Not easily mortified.

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Whether algorithms... an musical a.i. of whatever sophistication, someone who knows me... or believes they do, or just employees mucking about in the guts of machines, a roster of vids have been recommended, or technically viewed... while I know they weren't all seen by me.  The one I posted before, and one I saw before, were in the recommended section, oddly.  These... troubled me.  Why.  I don't know!  Terrified, actually.  It has taken me days to finally watch them all through to the end, like a child watching a horror movie scary scene through meshed fingers.  Then, not seeing enough, asking what happened.

Dreams and visions too.  Which were first I can't be sure.  Purging seems prudent.

I can't say what it is.  They may be unwatchable for you, if for different reasons.  I really don't... get the problem.  I merely have it.  Really didn't want to post, but... sometimes the only way for me to extract a thorn from my mind is to post.  I won't say they, or my difficulty with them, will make sense.  But what about an emotional response does make sense?  If you have a strong, even negative, reaction?  Imagine that somehow they were, if inexplicably, tied to you personally.  See?  Here.

We'll start with the... easiest.  Then drop into the rabbit hole.









Just too packaged and strange.  Maybe I can move on.