Still awake.

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Not for long.  Had hoped to get things arranged so that I could be to church, maybe twice.  Health has just not been cooperating.  Weather sort of sent things into a spin as well.  Not dying, I don't think, just not able to control sleep.  Or get out.  I needed to get to confession.  And, even if late, I will, before long.  It is how we are supposed to do... preferably monthly, at least quarterly, though certainly yearly.  I... don't do it that often.  I don't do anything as often as I am supposed to... visiting doctors, of various sorts, taking medicine, eating.  Not... a choice.

If you are getting out to church, say a small little prayer for me.  Not... literally... for me... more, in my stead.  Just thank God for His patients, and sacrifice, for forgiveness, and many good things... including people who will speak for me, in my stead.  He knows why I am not there.  This isn't a mystery to Him.  He knows things you can't know.  I don't fear His anger, about this.  I just like to show Him I can still visit, if vicariously.  I think He likes that I still try, in my odd little ways.

Another bit of the pork roast, and some left.  I have quite enjoyed that.  Though the first two spots of the stuff were my favorite.

I'm crashing.  Wanted to push through further, and did.  But it really is bedtime.  Well past bedtime.  It's rough, pushing through.  Trying to get back to days.  A long slog ahead of me.

Happy Easter.  God Speed, many blessings, happy thoughts and a prayer or two your way.  I hope you have a meal, family, friends, and church?  Do what you may, as you will.  I'll... go dream of chasing a chocolate bunny, leading to a fine dinner, and chattering with folk here and there.  I... did get an invitation.  I just won't be awake.  I... am stuck between here and there, no control, but trying.  So there was that.  Always a good thing.

Good night, and day.