Why the feminine.

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I have been being plagued by the feminine.  Oh, not a terrible thing, really.  I've certainly been plagued by more terrible things.  Still, I had to ask myself why.  I have been considering the problem for a while now.

No, witches have no power here.  Save any allowances I might grant.  Granted as sisters, mothers, daughters, not as dark practitioners.  I can shut down darkness easily, and do.  I think even they know it.  Not a grace, the price of... being... a certain sort.

I'm telling you...

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So close to death.  Or it... sure feels it.  Poison?  Illness?  Air problems, getting it in, or it's bad?

Delusions?  Maybe.  If, mostly, just the sensation of death, the feeling of the nearness of it, mostly.  Though, these things do affect thought.  What I see, how I interpret what is seen?  Yes, there are... sensations, sensibilities, visions, dreams.  I do see what... may not be there... or what may be there, but not for most of you.