Rough, again.

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And a bit more.  Every time I figure out one thing, or get past it, something else shows it's ugly face.  Sleep has been pretty good, medicines mostly going down, I am not tired.  But my organs feel as if someone decided to pummel then shuffle them.  If you have ever had painful gas, you have the idea.  Only it there is no need to pass gas.  It is the other organs that feel bloated and tender.  Time solves it, or has so far.  It's not always the same organs/areas.  Though sometimes, like this time, it is all of them.  On the good side, they are only slightly complaining.  I've had much worse.

I let the girls sleep in with me last night.  If nothing else, it helps the spirit.  I know they love it... once they figure out the pecking order.  Actually that is based on arrival.  First come, first served.  Usually Sam is in right as I go to bed, then heads out at some point.  Then, sometime during the night or morning, Sassy gets her chance.  It used to be the other way around.  At least they don't try to attack each other when they realize the other girl has proximity claims.   Sometimes the one who is on the outs will just snuggle up behind my knees.  Sometimes she goes off in a huff.  I just can't let them sleep with me every night, or I end up not rolling as I often need and will generate a whole body 'crick', from not rolling.  Once every other, every third day, or just once or twice a month, depending on how well I am sleeping and how much pain I am willing to risk.  Two nights in a row, these last nights.  I was worrying about my mother... company is good.

I am hoping to get to town, shopping, today.  Milk, cream, a new sort of sugar substitute, fruit if I can find good grapefruit, and some drink stuff.  Sugar free stuff.  A variety of something to drink is more important, to me, than food anymore.  If I am really feeling good, I may take my camera along and tinker a bit.  I have a small collection of pictures already.  A few more would be good.  A variety pack of pictures with which to explore Lightroom functions.  Though I just don't know.  And, of course, a meal out while I am at it.  Though whether early afternoon or later in the evening I just don't know.

I did reset the dishes, again, again.  I set a timer, again, though maybe that will get me to them in time this time.  I was in ever worse shape the last time I tried that.  I'll hit the laundry if I decide to shop much later.  And I probably ought to bag some stuff out.  Yeah, I've not been the best housekeeper lately.  It's not just medicine, it's not just the cold, it wasn't just the heat of the summer... it's just a rough spell.  I'm honestly doing what I can do.  I'll keep at it.  Later.