Wow, what a temperature climb.

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Between 08:30 and say 10:15 it went from 35 to 60.  The sun is out, but it's often out... lately... for now.  It must be the air.  Something warm was brought in and has sorted the season a bit.  I turned the furnace to 72, even so.  I had a fatted coffee.  But, you know what?  I am having a lot of trouble getting going.  Just... keeping my eyes open is a heck of a task.

I have things to do!

I played a game, Doom, of... course?  I have had it for months, since it came out.  It seemed too difficult, initially.  Old.  I am getting old.  It is somewhat difficult, but that is written into the game.  No one wants to play a game that isn't challenging, or seem to not get better, so they create the environment from very difficult to later being much easier.  The stuff you get in the game doesn't do that much improving.  It is simply written to be easier because of certain finds.  Like it or not, that is how games work now.  They are trying to bring in people who can't play well.  It kills my interest on many games.  Assuming it isn't even more severely woke broken anyway.

I realized, while sleeping, that it is over.  There isn't an America anymore.  Of course, what others are busy rebranding had just become a commercial commodity anyway.  They are selling it, now, to whoever will buy it and play by the new rules.  No complaining, no sassing elites, just do what you are told.  Whites, and those similar, are no longer included as elites and will be replaced.

A lot of locals don't realize.  In time, they will be setting up replacement camps, for the new people, even in small towns.  They have pretty much destroyed Europe that way.  It is coming here.  If you want a job, government anything... even when that is supposed to be what it was there for, education, etc, you have to be in line.  Even banking and other commerce requires acceptance that you are allowed, not a customer anymore.  They have to power to shut you out.

Is it over?  I think, for some of us, probably.  We have no means of defending ourselves.  And, those who can, won't help others.  They are just holding on, and know it.  Choices may be made, but pretty much, the US has become a foreign owned brand, that has nothing to do with a nation.  Then again, the money funding it is funny, as if ours isn't.  Actually, it seems to worse the value of the money, the more of it is, and in the current climate, the more power it yields.  An odd thing.

I don't think those who could help, will, even beyond.  In truth, we can't be afforded.  They are, both sides, allowing foreign interests to do what they believe needs to be done.  Eliminations, one way or another.  And, maybe, they have a point.  Just... remember... every promise they made to me, the elders of even me, and definitely to you, are no longer active.  Even if they are on paper.  It's a matter of time before you realize, and realize how difficult this will be, that you have nothing.  Social security?  If that was all of it.  Try retirement funds, stocks, bonds, 401k's, else.

Is it that they are "stealing"?  Or is it, in truth, that these things were based on pie-in-the-sky money, that has been being destroyed so fast that none of it is actually worth anything?  Not just in America.  China has many companies, and loans, based on gold deposits... supposedly in physical form, which not only has been borrowed against multiples of times, but doesn't even exist.  You have no idea how much of the economy, world-wide, is false.  I think we are finding out, as gently as is possible.  Not, probably, for our sake, but in the hopes every single elite in the whole world isn't put to the sword... them, their friends, their family...

Money isn't all that much.  Not for the poor, etc.  But production and some other things are important.  And, we have all become accustomed to living way outside of our means.  The rich won't escape, what they have isn't what they thought.  Is it all coming down?  Or is there some sort of reset happening, being attempted?  Can it work?  All I know is prayer is about the only thing that might have some hope of an affect.  Because our elites are so out of their league, and have been for so long, that they have no hope of saving even their own asses.

Believe as you choose.  It's about to get hard.  No, it hasn't been hard.  It has been slightly problematic.  Wait until food plants are broke, gardens fail, the government and industry collapse.  There may be advantages, but serious costs.  And these won't go down without a fight.  Even if it isn't anybodys' fault.  Yea, watch out out there.  Later.

Oh, by the way... the song isn't meant for the lament of any other.  It is for my own... part in these affairs.  I cannot pray, or beg, another man seek freedom from his sin, only advise it through my actions?  I... think so.  I certainly pray for that, and sincerely hope for it, for both our parts, mind you.  But only after due diligence on my own part has been rendered, as with tending oneself so as to even be able to go on to tend another... not selfish, required.  So it is attempted, in each part.  Amen.