.
I am awake. There is that. The ribs are feeling better.
Sassy has been fed and else. I have eaten, plus a bit of coffee.
Just one meal, if two servings. Smaller servings, but hardy enough.
A shower, I think, shortly. Then more food for Sassy. I have eaten
all I can eat for the day. Just water the more. Oh, but I did fill the
water jugs, water heater for coffee and breakfasts, and have the carafe full,
plus the reservoir full. I set the countertop r.o. up last night.
And, may just keep it plugged in. It only, the ac to dc adapter, gets
hot when run, back to back, after several runs. It isn't staying hot
when merely plugged in.
More music. I may add even some more, later. I... enjoy the games.
Real, imaginary, the systems A.I., people looking back, or somehow affixing
certain songs to my feed? I... don't know. I'm mostly dead.
It always surprises me, or often, when I wake up in the morning, still
breathing... or... to the best of my knowledge. So, sorting these things is beyond my conscious ability. As I have suggested,
perhaps purgatory is not as easy to know you are there than one might
think. Perhaps you have to relive your mistakes, changing something, or as if you would have, or live through to
something. I... is there a test for that? An app? :)
As to women? Of course they'll love you, and kick you in the head, and
tell you to leave, and then wonder where you are going. It's how they
"do". So, yeah, it... could be a past love, living or else, or
both. Women love to gang up on men. Or... try. Right until
they realize he... might be enjoying it. Whatevs. Yea, and about
any oddities? Women really don't care as long as they like what they are
getting, or believe they will get. Women have absolutely no sense of
pride, or honor, or shame, or such things that some men have. They just
don't. They like what they like, even if they hate him.
