Didn't know.

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I thought certain folk had stopped reading here?  Maybe they have.  Or haven't.  That they still read would explain some things.  Among menfolk, to a degree.  If probably, at least in part, from anger from, and about, their ladyfolk of various relations.  Sisters, wives, aunts, grannies even.

I... did say I have a way with women.  And it's not as they would have it, if it is the only way I can offer.  They were mean, a lot meaner, for most of my life.  Now?  I don't mean to be mean but I refuse to be other than honest.  It isn't even payback.  Just a solid masculine maturity.

But, yes, even guy friends, who live on the balance with a feminine partner, seem to be looking for an escape path, away from me.  Imagine, an old, mostly dead, ugly ogre having such an effect?  I don't get it.  But, okay.

We worked this morning.  I got four large loads out to where I am hoping the burn pit will go.  A few more in the morning.  Planned to be in for a procedure tomorrow.  But, no.  While I did get a vehicle, they told me I needed a driver.  Mom can drive, and technically a stick, but her knee doesn't have enough flexibility in it to work the clutch.

I reset it for weeks from now.  Hoping whatever might be wrong with the Xterra will be fixed.  Gaskets, a minor problem, something to do with the ac?  Not sure how much it would cost to fix, or where, who, might do it.  Will find out.  As mentioned, the oil looked fantastic and the radiator fluid was exactly right.  Transmission fluid?  Just can't be sure, for my part.

Out and back.  Drove the stick for the first time in... two years?  Killed it three of the first five takeoffs in first, of ten to twelve?  Then did just fine.  Had a hard tailgater twice, if I still take the fault.

More work tomorrow.  Finishing clearing the side yard, maybe a walk with the pup.  And a bit of specific clearing.  But that will be it.  On back to rest.  Then a few days mostly off.  A few phone calls.  Some business.  Medical affairs arranged.  And waiting for news on the Xterra.

But, mostly, very little this week otherwise.  Too hot.  Too tired.  Medicine overdose recovery.  But, with the procedure not being tomorrow, I can cut the dose for a few days.  Was pushing, to keep bp lower, while recovering from that massive dose for several days.  Still a bit surprised that didn't... go much more sideways.  That was terrible.

Still is, believe it or else.  Good night.