Awake again.

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Feeling a bit better.  Heartburn or acid stomach is gone.  All other aches and pains remain, if muted a goodly bit.  Not so exhausted, slightly frayed if as it should be within recent givens.  Sleep was quite good.  I am on the mend.  A small business action soon, a medical appointment before long, and I'd like to get out driving as soon as possible.  Hills, starts on those, until I can do them in my sleep.  As well, studying the manual, for slip shift down shifting more accurately.

Blood sugar is staying elevated, if lower than before.  It is between 200 and 300, where it had been between 350 and nearly 500.  Irregular sleep means meals have also been off.  I do what I can, but have to do what I must.  I have to accept I am doing what is possible.  As well, it is an improvement.  All meds are going in, as well, brushing and shaving are back in trim.  I wasn't failing to brush completely, just missing one time a day, varying.  And travelling, I couldn't brush after meals.  Ugh.

A dream.  Of significance I do believe.

In the dream I was questioned regarding tattoos or other intentional marks.  I claimed no such blemishes, labelling all marks as unintentional scars, save one.  Forced to strip for an inspection, what looked like a black light bar was brought out.  It exposed far more... the marks on my soul, or spirit if not (yet?) human.  Warrior, sins, virtues, natures... it was all scarified or tattooed onto my eternal being.  Beautiful... and horrifying.  I have never been so humbly naked.  All I saw where true, to the best of my knowledge.

I wasn't being judged.  Warned?  Informed?  To know is to be given an opportunity to correct, to find reconciliation, to change.  Knowledge is power, some power, some absolute power, does not lead to corruption.  This was one of those knowledge to power transitions which didn't lead astray.  Perhaps the only one?  I suppose any power coinciding with humility is less likely to betray the recipient?  Amen?

I left the windows open.  While making it a bit chill, the fresh air is fantastic.  If I could find a place that stayed dry, and between -40 (negative forty Fahrenheit) and 80 max, in a mountainous terrain, that I could afford... not fallen to leftism like Colorado or N. Mexico I'd sure ponder.  Though, getting central air, with a built in humidifier, would work here.  If ss comes back, I'll begin getting quotes.  I need a new furnace anyway, as well.  That, a 200 amp box, and a garage wiring system.  Over time.

On to waking.  Later.