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Google Analytics has simply stopped tracking any visits. The only thing I tinkered with was adding a filter, tinkering with it twice, then deleting it. Now nothing works. Sitemeter continues to indicate no visitors. Blogger itself, of course (I guess?) shows visitors. Well, and comments empirically prove others have visited, barring having at least a dual personality that creates blogs in my off time and... never mind. I mean, no matter how unlikely something might be, it doesn't mean that what is clearly probable is the only solution sets. If too, the unlikely, and more improbable, are very rare conditions. No, I'm pretty much sticking with the notion that G.A. and Sitemeter are dead to me, or at least my purposes. While I did tinker, but then erase my tinkering, on G.A., Sitemeter? I was never even able to log into it. I can't have mucked that up. Oh well.
No, I did not get restarted on medication yesterday. I guess I am taking an unintentional medicinal holiday. I'm coasting downhill in the meanwhile. Then again, if I had control, I wouldn't be coasting or on a holiday. The transmission must have slipped and I'm permanently parked on a hill... no, a mountain. Thankfully it seems I was designed for this sort of abuse. I just chuckle when the docs tell me quitting these meds at these doses is potentially lethal. Oh, I'm sure they are serious. And I'm sure to some, perhaps most, it is. I don't even get thumps, or palpitations, or... I just continue to be tired. *laughs* I don't bother correcting them any more. I don't really argue. I just look at them and try to stifle my chuckles and funny faces. I've read what they are saying in places, so I suppose they aren't just teasing. I've read what all I am not supposed to do, what could be lethal. I've compared that list to my life and it doesn't match up, at all. At least they don't get me jazzed and fearful anymore. Still, I do need to get back on medicine. That is still a goal. I'll work on it today. I'll just try to keep it in mind.
The sun is up and bright. I didn't get to bed until 5:30? Then I didn't wake until noon or something. A shorter sleep. Zombified a bit, but not from the lack or sleep. Been here before, will dig myself out, and will find myself right back here before long. The good times are more frequent, if not all that much better in some ways. The bad times are definitely less bad. I am staying more on medication than not. I won't complain, mostly. Good day.
Dude, pull it together. I can't have you dying on me before September!
ReplyDeleteNow you are sounding like my doctors. Trust me, I have decades left, unless a bus hits me or something weird like that. I'll just look and act more or less dead between now and then.
ReplyDeleteAnd no worries about the trip. The cave might be a mess when you show up, but I will be ready to go. And I will do just fine. When my mother is here, or I am on the road, or I'm in a crowd, or anything that would normally enliven, I... well... it's almost like I become normal, perhaps even better. It's almost like I go back to the truly, or my, good old days. I really was something, truly.
My one thing is it would be nice to get back to the pool. The problem with the pool? Through this, that, and the other thing, it costs me every penny down to the nub. I have to figure something out that way. Thinking... thinking...