Cooling off quickly.

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The sun is still well up, but it has dropped to 72.  In less than two hours, with the sun out the whole time, it dropped eight degrees.  I had the fan going in here, in the front room.  While I was playing the game.  It is down to 75 in here, still about 68 in the main room.  Very odd, but I'll take it.  Especially as I get used to it.

A neighbor I haven't seen in a while stopped.  Knocked.  There is a dinner tomorrow night.  If I can get something together, to share, that would be welcome.  But it is not required.  I have an intention to go.  And to bring a dish.  But, failing bringing something, I will make it there.  I haven't been the most gracious of guests in the town, but I don't mean to just ignore.  I... often... can't.  But I think tomorrow I should be able to make it.

Oh... wait?  Do I have a meeting tomorrow night?  Seriously?  How does that work.  I have maybe one to three things a month, often I don't make it.  And, yet, I end up, often, having a conflict?  Crazy.  I'll check again.  I thought the meeting was last week though.  So... not sure.  I've gotten confusing emails.

Still, I do plan on something.  Tapioca, or chocolate tapioca?  Or chocolate pudding, with whipped cream?  Something.  I'll... see what I can do.  If not, I'll just go.  Ugh.

Pretty tired, tonight.  My heart is literally tired.  Two trips to town, unloading boxes, toting the serger around, carrying the return packages and waiting in a long line, and all in probably 85 or warmer heat, there in town.  The city is just hotter, by a lot.  Traffic, industry, a great deal more tar, higher building density, and else.

Still, it was an excellent day.  I keep expecting, on one of these days, I will come home, got to bed, and just not wake up.  I'm trying my best to outlast my mom.  Not out of some sort of contest, but so she may rest at peace.  I have troubled that woman nearly since I was born.  I didn't mean to, I was just... difficult.  Imagine raising a child who can... do as it wills.  Perhaps not a true superman, but... closer to that than some might suspect.  Between mind and body, I had a way with things.  And with speech skills.  But, I really didn't have the maturity.

Anyway, I am trying to see her in the ground.  Though, as mentioned, that isn't our choice.  I would be in the ground a dozen times over if it had been up to me.  I tried.  Now that I am trying to live, for that and other good reasons, it... may just slide away.  Even on medicine, I really shouldn't have made it this long.  If I would have let them, they would have put me on the heart transplant list a decade ago, or so.  What a gas.  I would be dead if they had put a new heart in.  I just couldn't live on those meds, alone, and such.  And, as mentioned, I no longer trust or believe anything they do or say.  But, I will still try to survive my mother.  Even if it is by a day or something.

The body, too, is sore.  Stiff.  Tight.  I hurt, but mostly in places that make sense.  From lifting, moving, toting, walking, and else in the heat.  Though, to be honest, while the heat causes some issues, it actually makes it easier to work in some ways.  When it gets cold, I can hurt my muscles much more easily, on even simple stupid human tricks.

Well... back to gaming.  I did some of the difficult play, but had to go back to preps.  I am ready to play again.  Oh, but I want to sort out the rubik's cube.  So I'll go look.  I was able to get the white side whole, and two layers up each adjacent side.  Adjacent?  Whatever.  And, I could get the yellow cross.  But getting the corners to place correctly... I... must have missed, or forgotten, something.  Still, that was a good restart.  I just... I'll look up how to finish.  Then go play the stupid Doom!  :p  Later.