Accusations?

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The first two arrived last night.  I had to ponder upon them.  The accusations could go a number of ways.  The simplest is what is presumed.  Not all my friends are... simple.  My enemies certainly aren't.  Some of those with whom I progress or digress together with actually can't see the simple.  In various ways Michael, Desert Cat, foamy, and sometimes others.  My enemies avoid the light, if I will call them principals of the Moriarty clan.  Though some are far darker, if a few are far lighter... which is why even those of the host on high will be judged... some will burn.

It could be merely suggesting I am insane.  I have considered the possibility since I was... seven?  Six to eight, when contemplation on the concern was initiated.  A year or three after contemplation on infinity was started.  No matter one's intent, sanity cannot, fully, be gauged by self.  However, modern psychology is actually a worse test. They know neither themselves nor their enemies.  I know those, just not always the ties that bind.  If considered a god, a thing denied, in a non-human way.  Nephilum, as angel, as human, immortal in diverse ways, no more.


There is another option.  As I have suggested, if what else I have suggested is true, this cannot be true.  This was begun as a consideration about a year after the last proposition, as that hypothesis floundered.  Oh, I sought ways to test.  Prayers, actions, understandings...  There is nothing that can actually prove or disprove either.  Possession.  Spiritual.

Psychologists and priests either disregard or disagree with assessments.  Some of each are terrible disbelievers of their own writs.  Just jobs to soak poor slobs?  It seems like it.  Some truly believe, but are completely lost, or insane.  They are often not worthy of the simple trust required for discussion.

My thoughts?  If I am not as follows, I am tied to such as a witness.  It doesn't mean this "life" is the time.  As I have suggested... time after time, returns are or must be made.  Is that just happenstance, or is it a call, or potential call, to action.  I simply don't know.  Neither sight nor genetic memory covers all knowledge.  Some things either aren't considered important or are kept even from right princes and principalities.

Don't play games with me, don't ever, ever, think you're capable of that.

I may leave you where I saw.  Especially easily if you know you are lying.