Hitting a wall.

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Is it just the fasting? No, but that adds to it.  Whether majority or not is uncertain.  It has been hitting the 80's for days, then dropping to the 60's, and much lower.  It's not even 60 outside now, with the sun up for several hours, 58 F.  It's rough.  I don't think it is medicine, though maybe when I go back to bp/heart meds all at night again.  Whether it is being washed out, just doesn't work good in the morning, or for whatever cause or reasons, taking carvedilol twice a day simply isn't as effective as double at night.

I am tiring quickly today.  Well, there was the twenty three hour stint.  That couldn't help.  I have dug into dishes.  Cleaning tea containers and drink jar, and else, as I go.  Two more double loads and I should be done.  On top of what is soaking or rinsing.  I mean to finish today.  What else will be done, and when, is another question.  Perhaps a nap would help?  If I can sleep.  I'm not sure I am that kind of tired.

I was a bit surprised.  Blood sugar dropped, two hours after the low fasting draw, to 104.  Four hours after that draw and it remains unchanged.  BP's have remained... ugly, if not quite ER or doctor ranges.  Still, I am going back to my dosing schedule.  I may try adding another in the morning, if I can handle it.  Worth a shot.  Even if most of it washes out, if some remains...

I'll make a call, or three.  The doc, about my other email, and Internet and computer access.  Perhaps the swimming pool, to check a few things.  Not a bad price, if that was correct.  Not sure if they have a year pass.  Not ready for that, until I see what I would be facing, but worth knowing for consideration.  I am fairly sure I can become regular, as long as they don't try to hook me up, and have that all go to hell again.  Bleh.

Another load, a nap, then a shower and calls?  Sounds like my plan, roughly.  Oh, I want to eat, but it isn't hunger, or directly.  It is just... habit?  Familiar regular behavior that grates when absent?  There is hunger, but it is fading.  Is this winning?  Is it doing what it takes to get ahead?  Is it wise?  Time will tell.  To be honest, I think the reason most medical is against it is because most people can't do it.  They only want universal solutions.  They can't tell their patients to just shut their piehole occasionally, if that isn't universal, it would work with a majority.

"He wrote "piehole"!"  Yep.  Later.