.
Not pain, or such. Struggling with life's wants, needs, and sleep.
I wanted to go to bed at about 22:30, when I realized how late it was.
But hunger just wouldn't let me. So... I got something going that way, a
bit of meatloaf and mashed potatoes. Heated in the oven. That
takes about forty minutes. I... just don't trust the microwave, and will
only use that when this, that, and the other thing converge to deny a serious
need or want of food, and allowing little to possibly practically no time to
cook.
So, between getting the food wrapped, and in, the oven going, and that time,
it was nearly midnight before I could eat. Then... I... just can't sleep
immediately after eating. My body just doesn't do t hat. So...
another few hours to settle. Then, of course, I... forgot the program,
as I was tired all yesterday, and more tired at that point.
