Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Sunday, April 20, 2025

A few twists.

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Been up since 20:30?  Or so.  Fed Sassy, changed her water.  Will get her litter changed out next, and get trash and recycling out.

A bit rough, for various reasons.  But it's not terrible.  Just... sleepy, achy, slightly grumpy?  Not in the angry grumpy, in the sore and weak sort of grumpy.

Friday, March 14, 2025

Monday, March 10, 2025

Sunday, March 9, 2025

Patterns.

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I saw it.  In pieces, bits, parts, over a short time?

I enjoyed, immensely.  Hmm?  Oh, here.

Friday, March 7, 2025

Sleep was... generous.

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Little things, but combined?  Improvements, in warmth, or cool, as needed... wanted.  A more supportive platform, yet an elevated one so air flow under, and over, is possible?  And the feet don't lay wrongly on the floor.  They can hang over, a bit, if needed at a moment, or be curled in and under, as required, desired.

Comfortable sleep, healthy sleep, the allowance for better sleep, is... a technology.  Much like showers, if most don't (yet anyway) appreciate all that goes into a warm or hot shower.  Or indoor plumbing, to be honest, sum total.  How many such techs keep the world, as we know it, afloat?  From automobiles to (or once) medical, to aviation (if that has been stolen by fascists, as with medical), to... even shoes and clothes (avoid "sun protected", though, that is a sterilizer... human sterilizer), so much tech.  Though, so much of it has, at this point, been weaponized against who it was supposed to support.  Refrigeration, to meat and other foods, at volume... if quality is largely, vastly, slipping (on purpose?).  How many great empires were lost to food degradation, and the costs of that?  Don't know, but South America is full of them.  Europe?  the Middle East?  Everywhere, empires, nations, allies, and enemies, lost to their own designs.

Sunday, January 26, 2025

Dreams, thoughts.

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I still remember this.  Never watched the movie.  Didn't need to?  Or... did I?

Does it matter?

Thursday, January 23, 2025

Sometimes I wonder.

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Worry?

Do they actually... maybe... understand?  Or... even someone?

Monday, January 13, 2025

A... few things.

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Some music, vids, thoughts.

As a hermit, I might know?  I do say.

Thursday, January 2, 2025

Grumbles.

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Was discussing Roman lead problems.  One of my dailies, knowingly or not, took up the challenge.  Choosing a statist cunt, to walk them through that the state is their friend, and it's all good, and... maybe even keep taking the jab?  Just... saying.  Don't butt heads with me.

The vid they presented?

Tuesday, December 17, 2024

Well, fine.

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Just because a dream is spoken in a certain way?  Doesn't mean that is... the absolute truth.  Ask any woman.  She can't tell absolute truths for... many reasons.  Men can be... cute.  but they never understand, even if they seem to follow.  Clueless.

Have you ever heard two drinking buddies suggest they love each other?  You... will never hear a woman say that to a guy friend.  It's... dangerous.  Men take things way wrong, with only the lightest, or even no, intention.  Just like men, often, have to not frown or show anger to blatantly.  Women cannot... tell whole truths, all the time, on every subject.  Which... makes lying a bit of a serious habit, if for the best of intentions.

Well, maybe?

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It sure looks like someone is saying something.  Using my words, as I use the arts of others?  Three posts, which seem to... intimate a suggestion I have posed?

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

More things.

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Laundry switched over, given a spin.  Fresh put in.  More to do, soon.  A shower taken, as well.  And dressed, more warmly, if still cold.  I'll try to get more done yet today.  Would like to finish washing blankets in the next few days.

I took a peak outdoors.  It is ten F, so, yes, okay, cold.  It settles in, and around.  Even with the furnace up, it just doesn't warm.

Saturday, December 7, 2024

Food.

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Very good.  Was so hungry.  I did eat yesterday, but not much for a while before.  Oh, and I pretty much ate the steak whole.  Remember, these aren't small.  These are inch and a half steaks.  Steaks, usually, I eat over three to four days.  So I was very hungry.

Chicken arrived.  I ate three, thighs as it turned out.  The store was out of drumsticks.  All good.  Thighs are preferred, to be honest.

Sunday, December 1, 2024

Even guys?

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Oh, I... recognized some things.  Or... saw what others were seeing, saying.  So I... went there.  Mostly chicks, I thought.  Guys, too, it seems.

Now I'm wondering.  Pretty sure even the guys seem to think so?

Pudding?

Proof.

Friday, November 29, 2024

I had to chuckle.

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Someone was saying something, or coincidences are real.  Since I don't believe the latter, if I also don't necessarily believe the former, I am left with what is.  I will let you decide.  Oh, there was more, but this is what I will share.

Wednesday, January 31, 2024

Have you ever been unsure?

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Not... really... about anything in particular.  Everybody is unsure, from time to time.  Some of us are always unsure.  I'll... still do.  Uncertainty is a game I enjoy.  I will choose, and take my chances.  Everybody wants to play to win.  But, first, you... won't win.  Second, no amount of second thinking will allow you to win, or win more often, or any such.  It's... not how it works.  

Play, win, lose, enjoy.  If you don't enjoy the trip to your death, and understand you will lose often and miserably?  Oh, I don't mean just put no thought into life, or action.  Only, don't... play as if... you could win, think you must win, or such?  What are the risks?  What are the rewards?  Should you be playing?  If I must play, and the rewards aren't worth the risk?  Well, then, I... just take my chances.  I... lose, often enough.  But have won more, and do so more through facing up, and going on through, than making a scene or such.

Wednesday, January 3, 2024

Just thinking of a special girl.

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Life is difficult.  Then it gets really hard.  Many of us loved, and still do, for my part a cousin.  She was always a sweetheart.  And, that... wasn't always fair.  Still, she did her best, like a champ.

Wednesday, December 13, 2023

Almost made it to midnight.

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I think it was 11:43.  That's as long as I could stay down.  I woke a bit before, turned on the space heater, gave it five or six minutes.  Wanted to give it more, just couldn't stay down any longer.  That did take the crisp out of the air.  Nice.  Didn't warm it to any great extent, just... eased the cold from bed to my dressing bench.

Sassy came up.  Would have napped a while with me, but I just couldn't sleep more.  A rough morning, a bit.  Achy neck.  Sleep wrong?  Or... something else?  Not terrible, just enough.  And a bit of a headache.  I'll check bp this morning, some time.  Blood sugar is 129 fasting.  Okay.  Not great, but I've definitely had worse.

Tuesday, December 5, 2023

I love the stories they tell.

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Oh, but called mother.  I worry about the old girl.  I shouldn't, in one sense.  She is most truly in God's hands than any concern of mine.  I... just hope life doesn't hurt, that she doesn't feel lonely, that sort of thing.  Even then, I can't do much, but pray, call, let her know she is loved.  We have had our bad times, and our good times.  These days, good times.

Wednesday, November 29, 2023

My ears are ringing!

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I finally wrote my friend back.  He is getting to an age where... the wonderment of our being begins to... lead to weighty questions.  I could go down each rabbit hole.  But I believe it better to let him know that... the questions are good... in that this is the time of life when... they should arise.

Women... hit walls.  They question their beauty, whether anyone does, or will, love them.  And panic about babies... as time ticks out.  Even if they have had some, having more?  ...  Men?  We wonder if our reality means anything, if we are a part and party to the world.  Both are... the beginning of the stages of death.  To be honest.  A form of facing that, if we... try to find different ways around asking certain questions.