I don't I can't be sure.

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Off medication.  I remember what I couldn't remember on medication.  The life I lived for so long is back.


The difference is that I know there is something that can make it better.  I just can't afford it.  Still, that I know there is something out there that can help, I can keep from just getting totally lost being lost, or some such.  I couldn't stay focused to call today.  Maybe tomorrow.  I did get the trash out.  Yeah, that's more than it seems.  I'll keep... trying to remember not to forget... to not get lost in what was is will be might be could have been.  Maybe.  Later.

Oh, but the i-axis...  Not a problem yet, but I see the approach, smell the sulfur, hear the whispers.