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There won't be more going forward.
I called my brother. He didn't pick up. I heated the soup, but through snacking wasn't hungry for it. I did add new vegetables. So it should be good for one more stretch. The freeze containers arrived, for stock. So that can go forward when I can make it go forward. Chicken stock first, beef stock next. While I will be making beef stew the next time I make a stew, I have beef stock remaining. It's more a matter of getting chicken stock going so that I have both types on hand.
When I get chicken, then more beef stock tucked away, if the process is reasonable, I may begin drinking it more often. Not necessarily daily, but two to five times a week. I'd also like to get the vinegar tonic going (again, sort of, if this type is slightly different). Along with tea, fatted coffee, and kefir, I can start backing away from just drinking tea. A bit more lively drinks, really. Yea, it will work well.
It is cold out there. And it snowed. Cold? At 24 F? Right, odd, but it sure feels cold. And it is dark, as if something is coming through. We did get snow, just a bit... so far anyway. I almost get the feeling we are in for a major hit. But... that's just a feeling. Not quite a fear though? No, not a fear. I don't fear such things. Even, probably, when I should. I only fear disappointing... even if forgivably... Father. It isn't the sort of fear some have, for skin and hide, or even kith and kin... the latter for a more honest if animal man. My fear is going astray of His will. The rest can be handled, right to my death even in great... greater... pain. Anyway, I just get a feeling that something is coming, hard, dark, cold, mean, and a bit more than I would have suspected this time of year. Though, as mentioned, just a feeling... not a... sense. What is the difference? One is more prophetic, this isn't... more an animal instinct thing. Who knows.
I am having difficulty going on to bed. And yet I really can't do much awake. It is frustrating. I will try to get on up to bed as soon as possible. Perhaps nearly as soon as I post... or within the hour. Then plan to do work when I wake. I have loved working lately. I think I can get a bit more in this week. Maybe throughout this next week. I pray that God help me, if the efforts, chores, works, and else be to His glory. Good works are from His will, not mine. I know this. So be it.
Later, or more likely good night. If... my nights seem rather short of late. Three a day, or more?
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