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Moreover it worked! Still a bit tired. Having both started medicine recently, still in some form of multiple recovery, and having pushed things this last week at least for the shape of my condition, going with being tired is reasonable... even a pleasure. As little as it may seem, sometimes... God knows. Thankfully.
Met a woman while out last time. Conversed as is my nature. A few links were found and explored, not flirtations... can tell when a woman is cautious due to being in a certain stage of love... shortly after the first blush stages and while the enormity of it all is settling in. Not married, to a local lad, living together. I was saddened. Oh, I have been so much worse, if for many dark and hard reasons... right or wrong. It probably won't hit her until she is pregnant... or beyond that function (or nearing the end). It will hit. To see either the hate or grief in the faces of such women, at their end and without fruit or even a man often, is as terrible as anything I have ever seen. I left with advice. Make it work. And a prayer. No different than homosexuality, sin is sin. She is one of the prettier ones too. I called it the modern way, which she liked enough to claim for use with their unhappy parents. I have sixty, plus, of her in my bone pile, and six kids I have never seen, that I know. I... wish I could teach from my failures.
The other day a post was written, with the word "odd" in the title. Didn't get to the things being considered when the title was developed. Medical. This last week has been a success in taking medication. Not odd, but strange things surrounding it. Not needing to wake to void... not going as often and yet having no swelling of the feet during the day... a few other things, like no added exhaustion with the meds, and on full dose into this week two of restarting. Just odd, mostly in good ways, if the feet have worsened, a bit, again... no rhyme, reason, food, or medicine seems to control well for that. I suspect there are at least two different causes for that.
On to waking. Again. Later.
(This post was actually started an hour and small change after the last post. Didn't get posted as I was attempting to capture, edit, and post a picture (of God Creates Adam, in the Cistine Chapel (all spelling and exacitude questionable)), which obviously failed, this time, for now, etc).
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