I... can't... remember.

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When did I go to bed?  Was the sun still, or yet, up?  Something is just terribly off.  No pain, if no nothing.  The boxes keep being found stacked.  Mostly empty, though there is a stack of lightly filled boxes too.  I... don't remember doing that, mostly.  Already on a second stack, third depending how one counts, stack.

The funny thing is, the last time I dug down to the table top, I cleaned and straightened it.  It... remains just as it was.  More needs removed, but it is clear to see.  I had to laugh... modern archeology 101.  Dishes today, and a shower and shave?  Yes.  And some of the white cottons that arrived.  I would also like to finish the cot and at least move the storage systems upstairs.  Those will be quite simple to assemble with so much open space!  They do take time, and concentration.  Finally, to have easy to access clothing and bedding storage upstairs!  I will begin folding clothes again... and hanging... after the installations.

Well, I will get some of that.  Dishes, laundry, a shower, and trash out.  With bags in place, trash will be very easy.  I have been keeping up on tossing as I go, so just pull, drop in the barrel, and to the curb.  I do want to clear one area, but down to one from everywhere is doable.  I can't believe the improvements, especially without remembering.  I have a very long way to go, but I have done very well.  Just two to four hours a day, three to five days a week... if a bit more by grabbing boxes as I do other things.

Sometimes I am positive I can't be ready in time, other times I think I will be ready well in advance.  I just don't know.  I keep hoping to do more, and regulate my days and nights, and do until I wipe out for a week or two.  I still have hard limits, if it seems my drive can sneak past that, at least in small ways... for a while.

A small salad with spam (actually not bad), a fatted coffee, and to work in a few hours.  All cool to cold protein is rather blah.  At least this was spiced to taste enough for this use.  And it's 70 calories, as are all my foiled meats/fish.  Add a small chunk of cheese, glass of milk, or fatted tea or coffe, or cold tea, and another fatted tea or popcorn or actual meat meal later, and life is good.

This week, I am trying whole leaf lettuce.  Some to shred, some to use as bread replacement.  Tuna wraps, and the like.  I'll bet there are other things to be done with leaves.  Plus, I am seeing if they actually last longer with light processing.  Shredded goes bad from fouer to eight days.  I want it to last longer.

I dreamed of snakes.  My brother and I became housemates.  We kept having snakes, poisonous ones, enter our home!  At first it wasn't so bad.  We learned how to kill them quickly and safely.  But then they crawled in to sleep with us.  When I would wake, I would go check him in his room, and saved him several times.

He wouldn't do the same.  He checked, but was afraid to deal with the snake, so left me.  Ifinally had to take a chance.  I used a pillow.  Rolling and catching it, luckily pinning it's head, then dispatching it quickly.  I am pretty sure, afterwards, my brother and myself had a conversation that included a pounding and spilled blood though not death.

Later.