The strangest sounds in the air.

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A dream, daydream, vision?  When was it heard?  A day, two, ago?  It's been coming together for a while.  It was being... implemented... before it happened.  I... remember... some things.  But the times and dates are out of synchronization.  It doesn't make any sense you would understand.  I am used to that though.

Pray?  Prey?  Predator.  A new one spoke without words.

A few more starts and a... story.

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Not as fast or as much as hoped.  Mostly little things.  I cooked burgers for several days... it is all I have until I can shop.  I swept the floor, again again, better.  I did several loads of laundry... I can't remember if one is still in the washing machine?  I will finish that tonight.  A load of whites tomorrow.  A shower was taken.  The cats and ducks as well.

I am so tired from so little.  Trash has to be finished, but it is pretty close.  Eyes are burning from exhaustion.  Odd.  Odder still, blood sugar started out at 223.  I dosed 30 cc's, 10 more than I normally would at say ~180.  I did that with two fatted teas.  Then I had two small and two larger beef patties.  Three hours after my last meal, blood sugar is 101!  That doesn't make sense.

I am going to shower again tomorrow, or I would start dishes.  Hmm, actually, the kitchen sinks are open enough.  I could get a dishpan or two going, of the smaller items.  A lot of the bigger stuff is too big to all soak in those.  Yes, that would be good. Then to bed.

Ah, the story, if you must.
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Not absolutely sure.

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If life isn't the whole, or the most, of the problem.  I'm more sure, day by day, that I might survive.  The heat makes telling how much I am improving a difficult task.  On cool days, though, I collapse.  Hot days just provide fever, or enhance, or even simply expose it.  Lungs are weird, burning, used up, often.

I hope to keep up, a bit.  Some days yes, some no.  Dishes today, a load of them.  Hopefully a shower or bath before long.  Maybe laundry if I am awake when it cools.  Nothing with the bedrooms so far.  I'm just... not sure about trying to vacate the room that I can lock down and cool down, not as high summer approaches... not without some other means of serious cooling.

I have ordered industrial(tm) sized fans, with adjustable air flow.  The goal is to bring a long more cool air in at night than typical fans can dream of doing.  Opening the upstairs windows, turning on the biggest fan up there, aimed down through the vent, then with the other fans and the second... lessor... industrial fan, clear and cool down here.  It isn't just cooling, but getting fresh air in.  Now, as to (tm)?  We'll see.  I thought about an humidifier, just... not really sure about that.  Finding one that fits the bill is another thing, as well.  I would want to be able to add ice, for example.  A pour spout in might well not allow that.  And the size of tank might not allow that, or the shoot from spout to tank.  Maybe a trip to town this week... if I can, if it's not too hot.  The curtains are doing a fine job.  No holes in the ones in the front room.  That really helps.  And Sassy no longer rips and shreds.  All good, for... how far I have gotten.

Gifts of music, from time to time.  Who knows who sends, or why to be honest.  Delivered in such a way that... well...  Never mind.  Call it what you will.  It seems like it fits?  I can't tell when I didn't find it native, like the next one... or more that it find me?  I know not.  I know nothing, less.