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My heart is having problems. Like an engine with a bent rod, it thumps, from time to time. It is laboring. My breathing is not as automatic as it should be. It too is difficult at times. I still seem able to be physical, that does not seem to help or hurt it. The thump is enough to wake me at night, the worry about breath enough to make sleep difficult. I do not know if my chest hurts. I do not feel pain, always, like I should. I think my time here is either ending or at a serious crossroads.
If I do not write for a day or two. No worries. A week can pass. But if a month goes by and I have not written, at least at this point, understand that I will probably not write again. I had hoped the water pills might fix enough of the problem, but I do not think water build up was the issue. Untreated high blood pressure has probably put a plug in the thing. I just, after a few weeks of considering, decided it was time to let it be known.
Hrm...
ReplyDeleteI used to have those sometimes. They seemed to be related to caffeine consumption, but only if I stopped drinking caffeine and then started again.
I haven't had them for years though.
I haven't switched usage lately, of caffeine. I may have been spending a lot of time doing very specific things in the game, though. And, staying up longer hours to do so. Yeah, that is scary, the system was stuck on double, and really with the murmur triple time. I am going to try and back off in game play, or at least intensity. And naps for a bit, whenever possible... Just for a week or two. Almost back to normal, and I want it to stay that way.
ReplyDeleteThat is worse than almost anything I have seen. That is like losing breaks on your car, only it lasted much longer.