Doing right.

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So... I begin by watching a few vids that take me in the right direction.  Oh, I know it.  It... they... move me to rightness.  Then I begin praying, again.  And picking my vows back up.  Increasing prayers, getting back into a good prayer life, if slowly.  Fool, foul, but it's... as I may.  A slow process, just started, but honest.

Doing well.  More prayers each night and morning, if possible.  Today I simply couldn't wake until... about time to work.  Ugh, so no prayers.  Or, no morning prayers.  Meal prayers, light occasional prayers, the always open to God prayer... prayer or medication?  These things.  Still, sometimes time, health, and events, do not allow what is required.  Tonight, though.  Yes.  I have added the Our Fathers and two other prayers for the rosary.

I have a few others, I believe.  I will continue until I can pray a goodly lot of them, then begin the rosary.  I won't require memorization, but that is a side goal.  Same with meditations for the various portions, or days, of the rosary.  I think I will have to focus on those outside of the rosary itself.  Once done, even if lost for a spell, it should return quickly.  Anyway...

For my... good behavior?  God... for it must have been He... sent a quite lovely show of force.

Have you ever seen a woman stumble when she... fully realizes you?  Even now?  Sometimes I wonder if they know me from somewhere, some time.  Such a stunning move.

I know, if stuck for a different reason, stuck I am.  Still, quite a... pleasant visit.

All I have to say is, thank you, God.  Your daughters, some of them, are... indeed... gifts.  Am I a freak?  Perhaps.  But His freak.  Let Him make the call.

Did I say gifts?  Even so, even so.  *grins*

I hadn't picked up the dyno-flex hand strengthening device in... some years.  I started that up a few days ago, too.  For the first three to five days I couldn't keep it rotating.  Tonight, for the first time, I was able to palm slap it going, and keep it going for... pretty much as long as I wished.  Even when it started becoming painful, even crossing hands, I was able to keep it up.  It will take a bit to get that fully returned, but it happens quickly.  So will it be with the rosary.  I haven't memorized all yet, so... this time I will.

Blood sugar was a surprising 108 this evening, so I decided to have a meal.  Roast beef, some of the remaining.  I had thought to start laundry, but honestly I want to do that tomorrow, then put it out on the line.  I am rather excited to use it.  I, at one time, bought clothes pins... metal and wood.  And a bag or three to hold them all.  But with so many things being stolen, they may be gone.  I'll look where I suspect they would be, or could be.  Maybe not all were stolen.

Later, or more likely good night.