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It may have just been a moment. It might be how things will work in the near future. I don't know quite yet. While this week has been active, it has been more of a fake it until you make it sort of thing. Sure, I got things done. But there was no way to make it over the line or do as many extras as I had really hoped. I didn't grimace about it, because just doing something, and reasonable amounts of projects, trips, and such, was such a vast improvement over the last couple of stumbles. Still, I knew I wasn't kicking in.
I thought today was going to be like yesterday. Even with warm long leg sweat bottoms, and the sun being up and out, it wasn't looking like I would be doing anything, again. Which, I suppose, given that it is a rest day, would have been fine. It just wasn't my choice. I noticed that it had just passed noon. The bathroom called, and I needed coffee too. As I completed those tasks, I looked at the double boiler I purchased the other day.
It started with simple curiosity. I wanted to look the pots, lid, and such, over. Coated in a hard, strong, film of plastic to keep the kit bundled, I first had to find my knife, one of them. I prefer my pocket or simpler defense knives for such tasks. It took just a bit. I use them often and they simply travel for other reasons anyway. The two in my pants I like to keep there, so I skipped those. Plus, looking for my knife keeps track of the darned thing. After a rather short search, I popped the plastic off and looked over the parts of the kit. I really hate to use this as intended, as it will not be useful as such again. It is a decent set, and it is one of those things I don't have in my kitchen equipment stocks. Still... Hmm, maybe next month, I will buy another one, just for the kitchen. But that isn't the whole point. It's sort of like using a brand new shirt as a mop. The idea is psychically cloying. Especially if you have, or are, otherwise going without.
From there, several things took off. I ended up seeking, and finding, the paraffin wax needed for the firestarters, which had been waiting on a double boiler. That took a bit, and while doing that, I noticed I had canned oysters. I did mention it was a touch after noon, right? Lunch! But did I have crackers? Yep. Some things... I just like some things, some ways. Though, since I had not only milk, but cream and butter, I could have gone without crackers. It's a matter of... texture, density. Two in one. So I started the water and heat in the double boiler, for the paraffin, and began warming milk, cream, butter, and pepper for the stew. While that was going, I began setting egg cartons out and filling them with lint. Six egg cartons, though, now that I have learned some things, I am thinking I could probably fill eight to ten cartons per load of paraffin. I simply didn't have any more right on hand. One thing off my list, plus lunch.
Further, after I digest lunch, I do believe I will dig into a few other things. Perhaps, as with last week, not as much as I hope. But, this time, in spite of doing less than hoped, that will actually be going over the line, given that the day had been a dead-ender until... something popped. Some times less is more, or even the same is much more. Strange thoughts, but true. Today, already, is more than last week, even if I don't do one more thing. It is much more than I had anticipated. But I don't think it is done. Two simple projects on my mind, though both could turn into... problems. So... I'll see. Later.
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