.
I really wondered, there for a bit. Why did it take so long to
recover? I just don't understand. I just know I no longer need
heart medicine. Or... for the moment. That was really quite
bad. It felt like dying, and I would know.
I had hoped to get to a few things, but that won't happen. Still too
tired. My pulse and such have improved. Even so, I am still so
very tired. Oh, and the weather has cooled. I think it was just 76
outdoors, when I looked, a bit after 13:00 or 14:00. With no ac, or fans
(even turned off the ceiling fan), it was 71, near me, when I woke shortly
after noon, was it?
It is 76 in this front room. That is as cool as I have seen it, as a
high, since summer started. Well, without ac's running, fans going in
multiple rooms, and... no... even then, it would be warmer.
I do believe I am going back on to bed. Nothing fancy, just...
tired. Not a surrender, just... weary. A good thing, I hope.
Might be setting up for a better week, this week, I can hope. Oh, best
put the thawed meat up. Sirloin, tomorrow, ribeye later in the
week. Some sirloin is better, this isn't one of those. But it will
work.
Ah, and some recipes I found. Recipes, for carnivores? Well, so it
was said, and so it seems. But... you'll have to decide it it is your
type of carnivore, or keto. Me? Looks like it would work. My
only problem is that it looks like a hella lot of work. Remember, some
days I can't stand for more than ten minutes. Get woozy, unsteady,
tipsy. So... yeah. That's a lot of work. Hard to go to
church, with the kneeling, and standing, and such. Yeah. I really
should be dead, difficult to go into a crowd, when I can't even stand, and
when I'm not really welcome.
These are food items I REALLY miss. Or, their carnivore twins?
With these? I am thinking water canned sardines?
Not necessarily a believer. But these? I really want to try. I am so hoping these will be good. Will work, and replace those things. Even if only once or twice a month, it would be nice to have a form of comfort food from my childhood. As well as the recall, and pleasure, just adding something to my menus beside the same thing, every day, day after day.
Goodnight? Or so.
Just picked up a top sirloin 3-pack... When I picked it up I thought it was a lean ribeye, nope, a thinly well marbled fat formation in the meat. Over an inch thick. (steak not the fat). Also got 3 four packs of Angus burgers (cook or freeze by 9/3, a dollar off at the register) Fried one 4-pack in butter, ate one, shared a third of another. Might grab another, I've been really hungry as of late, I'll give it an hour or two then decide. Was up 5# yesterday.
ReplyDeleteBP meds, mine always said take within 1/2 hr of eating. Soooo, taken while fasting, results understandable.
And seriously, Any Good Christian Church should welcome you, and make you feel welcome. Some would even arrange to help get you to services. Any congregation (allowed by the clergy) that extends less than polite fellowship, is no longer a Congregation in Christ. It has devolved into the equivalent of a Home Owners Association waving the cross around at anyone who might actually need some Church hospitality. Because "they" want a neat social package without the "ickyness" of having to actually be a practicing Christian, rather than the social standing you can achive by being a Christisn In Name Only.
Kicking the soapbox back into the corner... gruuummmble.
Not, technically, still fasting. Just close enough, it seems. Yes, when going without any food, I stop taking medicine. This sort of surprises me. I guess I am not eating enough to manage medicine. So, even only eating, say, eight ounces of beef, and half a cup of cream in my coffee, isn't enough calories, or else, to allow medication to be taken? Odd.
ReplyDeleteWell, it's... some other things. I won't discuss it here. Other than to say it is a problem in most churches, these days. When it isn't as you discuss, it is the other way. It's become tribal. I'm... not in either tribe. That's enough for now. I'm only interested in the truth, and honesty. Tribal isn't that.