Someone thinks...

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Hmm...  Well?  I have been sent indirect communications, in a number of ways, to interesting (to me) sites, books, etc.  If that is advertising through my wall of ad-hate?  I'll take it.  Okay, though, I should admit... I hid from it for a while.  Why?  Too close to the heart, or possibly.  Example?  While these didn't bug me, they are mighty on-target, here is one.  Scratch that...can't add a link on this.  One was to a book about Pythagoras, written in the mid 1600's.  The other another book, though more or truly, esoteric.

I have, cautiously begun tracking and will start... playing ball.  Why?  Saw lines in book from a poet who remembered me before and after he could have known me... us.  Fine, I will type it in, and source it.  Not exactly sure where to start or stop, I'll do my best.

"They saw the serpent temple lifted above, shadowing the island white:
They heard the voice of Albions Angel howling in flames of Orc, seeking the trump of the last doom"

It does go quite on.  To many that means exactly nothing.  To some, including my secret sender?  It has much to... say, suggest, or... something.  Even the blind who read here can gladly see that a poet (William Blake) has just written some potentially very modern history... of a sort... even if it is only as he and I, perhaps, who say it.  "Hush little darling, now don't  you cry."  You may, as I when I must, simply deny.  Or shut up and take it.  Reality is, can be, hard.  Impossible for some.  Me?  I shall endeavor to percevere.

Enough for now.

Wait.  Thought to update health.  No bloody noses for a day and an half.  Gladly, too.  Drank more of my own  gore in those days  than in the last 5 years combined... hate to bitch, but could have used garlic.  A twofer?  Maybe.  No migraine for two days .  I am not doing well taking medicines, missing half nights and one day in just the few days I have been trying.  Goes to condition.  Still it is helping.  I'll keep at it.  Oh, and the moving thing?  Don't believe everything you read.  Oh, that has gotta hurt.  More to come on more fronts as well.  Though you... never really know when dancing in the pale blue... with Orc.

One last thing.  In the last week in Iowa the ghosts/spirits found me or.... whatever.  I did several things to check.  Maybe it was stress or general poor health.  I don't have the tools to check that (but neither do the "pro's").  I did my best and it sure seemed real.  So I thought I'd have a month off here.  Not so much.  Like giant dark blurs, usuall but not alway off to a side.  And other things.  Perhaps I am simply close to death?  Dunno.  But they, assuming for argument they are real, are with me now.  Want to see?  Literally?  Raise your hand, as you did in school.  Just raise it, with intent, then let your arm down.  No promises, no time-scale.  Though if you don't see anything in two weeks... you probably won't .

They aren't and weren't back in droves, as recently.  Curious to see if this is just a ping/drive-by, or if this has legs or even serious legs.  Still don't know if I am haunted or a nexus of some kind... or maybe just very close (like another serious coughing spell/stroke) from "there".

Well, now that is all.  Good night.