.
Plans are good. Implementation is awful. Can't... stand, get
going, find wind for my wings as it were. Not that any thing, directly,
is wrong, or even off? No energy. Which... makes sense with the
smallest amount of consideration. I haven't eaten in... three, four,
maybe five days? Well, fatted coffee, but trying to keep that to once a
day... if even that is proving more... complex than simply willable.
Up at 11:30, or so. I didn't get to bed until... after three,
four? So... not awful, just offset because of the bedtime. No ac,
upstairs or down. The coolest I saw it out there was 52, I think, as I
was going to bed. But felt some chill winds through the night. Not
enough to close up, enough to wake me lightly... wake enough to decide some
things.
