Up until 5:00 or 6:00.

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Some nights sleep will not come.  I was awake by 13:30 though.  I need to start trying to shove things back in the day box.  And it is cool, so that isn't the thing.  Or, it might be part of it but in the opposite direction?  For as rock solid as I can be, I can be quite delicate.  Fair enough given that I really ought to be in the grave, even now.  Still, irritating since I'm not dead.  Gratitude is an odd thing when you have seen beyond enough to want, but also enough to know that isn't for you yet.  A metaphysical sugary sour, if you like them?  And I do like them.  *mouth watering*

I will figure out an appointment today, water things, and such, but...  Not sure how much else.  It's a bit late to make it to town, so... tomorrow on that, is the hope.  We are overcast, but with no real chance of rain from what I can see.  It said today would have a high of 83, now 80, but I thought it said warmer before.  Who knows.  I should try to track that sometime.  I think they keep fudging, but I'm not tracking the best.  I did miss a day of medications in there, somehow.  It upsets the apple cart, subtly, and over a few days.  BP is good, but weight jumped again.  I must be highly susceptible to water retention currently.  I haven't been otherwise eating enough to gain weight.  And, yeah, while my mother here I mostly did okay on my meds, save that one day I missed then doubled up to my great regret the next day.  So gaining weight when she was here was simply having lots of yummy food on tap.  *oink*

Life is good even if I am being a bit of a sluggard.  I am keeping up on the kitty presents, of all sorts.  They are easy to miss though.  I do have to look for the obvious and do an occasional search.  I found one in the window sill I should have just seen, don't know how long it has been there but not more than a few days.  I think I have selective vision as well as selective hearing.  I'm sure my dad would be proud(er).  Oh yes he would.  It's patria-turkey thing.  Pride might go before the fall but it is juicy and tender!  :p  I soitenly hope Father has a sense of... humor.  Or... allows for one.  Booyeah.  Well, He IS Father.  Gotta.

Hmm, on to waking a bit.  Good day.

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Mom got a call.  She had a cake about to come out of the oven and some baseball games to attend this evening.  We got some things straightened out, a misunderstanding (gardening, not personal).  Yeah, I'll take her advice if it seems reasonable to me.  I checked the garden while talking, some of the tomatoes are in minor bloom but none of the peppers seem to be blooming.  The corn is actually up.  What I had thought was blown cuttings was actually corn the other day, because the corn is up several inches today.  Looks like I need to do a minor bit of weeding though.  I may water the front lawn today, with the cloud cover preventing burn...  I'm thinking on it.  Probably later when it cools from what of the heat of the day there is, anyway... maybe.  Gah!

Next I did set up an appointment with the heart doctor.  I'll put it into my phone calender, but I am having them send a card too.  My calendar does "funny" things, like forgets.  I honestly do believe I am hacked.  I doubt if they would erase something on purpose.  But with tech as it is, it's really easy to have overlap and unintended consequences... then again, who ever knows.  If, for example, one side of gov opens things up, and another side, lets say public unions (which is one of my publicly acknowledged nemesis) decides to shove a monkey wrench in the thing using the opening... hard to tell in these times.  Last time, regardless of what they want to believe, I had no idea my appointment was coming up.  My mother, while we talked, was my witness.  I was awake all day when they would have called and didn't get a mail notice.  She... snoops.  :p  Like I care, I don't check my mail often and I don't always do more than sort otherwise.  Some one ought to enjoy all that paperwork!  Later.