So many want so much.

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I have explained things before.  Compromise?  Negotiation?  Seems reasonable.  Just a little earth and water, is it?  How about you find where you belong.  I'll help you get there if you insist on negotiating in bad faith.  Yeah, I... don't thing we are going to negotiate.

Don't you remember where I am from, who I am, what I have gone through?  Really?  Even if you don't believe every notion here, you have to know what I have been through and survived doesn't make me very negotiable, especially to liars thieves and such.  Kill me?  If you can.  But you won't get an inch, not even then.

If I have to walk out, I am going.  The more pressure or malfeasance only makes that decision much more certain and moves the timetable up.  If I have to cut and slash and burn financial bridges, I will not negotiate or surrender anything.  My friend told me I had no choice.  I laughed at him.  Suggested you always have a choice.  Maybe not him, I think most have surrendered, and believe they have no choice, and maybe they really don't... perhaps they haven't for most or even all of their lives.  Women don't, most minorities don't, if neither of those by choice but by nature it seems.  But at one time, for those who could have or did have a choice, that WAS the choice.  I haven't made, and won't surrender to, that choice.

If you feel you need to murder me to save me, not just block my access to medicine or driving, then do so.  That is the only way.  May God have mercy upon your soul.  Though you will have to be forgiven, and that will probably take more than you can give.  Just for doing what you are doing to block me, you are damned unless you repent.  Amen.