Sleep just will not happen.

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Neither sleep or wakefulness actually. I have zero regularity with sleep now. I am always too tired to really stay awake. When I try to sleep, I rock and roll for hours before crashing at some point. Caffeine has been off the menu altogether for days or maybe a week now. I am not seeing much difference in sleep cycles from that. Headaches are a bit more common, or I can feel them. Food was good for a few days. I think I ate well for about 4 or 5 days, pooling all of my resources to that end in the hopes it might kick over the engine. While it was tasty and it did give me a little hope for a bit it did not work.

I have an appointment in the morning. There is no way I will be able to make it. I am hoping to be able to call in ahead of time and cancel the appointment, setting one up in a couple of weeks and at a later time of the day. I have forgotten to get bananas and have been taking the pills irregularly at best, which is as good as I can do in my situation. They are not going to like the results but there is little I can do about it. I tried to sleep tonight in order that I might get up and go but sleep simply is not to be had.

Oh well, I guess some people just are what they are.