A bit better.

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Blood pressure improved, to 169/112 and pulse of 79 after a few hours.  Blood sugar also continued to drop.  It was 112 about four hours after breakfast, with only that one dose of insulin.  I can't believe bp rose so fast.  Oh, I just found the 3.125 mg carvedilol tabs.  For some reason I thought they were being sent as well.  I have them added.

A shave, laundry tumbled, then a rest and some calls.  A new form of appeal, with more medical information.  It can't hurt to try.  I'm actually not sure what all is wrong.  Diabetes, heart obviously if blood pressure goes that high from missing a single day of medication, and that after getting back on it, stage three nearly four renal failure(?)... kidney failure.  What else?  Technically stratospheric cholesterol, and they are claiming I have ptsd which I didn't share.

The V.A. must be involved in that.  I am surprised they would say that, they worked hard at suggesting it was ptsd without a known cause, which they specifically called some form of dissociation... if they did... would... treat as standard ptsd.  They don't let most in that club.  Tested me for it, in great depth.  Didn't want to treat.  Their rules required it.  Distrustful much?  Both ways.

Anyway.  Fill it out today?  Ugh.  I will try.  I have other business as well though.  And I am catching, like the needle on a record, something snagging somewhere.  Still, I will try.  I'm not dead yet.  Oh, and a personal call.  I want... I want back in with my brother.  It is a cold world, even with family.  More so without.

Good morning and day.