A few things.

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With one tire fixed, another would get a hole in it.  But the youngest neighbor son brought a kit.  So, mostly holding a light on my part, the tire was pulled, repaired, the chain put back on, and reassembled.  Then he got the roof snow rake out and cleared some of that.  He needed to take that home, it is not always used, but it puts the mind to ease with two and more feet in a day.

Blood sugar has been good, 113 after lunch, 101 now.  I was a bit surprised, it often goes up in the late afternoon.  My averages are trending higher.  Not because they actually are higher, it is just that I  am only doing fasting read and one other daily reading.  Fasting read is sticking higher, oddly because I am eating less, and less often, thus fewer readings.  Ugh.  I may cut slow acting insulin, while I eat less.  Who ever knows!

 I will be up a bit late.  I am brining chicken hindquarters.  One of the turkeys had been brined, the smoked one.  While both were done expertly, when I thought about chicken, the brined one popped into memory.  No choice.  I used italian mix, lemons, and ground salt.  Oh yes, I will enjoy.

I need to figure life, sort some things out.  I need to get off my butt.  I have to find a way to push.  Either shit, die, or get going.  I... would like to say I refuse to remain stuck here.  But not even that is mine to choose.  But, I can say I will do anything moral and legal to gain traction.  I have to... try.  And, yes, there is, sometimes, only try.  Hopefully not this time.

Later, or good night should I not post again.  You will be in my prayers.