me gone, as he hides when I am home or at least when he sees me. Then again, being the mammalian Man Beast I am, it might just be shame if Rocky is a man-roach, or just frustrated urges if Rocky is a girl. He eats like a man, so I think of him that way.
Oh, there is a neat computer out. Asus produces it. It uses some variant of Linux (and I have heard it runs well, out of the box). It is cheap, at about $400 or $600, depending on which version you go with. It is said to be Win XP compatible (and comes with the necessary drivers for that). I am thinking of perhaps getting this and using it as my online service, while buying a monster Vista offline machine for games, math programs, office works, and business type applications. This thing, at the bottom rung, costs less than some blue-ray components or upgrades. I am also considering building my own system, again. I am not sure I would save a lot of money, as everything I save would probably be spent back into it. But it would be fun to do again. I would know my system (and what is on it and why), plus I would know I have the best components and the ones that I want. Of course, any machine I have looked at falls into the $3500 range, so I am a bit edgy about the whole thing. Do not even start that, $3500 DOLLARS you were about to say… Yes, and top of the line rigs can run $10,000 and more. Trust me, I looked… hehehe Even a Man Beast has to dream a little dream from time to time… (but cut that music in your head, I do not go that far!!! Ack!)
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