Midnight.

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Time to get to sorting things.  Awake more like 23:30, but close enough.  I don't remember when I went down, if 18:30 to 19:30 seems most likely.  I tried to hie the ducks in, but they were trucking nothing.  So?  I had considered attempting to stay awake longer.  I knew that wasn't possible.  So be it.  I didn't feed or water the rabbits, either.  They all still had some water, and it was still liquid.  Food was low, but is still there.  I will be giving them half of a sixteen ounce cup, per, a day... though in parts.  For four adults, I will give them a cup in the morning and at night.  For the little ones, I'll give about two thirds of that.  Half seems fairer, but I don't think that is quite enough.  A full cup for each in them morning or "morning"... based on when I wake.  And, a cup in the 'evening' for bigs, half a cup for smalls.  Okay, I guess three quarters for the littles.  Trying to figure it more precisely with my tools isn't likely.

Sleep was good.  Shorter than expected, but... all good.  A shower, first thing.  Brushing teeth too.  Oh, and I trimmed my whiskers.  If I can keep it going to tomorrow, I will shower, and actually shave with a razor tomorrow.  I sure hope so.  For now, an hour or two to wake.  Then to the rabbits and girls.  Hmm, best put the ducks in though, for sure.  Then I can spend some time waking.  I would feed and water the rabbits, but... that's too much right at the moment.  And, I want them to get the water and feed at the same time.  Otherwise they don't seem to eat, but if the water went out first, it might freeze before they can eat.  Or, that's my story.

Just a bit of gaming.  Not sure I am really getting anywhere.  Some side quests and other similar give out pretty decent leveling points of the various kinds, some don't.  I must be in a lower level area?  Right, but I want to get them all done, if possible, and generally follow around the map.  Now that I am in a lower level area, I'd like to clear these out, anyway, rather than hitting riskier ventures.  Which, actually, I started with.  Live and learn.

I believe I have eggs, and mushrooms, cheese, and perhaps a variety of other such.  Breakfast would be good, if I can wake enough to cook!  I will re-re-re-re-etc-start dishes, and put a load of laundry in, while putting the ducks up.  Then game, sipping on tea.  I'll set the alarm for several hours.  Then hit the projects.  And, after a couple of sessions, I will decide if I need a nap before plugging the rest of the chores, or whether I have a little life left to me.  The hope, today, is to get to the post office.

Be well.  And, no matter what state of life, time in, or other... remember you truly are blessed.  Suffering?  Bear that suffering.  Not like a trooper, always... sometimes just... bear it like a humble, simple, sometimes weak and ineffectual, small human.  As well, if you realize your true status?  Give thanks that you don't have power, wealth, and great excess.  Trust me, they will rue the day.  Oh, as to changing the world?  Why not start by changing yourself, or your bed?  *chuckles*  Live clean and well, change by example.  Slow?  Sure, but do you think forcing to do something you probably don't practice, at gunpoint... even collective government gunpoint... is change to which you want to be a party?

Yes, be grateful.  Most mass in the universe will never see life, let alone conscious life.  Even if it hurts every day *cough* grab the opportunity.  I may not be able to do a thing I write, often lately... maybe today.  But I can line up my next opportunity, scale back, keep trying.  It's not a game, and yet it is.  Do enjoy.  I'll pray for those of you who don't think you can.  I will extra pray for those of you who hate me for this!  Not in mockery, friend, for the person I once was.  *wink*  Later.