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It's much like walking on stilts. There simply isn't much flex due to the stiffness, perhaps swelling? It doesn't hurt all that bad, even when I go beyond and squat or bend. However I can't do those things quickly. That was quite a bit of leg work, as most pick, awl, and shovel of soil was gone through by hand, sometimes twice. It didn't hurt at the time, it is just as if my legs have become concrete, more so the upper hind part of my legs, though the calves are a bit worked... they are just more used to it.
All good. I won't complain. And, if tomorrow or whenever, I can get starters and the parts and pieces I want, I will continue working. Heck, tonight I might get out and do some of the shopping. Breaking up convoluted tours of shopping sure makes it easier. An all dayer in various businesses, driving hither and thither, is pretty draining. Hmm, if I could get the parts for the compost bin, a planter or two, sheers and shooter killing sap, I could do a few things earlier tomorrow, then head out for more of it on Wednesday.
Perhaps make a few calls and inquire about where to source starters... if possible, tomorrow, as well. I really don't want to muck around with seed for things like asparagus. Yes, I understand the problems of bringing starters home. I also understand how much it takes to grow... anything... from seed. It takes a year, or two, or three, of dedication, depending on what it is. That means planting, watering, feeding, getting it the right amount of light, and heat. On and on and on. I just don't have it.
I have been checking ketones. I seem to be right between, by the color chart, 15 and 40... light to medium ketosis. I did check my fasting blood sugar. That is at 227. Not good, but pretty regular, actually. I think fasting is about the only way to bring my blood sugar down. To fast I pretty much need to be into ketosis, and I am getting there. It's more a matter of having enough food on hand to feast in a four to six hour period. It also meant getting back in potassium levels I can live which, but will also mean more greens. All of which is just about where I need it. So? So, on top of all else I am up to, I need to begin food planning.
Tonight I will boil a dozen and an half eggs. More than that and it just... it's too much. When I go to town, I may pick up more greens, and other vegetables. Cauliflower is great, as is spinach, kale, and cabbage. I also need more salads, and will begin checking out various dark greens to mix in, and some to cook, ones with which I am not terribly familiar. I don't need sweets, and am very tolerant of bitters. Plus eggs and homemade dressings help. Ugh. Currently I am eating to perceived needs, of meat and greens (mostly). I am hoping, as I get back into it all, including work, I will slowly both decrease how much I eat, but again begin being able to fast.
It is coming. My whole life is coming back around. I think I will be able to get the riding mower this coming month. I think, I say, I think, boy. I just want to make sure it can handle a hauler, maybe an aerator, a snowblower, perhaps even a blade... and that it has the power to use those. My lawn is a mess, perhaps a few years of solid work and it will be back in shape? Who knows. I sure like where things are going. Good afternoon.
Monday, April 3, 2017
Yes, yes, a new day.
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It's the same day, really. Sleep cycle days and mechanical days don't always line up. Actually, on submarines, for most of us, that only happened every third day if even then imperfectly. Between work, the sun being out or hidden, temperature fluctuations, medicine, and health, I'm spinning like a top. I am mostly staying up a few to many hours more each day. Some days I can maintain, some days just happen to cause me to gain back an hour, nothing is certain save for the general trend. It'll even out before too long. It always does.
I know there are dreams back in there too. Not terrible ones, I don't think, lately. I don't know about you, but I usually enjoy my dreams. Even the ones about heartbreak. If you have lived without pain you haven't lived. Embrace that, I say, just don't let it own you, or be all of you. And, for my part, that is how it is. Though the same can be said of almost any intense sensation or feeling... enjoy it, but don't let it be the whole of you. I... think I have tried that. I have tried asceticism and stoicism as well, in and through time. Which is worse? Honestly, I think the latter groups. I would much rather live too steeped in sensuality and emotion than to be already dead, again, and in those ways.
Ah, yes, there are dreams back in there. Nothing too disturbing, though rich, deep, sometimes dark, sometimes brighter even to seeing the face of the Sun. Not long ago I dreamed of Him, with a face that shone. In the dream I knew that wasn't me, I knew it was Him. I also knew, in time, it would be Me. It was when I dreamed of my cousin who passed, and went along with me "hiding my face", which I wrote and which was in the song, and something I had told her while she yet lived. While she had dreamed that my feet never touched the ground. Yes, they... get complicated, involved, terrifying, and beautiful. Oh, if I dream something I think is wrong, but it's in the dream, I leave it as it was in the dream. I assume "mistakes" are there for a reason. What reason? I cannot know.
Well, without dreams I will just have to do something so as to have post fodder. I didn't finish the dishes. I crashed so very hard my ears started ringing. No, not really. *crossing eyes* I did go down hard and fast. On the good side, I was down to rinsing a few pot lids and cookie sheets. That'll be easy to reset and do. Then a shower, if not quite all that quickly. Hmm... maybe I will clean the bathroom totally, then take a shower? Yes. Top to bottom, laundry to removing a few things, resetting and configuring. Top, indeed, to bottom, the place will be good. I keep the toilet rather clean, scrubbing a few times a week, and using housekeeping ninja tactics to make it mostly sparkle. It's everything else that needs elbow grease.
Oh... I can't wait to feed the girls today. I always wait a few hours after I wake, no matter when I wake. This keeps the girls from climbing all over my back, trying to wake me early for earlier feeding. And, yes, they do learn IF you choose to teach them. Again, Sassy will be fed in near the water fountain. Closer and closer at some speed. She only ate half her food last night. Fine. She'll be hungrier today. I know how to use all sorts of tools, but the mind is my favored. I try to keep it... healthy. I experimented with myself first, often without... just means. So I... know the difference. The intention, implementation, and results all count. If one is not in line with, as I have it, God would want it, then I don't use it. Cut corners? Only for the right reasons, and not without... guilt and penalty too. A choice in hard times, one no one wishes to make.
Oh, right, well... on with my day. Good day, afternoon, whatnot.
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It's the same day, really. Sleep cycle days and mechanical days don't always line up. Actually, on submarines, for most of us, that only happened every third day if even then imperfectly. Between work, the sun being out or hidden, temperature fluctuations, medicine, and health, I'm spinning like a top. I am mostly staying up a few to many hours more each day. Some days I can maintain, some days just happen to cause me to gain back an hour, nothing is certain save for the general trend. It'll even out before too long. It always does.
I know there are dreams back in there too. Not terrible ones, I don't think, lately. I don't know about you, but I usually enjoy my dreams. Even the ones about heartbreak. If you have lived without pain you haven't lived. Embrace that, I say, just don't let it own you, or be all of you. And, for my part, that is how it is. Though the same can be said of almost any intense sensation or feeling... enjoy it, but don't let it be the whole of you. I... think I have tried that. I have tried asceticism and stoicism as well, in and through time. Which is worse? Honestly, I think the latter groups. I would much rather live too steeped in sensuality and emotion than to be already dead, again, and in those ways.
Ah, yes, there are dreams back in there. Nothing too disturbing, though rich, deep, sometimes dark, sometimes brighter even to seeing the face of the Sun. Not long ago I dreamed of Him, with a face that shone. In the dream I knew that wasn't me, I knew it was Him. I also knew, in time, it would be Me. It was when I dreamed of my cousin who passed, and went along with me "hiding my face", which I wrote and which was in the song, and something I had told her while she yet lived. While she had dreamed that my feet never touched the ground. Yes, they... get complicated, involved, terrifying, and beautiful. Oh, if I dream something I think is wrong, but it's in the dream, I leave it as it was in the dream. I assume "mistakes" are there for a reason. What reason? I cannot know.
Well, without dreams I will just have to do something so as to have post fodder. I didn't finish the dishes. I crashed so very hard my ears started ringing. No, not really. *crossing eyes* I did go down hard and fast. On the good side, I was down to rinsing a few pot lids and cookie sheets. That'll be easy to reset and do. Then a shower, if not quite all that quickly. Hmm... maybe I will clean the bathroom totally, then take a shower? Yes. Top to bottom, laundry to removing a few things, resetting and configuring. Top, indeed, to bottom, the place will be good. I keep the toilet rather clean, scrubbing a few times a week, and using housekeeping ninja tactics to make it mostly sparkle. It's everything else that needs elbow grease.
Oh... I can't wait to feed the girls today. I always wait a few hours after I wake, no matter when I wake. This keeps the girls from climbing all over my back, trying to wake me early for earlier feeding. And, yes, they do learn IF you choose to teach them. Again, Sassy will be fed in near the water fountain. Closer and closer at some speed. She only ate half her food last night. Fine. She'll be hungrier today. I know how to use all sorts of tools, but the mind is my favored. I try to keep it... healthy. I experimented with myself first, often without... just means. So I... know the difference. The intention, implementation, and results all count. If one is not in line with, as I have it, God would want it, then I don't use it. Cut corners? Only for the right reasons, and not without... guilt and penalty too. A choice in hard times, one no one wishes to make.
Oh, right, well... on with my day. Good day, afternoon, whatnot.
It was a plan.
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I got the carb replacement down before starting the dishes. It did help in that I didn't end up swallowing bile back down by the gulps and going through a rash of other very strange physical, mostly gastronomic, impleasantries. And I mostly got through the dishes. I am heating up the last of them, so they dry better. Some, the plastics, will just be allowed to air dry. I hate trying to dry plastic, at almost any temps. Just... doesn't go well.
I will get that load of dishes finished, but I won't do much else. I hit a wall. Any other day, and minus the ketocana, I would guess I would be down, sulking somewhere in limbo though without thought. I'd be unhappy about it later, or not. Still, I am done. I hope to figure out something tomorrow. Just, today, not happening. Not even a shower as I finish the dishes. But the tub will be open for a bath or shower later on.
I fed the girls today, and put Sassy's food as close to the water bowl as I could. It'll take time, but I think I can creep her closer. Eventually she will lose track of the noise. If you don't remember, the first two weeks to month she was here she was almost never seen. Neither by Sam nor myself, actually. She stayed hidden. I tried to be patient with her, was patient. That wore thing. Finally I made it so she had to come close to be fed, and be held before being fed. Eventually she got better. Even now she can be a bit shy, but she is quite tame... other than when her and Sam get into it. I'll... train her about this, too.
Good night... and day.
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I got the carb replacement down before starting the dishes. It did help in that I didn't end up swallowing bile back down by the gulps and going through a rash of other very strange physical, mostly gastronomic, impleasantries. And I mostly got through the dishes. I am heating up the last of them, so they dry better. Some, the plastics, will just be allowed to air dry. I hate trying to dry plastic, at almost any temps. Just... doesn't go well.
I will get that load of dishes finished, but I won't do much else. I hit a wall. Any other day, and minus the ketocana, I would guess I would be down, sulking somewhere in limbo though without thought. I'd be unhappy about it later, or not. Still, I am done. I hope to figure out something tomorrow. Just, today, not happening. Not even a shower as I finish the dishes. But the tub will be open for a bath or shower later on.
I fed the girls today, and put Sassy's food as close to the water bowl as I could. It'll take time, but I think I can creep her closer. Eventually she will lose track of the noise. If you don't remember, the first two weeks to month she was here she was almost never seen. Neither by Sam nor myself, actually. She stayed hidden. I tried to be patient with her, was patient. That wore thing. Finally I made it so she had to come close to be fed, and be held before being fed. Eventually she got better. Even now she can be a bit shy, but she is quite tame... other than when her and Sam get into it. I'll... train her about this, too.
Good night... and day.
I still have things to do.
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While I haven't been to bed, so technically, or literally in my book, it is still Sunday... it... also isn't. Yes, yes, I... do that, what, thing?, yes, thing, once in a while. Trick me once, fie on me, trick me... Never mind, I'll trick you, me, them, and us, as often as it takes to get the job done. We'll argue about it over breakfast, lunch, or dinner. On you, of course. *grins*
Uhrm, right. Things to do. I'm going to check the rinsed dishes. I am hoping they are still hot enough to dry and put up. Yeah, that'll smart. My legs and knees are still a bit sort. Lower back snapped back to fully recovered the fastest this time. Anyway, I'd like to do the dishes, get another shower in since I don't have time for a bath. A bath tomorrow? I sure hope so. Though maybe this evening. I won't be messing with dishes, more dishes, probably, until tomorrow. So...
A bit of price checking and perhaps minor purchases. I need a bit of sand, for the worms. They need grit. I want to check a couple of places for starters, at least find and price. Hmm, I might take my telephone book in. Since I still have my cellphone for now, I might as well use it. I am sure I want to buy material to create at least one, but possibly the three outdoor compost space(s). I have a list of things to review, price check, and perhaps buy. I have some prices from Amazon with which to compare.
As well, a meal, a stop at the post office for some or a package, and perhaps just a small bit of grocery shopping. But first, carb replacement. That stuff really helps me not gag on bile, or some such, when trying to run on empty. Plus, I can keep breakfast to just protein and fat... a few eggs, a chop or several sausages, and bacon? Something like that. I'll (try to) skip the potatoes and toast. Hmm... A meaty omelet would be good though, with some sort of green veggie on the side? Dunno, I'll find out when I get there.
I best get to it. Later.
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While I haven't been to bed, so technically, or literally in my book, it is still Sunday... it... also isn't. Yes, yes, I... do that, what, thing?, yes, thing, once in a while. Trick me once, fie on me, trick me... Never mind, I'll trick you, me, them, and us, as often as it takes to get the job done. We'll argue about it over breakfast, lunch, or dinner. On you, of course. *grins*
Uhrm, right. Things to do. I'm going to check the rinsed dishes. I am hoping they are still hot enough to dry and put up. Yeah, that'll smart. My legs and knees are still a bit sort. Lower back snapped back to fully recovered the fastest this time. Anyway, I'd like to do the dishes, get another shower in since I don't have time for a bath. A bath tomorrow? I sure hope so. Though maybe this evening. I won't be messing with dishes, more dishes, probably, until tomorrow. So...
A bit of price checking and perhaps minor purchases. I need a bit of sand, for the worms. They need grit. I want to check a couple of places for starters, at least find and price. Hmm, I might take my telephone book in. Since I still have my cellphone for now, I might as well use it. I am sure I want to buy material to create at least one, but possibly the three outdoor compost space(s). I have a list of things to review, price check, and perhaps buy. I have some prices from Amazon with which to compare.
As well, a meal, a stop at the post office for some or a package, and perhaps just a small bit of grocery shopping. But first, carb replacement. That stuff really helps me not gag on bile, or some such, when trying to run on empty. Plus, I can keep breakfast to just protein and fat... a few eggs, a chop or several sausages, and bacon? Something like that. I'll (try to) skip the potatoes and toast. Hmm... A meaty omelet would be good though, with some sort of green veggie on the side? Dunno, I'll find out when I get there.
I best get to it. Later.
Sunday, April 2, 2017
Small pieces of information at a time.
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I spoke with the neighbor. Yes, grass is an issue. If I have similar grass I might be having a problem as well. He has tried many things and finally is on the ropes. They are going for a knockout. Oh, I'll have to write the name of the stuff they are going to use. As well, he suggested a gardening center which focuses on local. They have any seed, perhaps starters. It's a beginning. I will also give them more of a shot at other needs and wants, such as peat moss and such. For some things, even if it costs a bit more, local is better... if it really is local. Can openers? Not so much. Starters, mulch, and such? Maybe.
I finally got the cat watering system cleaned and together. I had to take the pump apart. I may have... well I definitely didn't read the instructions. I worried, initially, that I damaged the pump. Nope. Actually, it looks like this was a returned item. And it looks like they top part had been tossed, as it was scraped. Anyway... I took the pump apart, cleaned and watered, made sure the inlet was wide open, put the pump back together, then installed it all again. This time I used just enough water and it worked like a charm. I showed Sam. But it was dinner time and she wasn't all that interested. I couldn't get Sassy, so I'll show her in a bit. I just like having a much better water source for them. A ramekin is okay for one cat, if you stay up on it. But for two it's just... not right. This needs to just be kept full, then cleaned once every three to five weeks. It has a filter which helps.
I think I will be able to finish the dishes tonight. A bath? Maybe. But I won't do much more. Though, whenever I wake tomorrow, I might take a bath then. I'll still be mostly clean. *grins* I am going to try to wake much earlier tomorrow. I have a lot to do and little time. Or it seems like I have little time. I want to get started. Oh, and I have things at the post office. *shrug* Later, or maybe good night.
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Ruh-rho. I can get Sam in, and maybe get her to drink? She doesn't seem to fear the machine. Sassy not so much. I have carried her in twice. She actually tries to scratch me, to get away, and howls and yowls at the device. I don't know how this will work out. I have moved the hard food near the machine. If necessary, I will go all out and put her wet canned food near the device. She will either get over it or go hungry for a bit. Ugh. We'll see.
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I spoke with the neighbor. Yes, grass is an issue. If I have similar grass I might be having a problem as well. He has tried many things and finally is on the ropes. They are going for a knockout. Oh, I'll have to write the name of the stuff they are going to use. As well, he suggested a gardening center which focuses on local. They have any seed, perhaps starters. It's a beginning. I will also give them more of a shot at other needs and wants, such as peat moss and such. For some things, even if it costs a bit more, local is better... if it really is local. Can openers? Not so much. Starters, mulch, and such? Maybe.
I finally got the cat watering system cleaned and together. I had to take the pump apart. I may have... well I definitely didn't read the instructions. I worried, initially, that I damaged the pump. Nope. Actually, it looks like this was a returned item. And it looks like they top part had been tossed, as it was scraped. Anyway... I took the pump apart, cleaned and watered, made sure the inlet was wide open, put the pump back together, then installed it all again. This time I used just enough water and it worked like a charm. I showed Sam. But it was dinner time and she wasn't all that interested. I couldn't get Sassy, so I'll show her in a bit. I just like having a much better water source for them. A ramekin is okay for one cat, if you stay up on it. But for two it's just... not right. This needs to just be kept full, then cleaned once every three to five weeks. It has a filter which helps.
I think I will be able to finish the dishes tonight. A bath? Maybe. But I won't do much more. Though, whenever I wake tomorrow, I might take a bath then. I'll still be mostly clean. *grins* I am going to try to wake much earlier tomorrow. I have a lot to do and little time. Or it seems like I have little time. I want to get started. Oh, and I have things at the post office. *shrug* Later, or maybe good night.
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Ruh-rho. I can get Sam in, and maybe get her to drink? She doesn't seem to fear the machine. Sassy not so much. I have carried her in twice. She actually tries to scratch me, to get away, and howls and yowls at the device. I don't know how this will work out. I have moved the hard food near the machine. If necessary, I will go all out and put her wet canned food near the device. She will either get over it or go hungry for a bit. Ugh. We'll see.
Surprises.
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I did get to the dishes. Some of them washed, rinsed, and up. Though more of them just washed and put to a rinse. As well, I finally got the cat watering system in for a wash. I just don't use anything right out of packages... not for me, not for the critters. Do not trust. That's not even a bad thing, it is just the facts of mass production. In time to be freshly washed for when dinner arrives.
The only other things I plan to do today are to eat something or other, finish the dishes in the rinse... well and the cat waterer, get the trash out, then take a good long soak bath. I am sore pretty much everywhere. It is wonderful, and yet I am hoping a salt soak will work things out. I will be set to sprint this coming week. Much to do. Though, in truth, my goal is to begin working regularly, if lightly. Can I get to ten solid hours of work, committed dedicated timed? I don't know. I think so. I am finally doing well enough that I can not only think about it, but might be able to do it. If I can, I suspect I might begin going beyond that. Working twenty to thirty hours around the house and yard a week? Maybe.
I am well pleased with the digging so far, and planning. Some of the purchases have been made, just a few left for this month. I did check the prices for various pvc gutter systems. Sure, metal is much stronger, and would last a lot longer. Hmm, I didn't actually price it though. I believe I will be going with pvc for now. If that fails too often or catastrophically, then I might go with metal. If I go with metal, it will be with steel. Oh, and there are mesh screens for over them now, so they aren't as difficult to keep clean. They just snap on and off, so they aren't another layer of seemingly small but in truth large complications. Life... you think you found a trick to keep it all together. The trick turns into a curveball, but not for but against you.
Another job for this week? Shredding mail. I have... piles and piles of it. I also have the new incentive of needing carbon sources. Raking might bring some, but shredding will probably be the most abundant, if limited, sources to start the game. To think I tossed... six or seven bags of "brown" a year or two ago. Ugh. Well, it's something to keep me in the game, I guess.
Oh, right. Live and learn. Not only are horseradish roots useful, the leaves are another green. Actually, that might be a reason to grow more than one, or two. The thing is, I really want them in planters. At least until I figure out my growing areas and... it begins to take shape and make sense. Invasive? That... bothers me. I'm already a local nuisance, I do not wish to complicate things further.
Later.
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I did get to the dishes. Some of them washed, rinsed, and up. Though more of them just washed and put to a rinse. As well, I finally got the cat watering system in for a wash. I just don't use anything right out of packages... not for me, not for the critters. Do not trust. That's not even a bad thing, it is just the facts of mass production. In time to be freshly washed for when dinner arrives.
The only other things I plan to do today are to eat something or other, finish the dishes in the rinse... well and the cat waterer, get the trash out, then take a good long soak bath. I am sore pretty much everywhere. It is wonderful, and yet I am hoping a salt soak will work things out. I will be set to sprint this coming week. Much to do. Though, in truth, my goal is to begin working regularly, if lightly. Can I get to ten solid hours of work, committed dedicated timed? I don't know. I think so. I am finally doing well enough that I can not only think about it, but might be able to do it. If I can, I suspect I might begin going beyond that. Working twenty to thirty hours around the house and yard a week? Maybe.
I am well pleased with the digging so far, and planning. Some of the purchases have been made, just a few left for this month. I did check the prices for various pvc gutter systems. Sure, metal is much stronger, and would last a lot longer. Hmm, I didn't actually price it though. I believe I will be going with pvc for now. If that fails too often or catastrophically, then I might go with metal. If I go with metal, it will be with steel. Oh, and there are mesh screens for over them now, so they aren't as difficult to keep clean. They just snap on and off, so they aren't another layer of seemingly small but in truth large complications. Life... you think you found a trick to keep it all together. The trick turns into a curveball, but not for but against you.
Another job for this week? Shredding mail. I have... piles and piles of it. I also have the new incentive of needing carbon sources. Raking might bring some, but shredding will probably be the most abundant, if limited, sources to start the game. To think I tossed... six or seven bags of "brown" a year or two ago. Ugh. Well, it's something to keep me in the game, I guess.
Oh, right. Live and learn. Not only are horseradish roots useful, the leaves are another green. Actually, that might be a reason to grow more than one, or two. The thing is, I really want them in planters. At least until I figure out my growing areas and... it begins to take shape and make sense. Invasive? That... bothers me. I'm already a local nuisance, I do not wish to complicate things further.
Later.
Later and sore.
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Nothing unexpected. Actually better than anticipated on the soreness. I didn't get dishes done last night so I really do have to do them today. The goal is to do those, then take a shower, before dinner arrives. No promises though. Digging and weeding hit both my legs and lower back. Not terribly, but it does slow me down. Then again, I don't feel pain well, so it's probably worse than I suspect. Moving more slowly is a way for my body to continue hiding pain.
I was thinking, if the plastic doesn't work as well as I would alike, or alone, I might add cardboard underneath. And, with the raspberries, I may do more than the plots I have. Perhaps dig out the whole area? If not now, in time. I would like those transplants to turn the area into a true hedge. Though I may see how these do then go from there?
As for general purposes, I need to get some goop to put on shoots from around trees and scrubs I cut. Otherwise every year I have to cut just as many as before. I honestly thought eventually they would stop. Nope. So... yeah. I am sure I will always have some, but not this many. These mostly look like reshoots off old cuts. I'll fix it.
Cleaning the gutters will be a chore for this week too. While I am doing that I would like to get an idea about additional or new gutters. While I do have two levels of roofs, the upper level simply drops directly to the lower level. If I wanted to try to be tricky, and catch more, I might well Put a small section of gutter, without need of a drain... just let it pour out further in toward the middle of the lower roof. But that might be a lot of work for very little. Having a clean, unpainted, metal roof really helps in a lot of ways. Oh, and beside my house, my garage. I have some outhouses too, but the closest one has traditional roofing... and it's small. Not sure it's worth the work. Though maybe. Actually, that one might be good to water the raspberry bushes. Bushes?
This week? Attempting to find local rhubarb, asparagus, and horseradish... perhaps another bigger planter pot or halfbarrel to plant a second horseradish root. Finding shoot-goop and then trimming the shoots and scrub while applying the goop. Keeping an eye on the opened beds, laying cardboard if necessary. Raking the lawn, sweeping the sidewalks, and doing some general cleaning. Calling about the fees for a dumpster, though that isn't quite in the books yet, I just want to think about when to schedule it. Oh, and checking out materials for a compost center. That's outside.
Inside I am hoping to finish all dishes, as well as that is possible. Then getting laundry going again. I would like to finish that and be up, then keep up. Then hit the bathroom and kitchen, a bit or enough, along with restarting the bedroom. Ugh. But, that's... the deal. Oh, I do have a few pieces of business to manage as well. I best get these dishes washed, a shower in, then rinse them, and maybe, later, take a soak bath. It'll help get me started for the week.
Later.
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Nothing unexpected. Actually better than anticipated on the soreness. I didn't get dishes done last night so I really do have to do them today. The goal is to do those, then take a shower, before dinner arrives. No promises though. Digging and weeding hit both my legs and lower back. Not terribly, but it does slow me down. Then again, I don't feel pain well, so it's probably worse than I suspect. Moving more slowly is a way for my body to continue hiding pain.
I was thinking, if the plastic doesn't work as well as I would alike, or alone, I might add cardboard underneath. And, with the raspberries, I may do more than the plots I have. Perhaps dig out the whole area? If not now, in time. I would like those transplants to turn the area into a true hedge. Though I may see how these do then go from there?
As for general purposes, I need to get some goop to put on shoots from around trees and scrubs I cut. Otherwise every year I have to cut just as many as before. I honestly thought eventually they would stop. Nope. So... yeah. I am sure I will always have some, but not this many. These mostly look like reshoots off old cuts. I'll fix it.
Cleaning the gutters will be a chore for this week too. While I am doing that I would like to get an idea about additional or new gutters. While I do have two levels of roofs, the upper level simply drops directly to the lower level. If I wanted to try to be tricky, and catch more, I might well Put a small section of gutter, without need of a drain... just let it pour out further in toward the middle of the lower roof. But that might be a lot of work for very little. Having a clean, unpainted, metal roof really helps in a lot of ways. Oh, and beside my house, my garage. I have some outhouses too, but the closest one has traditional roofing... and it's small. Not sure it's worth the work. Though maybe. Actually, that one might be good to water the raspberry bushes. Bushes?
This week? Attempting to find local rhubarb, asparagus, and horseradish... perhaps another bigger planter pot or halfbarrel to plant a second horseradish root. Finding shoot-goop and then trimming the shoots and scrub while applying the goop. Keeping an eye on the opened beds, laying cardboard if necessary. Raking the lawn, sweeping the sidewalks, and doing some general cleaning. Calling about the fees for a dumpster, though that isn't quite in the books yet, I just want to think about when to schedule it. Oh, and checking out materials for a compost center. That's outside.
Inside I am hoping to finish all dishes, as well as that is possible. Then getting laundry going again. I would like to finish that and be up, then keep up. Then hit the bathroom and kitchen, a bit or enough, along with restarting the bedroom. Ugh. But, that's... the deal. Oh, I do have a few pieces of business to manage as well. I best get these dishes washed, a shower in, then rinse them, and maybe, later, take a soak bath. It'll help get me started for the week.
Later.
Okay?
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A bit of research on exactly when to plant some of the things on my menu. It is the right time for hardier crops, including both asparagus and rhubarb. I would bet a dollar, if I bet, that I could plant horseradish too. Which, actually, I am going to plant in planters, big planters, if just two of them. If I do well, and keep up on them, I may plant them either in a small, tight, raised bed, or maybe in some area I don't mind getting slightly overrun if I mismanage a year.
I have found a place to order these, and perhaps other things. The problem I am having is finding one place to order them all. Then again I would rather buy them locally. To speak with employees who might have more information, advice, and maybe even information on a few other topics. Perhaps, when I am out this week, I will stop at a couple of places. Hmm, maybe I should call first. I hate driving for nothing. I would also like to find out about planting flowers. My guess is those won't be ready until next month, maybe later.
You know, I don't know if I have the right information. Even if I do, I don't know if it will work out. If it doesn't, I'm not sure I'll be able to do much about it. That, my friends, is life. I know I am enjoying finally getting to a few things. If I can't do, always, what I want, perhaps I can do... something else? Doing is better than not doing. Yes, frustrated with problems with fixing the bathroom. Problems with a still, sometimes, leaking sink drain which doesn't help with the problem of needing new flooring in the kitchen. Problem with many things. Sometimes there are problems with just doing anything. Yet here I am and there I go. Life isn't a problem. Life is a bunch of problems, sometimes intertwined, sometimes with solutions that can't make sense for two or more problem sets, everything and everyone is a problem. I am a fixer, but even I can't fix them all, not even for myself.
Later, or good night.
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A bit of research on exactly when to plant some of the things on my menu. It is the right time for hardier crops, including both asparagus and rhubarb. I would bet a dollar, if I bet, that I could plant horseradish too. Which, actually, I am going to plant in planters, big planters, if just two of them. If I do well, and keep up on them, I may plant them either in a small, tight, raised bed, or maybe in some area I don't mind getting slightly overrun if I mismanage a year.
I have found a place to order these, and perhaps other things. The problem I am having is finding one place to order them all. Then again I would rather buy them locally. To speak with employees who might have more information, advice, and maybe even information on a few other topics. Perhaps, when I am out this week, I will stop at a couple of places. Hmm, maybe I should call first. I hate driving for nothing. I would also like to find out about planting flowers. My guess is those won't be ready until next month, maybe later.
You know, I don't know if I have the right information. Even if I do, I don't know if it will work out. If it doesn't, I'm not sure I'll be able to do much about it. That, my friends, is life. I know I am enjoying finally getting to a few things. If I can't do, always, what I want, perhaps I can do... something else? Doing is better than not doing. Yes, frustrated with problems with fixing the bathroom. Problems with a still, sometimes, leaking sink drain which doesn't help with the problem of needing new flooring in the kitchen. Problem with many things. Sometimes there are problems with just doing anything. Yet here I am and there I go. Life isn't a problem. Life is a bunch of problems, sometimes intertwined, sometimes with solutions that can't make sense for two or more problem sets, everything and everyone is a problem. I am a fixer, but even I can't fix them all, not even for myself.
Later, or good night.
Saturday, April 1, 2017
Didn't want to work on Sunday.
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So I got out yet tonight. I didn't want to. I still have dishes to do, a shower and bath to take, then dishes to put into another soak. So... Yeah? Not sure if any of that will get done, but maybe. And maybe before it is technically Sunday. But being that my days are somewhat out of control, I keep the day to what it started as, or I'd be in serious trouble... from medicine to food to fasting, and more, all of the time. If I can I will.
Oh, right, I should eat. I have been going without today. I started working before I thought about it, and was either working or too tired to do much else, so food just never became a concern... until I thought my stomach was going to eat my stomach lining. I used a teaspoon of the ketocana in a glass of water. Eight ounces? Who knows. That... actually helped. It tastes a bit like an alkaceltzer dissolved in sprite, though probably more like diet? Only a better form of diet? Yeah. And it worked. If I was crashing, it solved that. Though, going out again, and with work yet to do, I may take another dose. It can be used as a carb replacement, to help out when doing cardio on keto.
Oh, what I did outside was used plastic bags, industrial not household, to cover the soil exposed earlier. Tent spikes and logs out back to hopefully keep the plastic down. I just didn't want to let it go. I got back to it as soon as I could. I needed a long rest after digging up the soil, even loose as it was. While I was out, I think I did decide where to create an asparagus bed and where to put the compost center. I am also considering what to use to aerate the compost. I have an extended breaker bar, several, of various natures actually, which I think will work just fine. The temptation to buy, buy, buy is always there. I am starting to try to see how to make use of what I have. And, in time, if that doesn't work, then to migrate to something else. But with experience, so it isn't a blind shot in the dark as so many purchases for new projects are. Buying will not get the job done. It might actually hinder getting into it. Yes. Yes indeed.
Another sip of that carb replacement "juice", an hour or so of rest, then on to the dishes if I can. If that gets done, then a shower a rest and then maybe a bath. Finally, if that is done and I'm still moving, I'll put a bunch of dishes, what remains, in for a wash. Oh... but I should make something to eat. A ribeye and cauliflower, perhaps. Later, or good night.
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So I got out yet tonight. I didn't want to. I still have dishes to do, a shower and bath to take, then dishes to put into another soak. So... Yeah? Not sure if any of that will get done, but maybe. And maybe before it is technically Sunday. But being that my days are somewhat out of control, I keep the day to what it started as, or I'd be in serious trouble... from medicine to food to fasting, and more, all of the time. If I can I will.
Oh, right, I should eat. I have been going without today. I started working before I thought about it, and was either working or too tired to do much else, so food just never became a concern... until I thought my stomach was going to eat my stomach lining. I used a teaspoon of the ketocana in a glass of water. Eight ounces? Who knows. That... actually helped. It tastes a bit like an alkaceltzer dissolved in sprite, though probably more like diet? Only a better form of diet? Yeah. And it worked. If I was crashing, it solved that. Though, going out again, and with work yet to do, I may take another dose. It can be used as a carb replacement, to help out when doing cardio on keto.
Oh, what I did outside was used plastic bags, industrial not household, to cover the soil exposed earlier. Tent spikes and logs out back to hopefully keep the plastic down. I just didn't want to let it go. I got back to it as soon as I could. I needed a long rest after digging up the soil, even loose as it was. While I was out, I think I did decide where to create an asparagus bed and where to put the compost center. I am also considering what to use to aerate the compost. I have an extended breaker bar, several, of various natures actually, which I think will work just fine. The temptation to buy, buy, buy is always there. I am starting to try to see how to make use of what I have. And, in time, if that doesn't work, then to migrate to something else. But with experience, so it isn't a blind shot in the dark as so many purchases for new projects are. Buying will not get the job done. It might actually hinder getting into it. Yes. Yes indeed.
Another sip of that carb replacement "juice", an hour or so of rest, then on to the dishes if I can. If that gets done, then a shower a rest and then maybe a bath. Finally, if that is done and I'm still moving, I'll put a bunch of dishes, what remains, in for a wash. Oh... but I should make something to eat. A ribeye and cauliflower, perhaps. Later, or good night.
Not a bad start.
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Oh, it took a while to get going. Another hour, or two, after that last post. But, then? I got to it. I dug six or seven plots for raspberry runners. I cleared out the sod, leaving as much dirt as I could. I picked and spaded deep, turned it all over, then put it all back. I took the sod with me, hoping to use it elsewhere in the yard. Not sure that will work, but who knows. I simply left them around in barer spots. If they get a month before mowing, they might just do something. Or not.
Then I really got to work. A bed for rhubarb, 3' x 10', dug as deep as up to twice what the pick-awl would go down. If it was just dirt, one depth would have been fine. But there are dandelions, and I wanted to go as far down with their roots as I could. Bleh. There were so many! And, some other sort of grass. I'm not sure what it is, but it's... different. It's not blue, but... I just don't know. I cleared everything green, within reason, and rootbulbs from anything or nothing. After clearing weeds, mostly using the pick-awl, I took a spade through each area, turning and doing one last check for weeds and grasses.
It was a bit of work. I did enjoy. I just hope, going forward, I can begin doing more work, daily. I am thinking about making a goal of five to six hours a week outside and five to six hours inside. There needs to be a carrot and a stick. I know this thing. Stick? If I fail by more than 25% I cut my allowance by 50%. Now, that's a good thing. It'll add to savings. But it will... aggravate. If I do 25% or 50% more? I can either hold those over for when I am not doing well or feeling like it, or... five 25% grants me a steak dinner out, wherever I want, five 50% will induce me to take a trip somewhere. Just a few days at one of the national parks, or such. A vacation, not a camping trip... though, if I get camping going a bit, in the back yard, perhaps a longer, more involved, camping trip? Something like that. Or a special piece of gear, like a true 4-season tent, pair of climbing hammer-picks, or such.
Oh, right, this year? I am going to break down and ask some folk if they might show me where the climbing accesses to a certain peak are. There are several, from fast and difficult to slow but easy and long. Yeah, I'm going to try the hard one first. Why? Because... well, just because. Even if I can't do it, I'll... learn some things. I might not even be able to do the easy way, at first.
Did I mention that the dirt was amazing? Rich, dark, full of worms and other creatures, moist, and to a good depth. Someone really did work this soil, had to have. I think the last folk who lived here were, sort of... new-ager types... more so than me. Though, too, the people who lived here before that, through their generations, had lived here since 1880. My guess is they took pretty good care of the land themselves. I really don't deserve this plot, but it's how it worked out. Maybe, in time, I can figure out how to do my part.
Oh, and while out? I saw much else to do. Pruning, gutters to be cleaned, and of course I still need to cover the dirt I just opened up. Covering it should help keep moisture in and anything from growing until I am ready to plant. Raking, as well, needs to happen, and branch collecting. Well, and cleaning windows, sweeping walkways, perhaps redoing the bed gardens so as to keep weeds out, and maybe learning how to manually attempt to remove weeds though certainly planting grass and trying to get that going. Ugh. Yeah, I am 'that guy'.
I am rather bushed. I'll do a bit of research on whether plastic bags, or certain types, can be used as ground cover. If so, I may get a few of those set up and put out. I still need to figure out where I might want an asparagus bed, then get that dug this next week. Plus get the compost rig set up, attempt to find rhubarb, asparagus, and horse radish starters and get those in. Or is it a bit early for that? I should check the frost advisory. Oh, and perhaps look for several lily of the valley plants. Plus obtain wood for a small raised bed planter, or two, and a bag or two of just peat moss. Well... yeah... I'm going to try to get through.
I'm still going to try to save enough in savings that between this and next month I can get a riding mower. I am nervous, but a bit excited, about that. A hauler would really help with some things, along with the mowing capacity. Ugh. Later.
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Oh, it took a while to get going. Another hour, or two, after that last post. But, then? I got to it. I dug six or seven plots for raspberry runners. I cleared out the sod, leaving as much dirt as I could. I picked and spaded deep, turned it all over, then put it all back. I took the sod with me, hoping to use it elsewhere in the yard. Not sure that will work, but who knows. I simply left them around in barer spots. If they get a month before mowing, they might just do something. Or not.
Then I really got to work. A bed for rhubarb, 3' x 10', dug as deep as up to twice what the pick-awl would go down. If it was just dirt, one depth would have been fine. But there are dandelions, and I wanted to go as far down with their roots as I could. Bleh. There were so many! And, some other sort of grass. I'm not sure what it is, but it's... different. It's not blue, but... I just don't know. I cleared everything green, within reason, and rootbulbs from anything or nothing. After clearing weeds, mostly using the pick-awl, I took a spade through each area, turning and doing one last check for weeds and grasses.
It was a bit of work. I did enjoy. I just hope, going forward, I can begin doing more work, daily. I am thinking about making a goal of five to six hours a week outside and five to six hours inside. There needs to be a carrot and a stick. I know this thing. Stick? If I fail by more than 25% I cut my allowance by 50%. Now, that's a good thing. It'll add to savings. But it will... aggravate. If I do 25% or 50% more? I can either hold those over for when I am not doing well or feeling like it, or... five 25% grants me a steak dinner out, wherever I want, five 50% will induce me to take a trip somewhere. Just a few days at one of the national parks, or such. A vacation, not a camping trip... though, if I get camping going a bit, in the back yard, perhaps a longer, more involved, camping trip? Something like that. Or a special piece of gear, like a true 4-season tent, pair of climbing hammer-picks, or such.
Oh, right, this year? I am going to break down and ask some folk if they might show me where the climbing accesses to a certain peak are. There are several, from fast and difficult to slow but easy and long. Yeah, I'm going to try the hard one first. Why? Because... well, just because. Even if I can't do it, I'll... learn some things. I might not even be able to do the easy way, at first.
Did I mention that the dirt was amazing? Rich, dark, full of worms and other creatures, moist, and to a good depth. Someone really did work this soil, had to have. I think the last folk who lived here were, sort of... new-ager types... more so than me. Though, too, the people who lived here before that, through their generations, had lived here since 1880. My guess is they took pretty good care of the land themselves. I really don't deserve this plot, but it's how it worked out. Maybe, in time, I can figure out how to do my part.
Oh, and while out? I saw much else to do. Pruning, gutters to be cleaned, and of course I still need to cover the dirt I just opened up. Covering it should help keep moisture in and anything from growing until I am ready to plant. Raking, as well, needs to happen, and branch collecting. Well, and cleaning windows, sweeping walkways, perhaps redoing the bed gardens so as to keep weeds out, and maybe learning how to manually attempt to remove weeds though certainly planting grass and trying to get that going. Ugh. Yeah, I am 'that guy'.
I am rather bushed. I'll do a bit of research on whether plastic bags, or certain types, can be used as ground cover. If so, I may get a few of those set up and put out. I still need to figure out where I might want an asparagus bed, then get that dug this next week. Plus get the compost rig set up, attempt to find rhubarb, asparagus, and horse radish starters and get those in. Or is it a bit early for that? I should check the frost advisory. Oh, and perhaps look for several lily of the valley plants. Plus obtain wood for a small raised bed planter, or two, and a bag or two of just peat moss. Well... yeah... I'm going to try to get through.
I'm still going to try to save enough in savings that between this and next month I can get a riding mower. I am nervous, but a bit excited, about that. A hauler would really help with some things, along with the mowing capacity. Ugh. Later.
Yeah, awake.
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Oh, and the sun is up. I kept trying to wake, when I realized the sun was out, but... it is what it is. Until the weather settles, and then I catch my breath and make it around, it will be what it has been... a crapshoot. Not that I mind. I'll keep at it as I may.
I realized that, with all the rain and the lack of sun, the ground should be about as soft as it gets. What does that mean? It means if I were to spade some soil, this would be as good a time as ever. The spot I would like to plant rhubarb and maybe horseradish, and another area I might want to plant asparagus, plus where the raspberries will go, since I have decided against raised beds for those, will have to be dug open, degrassed, and maybe covered until things go in. Staked-in trash bags might work for cover, though those might not be recommended. Chemically treated?
I'll do some research as well. But, today, I might go out with a spade, tape measure, and whatever elbow grease I have on hand. Mine isn't in the 55 gallon barrels, yet. I'll have to make do with the quart jar I do have... and whatever level it is currently at. *shakes head* Funny thing about elbow grease? The more you use it, the more, in time, you can have on hand at any time. The less you use it the less you have, gradually. Each of those has some limits. But...
Oh, not just spading. Even with the decent and recent rain with a lack of sun, this soil is medium to difficult to hand dig. I would give it good loam, moderate clay, but fairly gravely on up to fist-sized rocks. That is why I purchased a pick-axe and a man-heighted heavy breaker bar. Those work right until they don't. Trust me, I've been down and dirty and zapped. Back-hoe, all I'm saying there. And with gratitude. This won't take that... probably. :p
Actually, I will do what I can of that, then do some dishes, then get a bath in. Probably nap in the bath. A shower first? Maybe. I would like to take a soaker bath, that requires being clean first. Yeah, I know. I checked, it's a Saturday. So I can, officially and faithfully, break my ass. I can only deal with my ass on Sunday if it's in a hole. Well... I best get to it. Burning daylight and it is getting late. Good day.
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Oh, and the sun is up. I kept trying to wake, when I realized the sun was out, but... it is what it is. Until the weather settles, and then I catch my breath and make it around, it will be what it has been... a crapshoot. Not that I mind. I'll keep at it as I may.
I realized that, with all the rain and the lack of sun, the ground should be about as soft as it gets. What does that mean? It means if I were to spade some soil, this would be as good a time as ever. The spot I would like to plant rhubarb and maybe horseradish, and another area I might want to plant asparagus, plus where the raspberries will go, since I have decided against raised beds for those, will have to be dug open, degrassed, and maybe covered until things go in. Staked-in trash bags might work for cover, though those might not be recommended. Chemically treated?
I'll do some research as well. But, today, I might go out with a spade, tape measure, and whatever elbow grease I have on hand. Mine isn't in the 55 gallon barrels, yet. I'll have to make do with the quart jar I do have... and whatever level it is currently at. *shakes head* Funny thing about elbow grease? The more you use it, the more, in time, you can have on hand at any time. The less you use it the less you have, gradually. Each of those has some limits. But...
Oh, not just spading. Even with the decent and recent rain with a lack of sun, this soil is medium to difficult to hand dig. I would give it good loam, moderate clay, but fairly gravely on up to fist-sized rocks. That is why I purchased a pick-axe and a man-heighted heavy breaker bar. Those work right until they don't. Trust me, I've been down and dirty and zapped. Back-hoe, all I'm saying there. And with gratitude. This won't take that... probably. :p
Actually, I will do what I can of that, then do some dishes, then get a bath in. Probably nap in the bath. A shower first? Maybe. I would like to take a soaker bath, that requires being clean first. Yeah, I know. I checked, it's a Saturday. So I can, officially and faithfully, break my ass. I can only deal with my ass on Sunday if it's in a hole. Well... I best get to it. Burning daylight and it is getting late. Good day.
Friday, March 31, 2017
A compost center?
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I looked at a number of ideas. I haven't completed the book about composting either. Still, I would like to get something going for sooner rather than later. With the need for raised beds off the immediate schedule, save for a flower bed, that frees up some money. A lot of money, actually. Usually not a problem, but I am still recovering from recent problems.
Of the various projects I noticed, I did pick two, which I think I can combine. I liked the idea of a three section compost system. Basically, the notion is to have three different areas in which to compost. As one fills, it can be left to do it's work, or even pulled out, stirred, and put back or put into an empty or emptier section. A third compartment could be used for experiments.
Wooden compartments seem the most interesting, but, again, there is expense. I love it when people talk about "free" or "reclaimed" lumber and construction bits. I am sure that is possible. For example, I am going to find about local mulch. I won't need much, not this year, or possibly ever... who knows. But I would like to find where that can be had. Mulch isn't that expensive, but it is a bit of work to get, there is the travel and time... local would be better, even if at some minor cost.
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I looked at a number of ideas. I haven't completed the book about composting either. Still, I would like to get something going for sooner rather than later. With the need for raised beds off the immediate schedule, save for a flower bed, that frees up some money. A lot of money, actually. Usually not a problem, but I am still recovering from recent problems.
Of the various projects I noticed, I did pick two, which I think I can combine. I liked the idea of a three section compost system. Basically, the notion is to have three different areas in which to compost. As one fills, it can be left to do it's work, or even pulled out, stirred, and put back or put into an empty or emptier section. A third compartment could be used for experiments.
Wooden compartments seem the most interesting, but, again, there is expense. I love it when people talk about "free" or "reclaimed" lumber and construction bits. I am sure that is possible. For example, I am going to find about local mulch. I won't need much, not this year, or possibly ever... who knows. But I would like to find where that can be had. Mulch isn't that expensive, but it is a bit of work to get, there is the travel and time... local would be better, even if at some minor cost.
Later, ever later.
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Dark, again. I'm losing, or gaining time, depending on how it is viewed. Back on medicine well enough, attempting to eat and doing okay with it... or better. Can't seem to catch and keep days an nights rightly though. No worries, I'll get there when the weather settles out. For what it is worth, I am enjoying spring... the weather.
I discussed some of the notions I have been pondering with an old hand at gardening and such. I have been reading too. I have changed some notions. I am skipping raised beds for the raspberries. As for a flower bed, I'll go with 6" for now. It's a small bed. That opens up more for the purchase of rhubarb, asparagus, and maybe flowers or such for the bed. Not sure what will be available, or where. I'd like to find things locally. That isn't always possible.
If that all goes well, and money is looking good, I may consider building a 4x4 raised bed, or two, yet this year. While they are heavy, they can be moved, or taken apart then moved. Oh, and with the shredder here, and ready, I should be able to set up both the beds and compost well. To think I was just going to toss all the shreddings. Oh, but I would like to figure out where to put a compost pile.
You know, I remember hearing about compost piles heating up so much that they burned. I have... some suspicion that no such thing ever occurred. As you notice, you almost never hear about these things these days. Truth? I think neighbors, or even the owners, simply got tired of it and lit them. I was always suspicious about such things. More so now. I could be wrong. I simply doubt it. They were nearly epidemic at one point. Same with hay fires, as I recall.
Well... on to waking and such. Later.
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Dark, again. I'm losing, or gaining time, depending on how it is viewed. Back on medicine well enough, attempting to eat and doing okay with it... or better. Can't seem to catch and keep days an nights rightly though. No worries, I'll get there when the weather settles out. For what it is worth, I am enjoying spring... the weather.
I discussed some of the notions I have been pondering with an old hand at gardening and such. I have been reading too. I have changed some notions. I am skipping raised beds for the raspberries. As for a flower bed, I'll go with 6" for now. It's a small bed. That opens up more for the purchase of rhubarb, asparagus, and maybe flowers or such for the bed. Not sure what will be available, or where. I'd like to find things locally. That isn't always possible.
If that all goes well, and money is looking good, I may consider building a 4x4 raised bed, or two, yet this year. While they are heavy, they can be moved, or taken apart then moved. Oh, and with the shredder here, and ready, I should be able to set up both the beds and compost well. To think I was just going to toss all the shreddings. Oh, but I would like to figure out where to put a compost pile.
You know, I remember hearing about compost piles heating up so much that they burned. I have... some suspicion that no such thing ever occurred. As you notice, you almost never hear about these things these days. Truth? I think neighbors, or even the owners, simply got tired of it and lit them. I was always suspicious about such things. More so now. I could be wrong. I simply doubt it. They were nearly epidemic at one point. Same with hay fires, as I recall.
Well... on to waking and such. Later.
Thursday, March 30, 2017
Oh, another book in the lineup.
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While looking over the author David the Good I found another book. I'm not sure it will be of any use immediately, but it has been on my mind, or the theme of the book. It concerns itself with how one might push their grow zone. That is something that has been on my mind, for a number of plants and trees. It isn't, as I suggested, something I will be working right away.
For the foreseeable future I will be working with plants, bushes, and trees that are timed for my zone. That is for several reasons. The first is, when starting, keeping it simple is the real way. I will, most likely, have enough stumbles even as things are. Adding complexity, as a beginner, is simply asking to lose. Or... lose squared, or quadrupled? Yes. I will have enough losing, just as things stand. The goal is to have enough winning, along with it, to cover my losses. The ego, the wallet, stress levels, and other things have to be managed. To succeed, you must spend or front in other ways your assets. Failing quickly might be best, if that is the way, but there is no reason to aim for loss.
I think I will be able to do some things, and more in time. The true goal is to get to a nearly work-free food production system. That... will never happen, but I can get much closer. The way from here to there, of course, is through a lot of sweat of the brow, a lot of mistakes, but I need successes, and probably more successes than not. So... start simple.
And yet, it would be awesome to be able to trick some things that don't normally grow here into being a plentiful crop... without cheating by insane watering, crazy fertilizing, a mix of those, or more. Just... maybe a raised bed, in just the exact right spot for sun and shade, and with just a bit extra work. I hate it when I see a crop I have liked, or think I might, only to see that it "can't" be grown here. Yes, I think, in time, I will enjoy that book. I have started reading his other books, side by side. Yes, Dante and Haiku, but... I am slogging down on those, and gardening is on it's way. So... read I do. Later.
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While looking over the author David the Good I found another book. I'm not sure it will be of any use immediately, but it has been on my mind, or the theme of the book. It concerns itself with how one might push their grow zone. That is something that has been on my mind, for a number of plants and trees. It isn't, as I suggested, something I will be working right away.
For the foreseeable future I will be working with plants, bushes, and trees that are timed for my zone. That is for several reasons. The first is, when starting, keeping it simple is the real way. I will, most likely, have enough stumbles even as things are. Adding complexity, as a beginner, is simply asking to lose. Or... lose squared, or quadrupled? Yes. I will have enough losing, just as things stand. The goal is to have enough winning, along with it, to cover my losses. The ego, the wallet, stress levels, and other things have to be managed. To succeed, you must spend or front in other ways your assets. Failing quickly might be best, if that is the way, but there is no reason to aim for loss.
I think I will be able to do some things, and more in time. The true goal is to get to a nearly work-free food production system. That... will never happen, but I can get much closer. The way from here to there, of course, is through a lot of sweat of the brow, a lot of mistakes, but I need successes, and probably more successes than not. So... start simple.
And yet, it would be awesome to be able to trick some things that don't normally grow here into being a plentiful crop... without cheating by insane watering, crazy fertilizing, a mix of those, or more. Just... maybe a raised bed, in just the exact right spot for sun and shade, and with just a bit extra work. I hate it when I see a crop I have liked, or think I might, only to see that it "can't" be grown here. Yes, I think, in time, I will enjoy that book. I have started reading his other books, side by side. Yes, Dante and Haiku, but... I am slogging down on those, and gardening is on it's way. So... read I do. Later.
It was just starting to lighten and warm.
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This morning it was dark, cold, and it is raining again. While not terrible, it... makes getting going difficult. I have been awake since noon(ish). I have been delving into news, blogs, and some music. Actually that is an improvement. Someone called, or several calls? I'll check in a bit. I don't even bother trying to figure out messages for the first few hours I am up. Usually. There are a few exceptions, this isn't one of those "mornings".
Oh, those cheap pillows? Never again. Something in them made is so that I couldn't breath last night. I had to get rid of them, bring in an old pillow, and work to get my breath back. And it wasn't just me. Sam wasn't sleeping in my room anymore, for the last few nights. When I removed the pillows she came back. Yeah. Remember though, cats don't just use their lungs for oxygen exchange, they also use it for heat control. Clear breathing is twice as critical.
I'll turn the furnace up, work on dishes, look over laundry, take a shower... or bath? bath, though maybe a shower first, then... hit the kitchen if I have more? Maybe. Still feeling a bit abused from last night's fight for oxygen, and fighting through the dark and chill. No matter, I'll do what I can. I may need a nap in four to six hours, which is fine. Better to be rested when attempting to work. Hmm... before all else, breakfast.
Though, today might be a good opportunity to try KetoCaNa, vitamin b-5 (or the whole complex plus b-5 which is separate), and fasting? Just... curious. I'll know shortly. Good "morning" and day.
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This morning it was dark, cold, and it is raining again. While not terrible, it... makes getting going difficult. I have been awake since noon(ish). I have been delving into news, blogs, and some music. Actually that is an improvement. Someone called, or several calls? I'll check in a bit. I don't even bother trying to figure out messages for the first few hours I am up. Usually. There are a few exceptions, this isn't one of those "mornings".
Oh, those cheap pillows? Never again. Something in them made is so that I couldn't breath last night. I had to get rid of them, bring in an old pillow, and work to get my breath back. And it wasn't just me. Sam wasn't sleeping in my room anymore, for the last few nights. When I removed the pillows she came back. Yeah. Remember though, cats don't just use their lungs for oxygen exchange, they also use it for heat control. Clear breathing is twice as critical.
I'll turn the furnace up, work on dishes, look over laundry, take a shower... or bath? bath, though maybe a shower first, then... hit the kitchen if I have more? Maybe. Still feeling a bit abused from last night's fight for oxygen, and fighting through the dark and chill. No matter, I'll do what I can. I may need a nap in four to six hours, which is fine. Better to be rested when attempting to work. Hmm... before all else, breakfast.
Though, today might be a good opportunity to try KetoCaNa, vitamin b-5 (or the whole complex plus b-5 which is separate), and fasting? Just... curious. I'll know shortly. Good "morning" and day.
At least two forms of composting.
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Two methods, with products in my immediate queue, at any rate. The simple, straightforward, collection of veggies, for sure, in a bucket. Yes, air filter and compostable bags. I don't eat all that many things, but I do WASTE much! I will certainly feel a great deal better... better? maybe... about things when apples go bad, or I don't get to one or both heads of cabbage, or that bag of shredded romaine. Now, all of that will have a place to go. Further, I'll begin collecting grass clippings and other such. Not so much weeds, of course. That's the first method.
The other method will be a slight drag on that first method, in that some of the organic matter will be used for feed. Worm farming is the plan, Alabama jumpers to be specific. If they don't do well, being too cold, I'll still keep them around for composting, but add red wrigglers... or some such. For now I'm going with the A.J.'s, as they are potentially good for composting, in the ground, and for fishing. Yeah... perhaps I'll have to try my way back to that.
Now, not as much potential compost material will be needed as I initially thought. I looked around for a proper worm wrangler video, and believe I have found it. Even with a large herd, worms just don't eat as much as I had sort of started to believe. As shown in the video above, an compost cube at a time, and when that's gone more. I have, actually, already started collecting material in an half gallon jug in the refrigerator. I can just blend it, when it's full, then freeze the mash. I won't have enough, right away, but I'll get there. Hmm... actually... speaking of those lost vegetables? I think I do have quite a bit. I shopped, then fell off my feed-bag. Yeah.
I suppose, shortly, I'll see how things turn out. I should be able to put the berry raised bed together right near the first of the month. Though the berries won't go in until later this spring. The 'trough' will be about 15' to 16' long, and either 6" to 12" high. I think I can set up a minor watering system, roughly based on what they need and how the water can be managed. It's getting tricky. We should be good on water this year, but I have been a bit suspicious about what they are doing with the water. Something is off, they aren't telling us the truth about water. It's a shady business, from big biz to government at all levels, to... something is really off about water. We'll see though.
I didn't price local asparagus and rhubarb just yet, but that is my next thing. I do believe I will simply plant those at ground level. I'll do strawberries next spring, in a raised bed. Perhaps fruit and/or nut trees this fall and on through the falls for several years. Every once in a while, if I see a good price on wood, I might grab some up. Just having it on hand means soil, perhaps fertilizer if I don't have enough compost and worm castings, would be the limit. Having costs smaller at any given time makes life much easier.
How much of a garden am I planning? Well? Hmm, I really would like the raspberries, and maybe black berries. Rhubarb, strawberries, and asparagus, each of those enough for the equivalent of a 4x4, though not where I will generally be planting. One front box for flowers, or two. Lily of the Valleys take over, so perhaps their own box. Favorite flowers of two of my favored women, including my mom. Then, out back, in time? Perhaps eight to ten 4'x4's and a 2' box surround that, in which to grow plants that deter pests? Something like that. But over time, if I can keep up, as needed. Some might become cold storage. I might attempt a small greenhouse/hoophouse. If I live long enough, if it is attainable, as things go.
Oh, and I found the two books I purchased from David the Good, one is on composting, the other regards gardening in general. I... honestly never thought I'd get back to gardening. Well? Here I am. I bought them because they really are well reviewed, I was interested through some minor contact with the author, and I liked helping Castellia House. Finances have sucked lately, so I haven't been doing that. But I'll get back to it. I like, mostly, what they are doing. Save when one of THEIR authors pulls this girlpwr shit out. I stomped that and left. I don't argue, or belabor. I stomp the shit out of teh stupid and leave it go. Vox get's his share too. I'm in pout mode over... whozit? I'll eventually put his link back up. I have a back door or two as is. Hey, I'm human. Or... nearly. Some have thought, perhaps, more... in that I was different and came to a soul? Dunno. Stomp! :)
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Two methods, with products in my immediate queue, at any rate. The simple, straightforward, collection of veggies, for sure, in a bucket. Yes, air filter and compostable bags. I don't eat all that many things, but I do WASTE much! I will certainly feel a great deal better... better? maybe... about things when apples go bad, or I don't get to one or both heads of cabbage, or that bag of shredded romaine. Now, all of that will have a place to go. Further, I'll begin collecting grass clippings and other such. Not so much weeds, of course. That's the first method.
The other method will be a slight drag on that first method, in that some of the organic matter will be used for feed. Worm farming is the plan, Alabama jumpers to be specific. If they don't do well, being too cold, I'll still keep them around for composting, but add red wrigglers... or some such. For now I'm going with the A.J.'s, as they are potentially good for composting, in the ground, and for fishing. Yeah... perhaps I'll have to try my way back to that.
Now, not as much potential compost material will be needed as I initially thought. I looked around for a proper worm wrangler video, and believe I have found it. Even with a large herd, worms just don't eat as much as I had sort of started to believe. As shown in the video above, an compost cube at a time, and when that's gone more. I have, actually, already started collecting material in an half gallon jug in the refrigerator. I can just blend it, when it's full, then freeze the mash. I won't have enough, right away, but I'll get there. Hmm... actually... speaking of those lost vegetables? I think I do have quite a bit. I shopped, then fell off my feed-bag. Yeah.
I suppose, shortly, I'll see how things turn out. I should be able to put the berry raised bed together right near the first of the month. Though the berries won't go in until later this spring. The 'trough' will be about 15' to 16' long, and either 6" to 12" high. I think I can set up a minor watering system, roughly based on what they need and how the water can be managed. It's getting tricky. We should be good on water this year, but I have been a bit suspicious about what they are doing with the water. Something is off, they aren't telling us the truth about water. It's a shady business, from big biz to government at all levels, to... something is really off about water. We'll see though.
I didn't price local asparagus and rhubarb just yet, but that is my next thing. I do believe I will simply plant those at ground level. I'll do strawberries next spring, in a raised bed. Perhaps fruit and/or nut trees this fall and on through the falls for several years. Every once in a while, if I see a good price on wood, I might grab some up. Just having it on hand means soil, perhaps fertilizer if I don't have enough compost and worm castings, would be the limit. Having costs smaller at any given time makes life much easier.
How much of a garden am I planning? Well? Hmm, I really would like the raspberries, and maybe black berries. Rhubarb, strawberries, and asparagus, each of those enough for the equivalent of a 4x4, though not where I will generally be planting. One front box for flowers, or two. Lily of the Valleys take over, so perhaps their own box. Favorite flowers of two of my favored women, including my mom. Then, out back, in time? Perhaps eight to ten 4'x4's and a 2' box surround that, in which to grow plants that deter pests? Something like that. But over time, if I can keep up, as needed. Some might become cold storage. I might attempt a small greenhouse/hoophouse. If I live long enough, if it is attainable, as things go.
Oh, and I found the two books I purchased from David the Good, one is on composting, the other regards gardening in general. I... honestly never thought I'd get back to gardening. Well? Here I am. I bought them because they really are well reviewed, I was interested through some minor contact with the author, and I liked helping Castellia House. Finances have sucked lately, so I haven't been doing that. But I'll get back to it. I like, mostly, what they are doing. Save when one of THEIR authors pulls this girlpwr shit out. I stomped that and left. I don't argue, or belabor. I stomp the shit out of teh stupid and leave it go. Vox get's his share too. I'm in pout mode over... whozit? I'll eventually put his link back up. I have a back door or two as is. Hey, I'm human. Or... nearly. Some have thought, perhaps, more... in that I was different and came to a soul? Dunno. Stomp! :)
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
New projects, old ideas seeing light, and more.
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The visitor today was by to discuss a solar system installation. The prices definitely have come down. Even so, getting it in... might be a bit of a pinch. Up-front, I couldn't do it. Over 20 year? Yeah. There are several things needed to be hashed out. I'm being cocky and going with it as if, but for my side I'd like to see if the federal and state subsidies could somehow be applied. If not, the price would be double and an half what I am paying on electric now. Otherwise it would be a hundred fifty percent of my current bill. To be honest, even the last might be worth it. Yes, with batteries. I don't like the smart meter though. I'm thinking. Hey, they called me. Oh, but I don't know about my credit score. It's all a big maybe, all the way around. Still, there is that.
I did get about half of the dishes washed, rinsed, and up. A shower too, was taken. Love showering, bathing more... just not up to those lately. The remaining dishes were put back to a fresh sudsy. I am hoping to do them, all the way, yet tonight. After a shower again tomorrow, I'll put the last of the dishes in. Bleh. I hate dishes, especially as I have to do them.
After all that, I headed to town. I was thinking I would have a meal and buy some planting dirt, as well as check on lumber. I have nine square feet of soil and two bags of mulch. I think we might have some locally. I just wanted some to be sure. Lumber? Well, it's... expensive. I am not sure that 12" is required. I still haven't figured it completely out, but... the ~12" x 2" x 10' treated ran ~$28. the ~6" x 2" x 6' ran ~$9. ... Uhm-kay... I thought so. The boardman was wrong. the 10' x 12" is cheaper per foot, at ~$2.80. Now, the thing is, do I really need 12" for the berries? I am saying probably not. I would like it for actually gardening, but that is a bit off. For flowers, asparagus, rhubarb, and strawberries, not so much. Only for heavier gardening? I'll... think on it.
I probably don't need boxes for rhubarb, and maybe not for asparagus. I don't think those spread like strawberries and raspberries. And, really, I may not need them, truly, for raspberries. It might help to keep them in a clearly defined area though. And make it easier to get mulch in, fertilize, and do other work. And, yeah, 12" would be a lot easier to work with. But the cost? I would need four 12" x 10's ~$112, twelve 6" x 6's ~$108 (for 12") or six (for 6") ~$54... Hmm... my math is seeming to suck. I'll... do it right sometime soon. Never mind, I'll check it again when I am more rested. I've been tinkering off and on all day.
You know, I never did eat, either. I just had an apple. Good and all but it's not going to cut it. Or is it? No. A handful of nuts and tea would be good enough. I didn't check house plants. Those might have to wait. I do have some herb seeds, and some smaller planters in the queue. How to keep the cats out? Anyway, things are moving along. I will be putting the hose carrier together soon too, and getting the hoses fitted to it. Rubber hoses are great, but heavy.
Oh, last thing I checked, was riding lawnmowers. It was too late for anyone to be right out there, but soon. Maybe they would let me ride one for a bit. I just want to make sure a snowblower would fit it for this fall, maybe even a scoop for some time more in the future, and check about a small hauler and maybe planter, plus chains and maybe wheel weights in prep for winter? Then again, I have a lot of cast weights. Perhaps I could figure out how to use some of those?
It's been a great day, even if I am still a bit weak, slow, tired, and all. Wonderful. It's been fun, too. When I was awake enough to think about it. Good evening, or night maybe, already.
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The visitor today was by to discuss a solar system installation. The prices definitely have come down. Even so, getting it in... might be a bit of a pinch. Up-front, I couldn't do it. Over 20 year? Yeah. There are several things needed to be hashed out. I'm being cocky and going with it as if, but for my side I'd like to see if the federal and state subsidies could somehow be applied. If not, the price would be double and an half what I am paying on electric now. Otherwise it would be a hundred fifty percent of my current bill. To be honest, even the last might be worth it. Yes, with batteries. I don't like the smart meter though. I'm thinking. Hey, they called me. Oh, but I don't know about my credit score. It's all a big maybe, all the way around. Still, there is that.
I did get about half of the dishes washed, rinsed, and up. A shower too, was taken. Love showering, bathing more... just not up to those lately. The remaining dishes were put back to a fresh sudsy. I am hoping to do them, all the way, yet tonight. After a shower again tomorrow, I'll put the last of the dishes in. Bleh. I hate dishes, especially as I have to do them.
After all that, I headed to town. I was thinking I would have a meal and buy some planting dirt, as well as check on lumber. I have nine square feet of soil and two bags of mulch. I think we might have some locally. I just wanted some to be sure. Lumber? Well, it's... expensive. I am not sure that 12" is required. I still haven't figured it completely out, but... the ~12" x 2" x 10' treated ran ~$28. the ~6" x 2" x 6' ran ~$9. ... Uhm-kay... I thought so. The boardman was wrong. the 10' x 12" is cheaper per foot, at ~$2.80. Now, the thing is, do I really need 12" for the berries? I am saying probably not. I would like it for actually gardening, but that is a bit off. For flowers, asparagus, rhubarb, and strawberries, not so much. Only for heavier gardening? I'll... think on it.
I probably don't need boxes for rhubarb, and maybe not for asparagus. I don't think those spread like strawberries and raspberries. And, really, I may not need them, truly, for raspberries. It might help to keep them in a clearly defined area though. And make it easier to get mulch in, fertilize, and do other work. And, yeah, 12" would be a lot easier to work with. But the cost? I would need four 12" x 10's ~$112, twelve 6" x 6's ~$108 (for 12") or six (for 6") ~$54... Hmm... my math is seeming to suck. I'll... do it right sometime soon. Never mind, I'll check it again when I am more rested. I've been tinkering off and on all day.
You know, I never did eat, either. I just had an apple. Good and all but it's not going to cut it. Or is it? No. A handful of nuts and tea would be good enough. I didn't check house plants. Those might have to wait. I do have some herb seeds, and some smaller planters in the queue. How to keep the cats out? Anyway, things are moving along. I will be putting the hose carrier together soon too, and getting the hoses fitted to it. Rubber hoses are great, but heavy.
Oh, last thing I checked, was riding lawnmowers. It was too late for anyone to be right out there, but soon. Maybe they would let me ride one for a bit. I just want to make sure a snowblower would fit it for this fall, maybe even a scoop for some time more in the future, and check about a small hauler and maybe planter, plus chains and maybe wheel weights in prep for winter? Then again, I have a lot of cast weights. Perhaps I could figure out how to use some of those?
It's been a great day, even if I am still a bit weak, slow, tired, and all. Wonderful. It's been fun, too. When I was awake enough to think about it. Good evening, or night maybe, already.
Well...
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Some purchases for spring arrived. Instead of ground spikes I went with tripod mounted sprinklers. The spikes kept breaking and bending. The downside was that, as they are, I had to purchase three way fittings. Otherwise the hoses attach, but end. It's a workaround, not sure if it even will work, or as I hope. Three were purchased. Earlier this winter, or last fall, I bought a wheeled hose reel. I still haven't gotten that put together. It should, with these, make watering the lawn a bit easier. I did fine steel ground spikes for the hose, with through spots. I haven't ordered those. I may order some of those, even if these work, for certain areas. It is insane how complex getting water here, or there, and exactly, can be. A shrub, tree, rise, or other obstacle can really throw things.
Oh, from a dream some not so long ago, I found an alarm clock that can be set to 24 hours, doesn't have a nightlight unless the snooze is depressed, and has all the things I wanted. It even has a radio receiver so as to set up automatically... with the Colorado (?is it?) nuclear time lab signal. It even has automatic daylight savings time and a way to adjust the hour, over that, for travel! The black and white versions were $25.95, the blue was $19.95(?9?). I... think blue is wonderful! :) I bought two, just in case. The first one is set up and going. Oh, also has temperature, humidity, and a comfort zone thing. Battery operated, so not a shtf thing. But, for now, it will do. Now I can get that stupid nightlight alarm out of my bedroom. I like it dark.
I best get a few dishes done, so that I can shower and be ready for company. Or... at least have the dishes done. Later.
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Some purchases for spring arrived. Instead of ground spikes I went with tripod mounted sprinklers. The spikes kept breaking and bending. The downside was that, as they are, I had to purchase three way fittings. Otherwise the hoses attach, but end. It's a workaround, not sure if it even will work, or as I hope. Three were purchased. Earlier this winter, or last fall, I bought a wheeled hose reel. I still haven't gotten that put together. It should, with these, make watering the lawn a bit easier. I did fine steel ground spikes for the hose, with through spots. I haven't ordered those. I may order some of those, even if these work, for certain areas. It is insane how complex getting water here, or there, and exactly, can be. A shrub, tree, rise, or other obstacle can really throw things.
Oh, from a dream some not so long ago, I found an alarm clock that can be set to 24 hours, doesn't have a nightlight unless the snooze is depressed, and has all the things I wanted. It even has a radio receiver so as to set up automatically... with the Colorado (?is it?) nuclear time lab signal. It even has automatic daylight savings time and a way to adjust the hour, over that, for travel! The black and white versions were $25.95, the blue was $19.95(?9?). I... think blue is wonderful! :) I bought two, just in case. The first one is set up and going. Oh, also has temperature, humidity, and a comfort zone thing. Battery operated, so not a shtf thing. But, for now, it will do. Now I can get that stupid nightlight alarm out of my bedroom. I like it dark.
I best get a few dishes done, so that I can shower and be ready for company. Or... at least have the dishes done. Later.
Hungry.
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That might not be strange to most of you. At one time it was a normal thing for me as well. For the last six months, though sometimes before that when I was more ill, hunger was a more normal event, phenomena, experience? Something. Though it has not been a normal part of my everyday life, pretty much ever. Can't tell by looking? Ha, maybe. The sensation has become even less prevalent as I experimented with keto (high fat, low carbs - generic).
When I woke today, hunger was a part of what rousted me. It isn't just a little hunger, it's a large demand. It is the type of hunger that makes one feel as if their stomach will eat them whole if it isn't fed. Actually, I am getting a stomach fluid build up which will become a problem shortly. All good, I'll tend it with something or other. Still, it is unusual.
I have a visitor stopping by this afternoon. My sleep has been somewhat irregular lately. Highly off, actually. Five to ten hours off standard is, has become, almost the norm. The cold, rain, and such. Now the sun seems to be popping out from time to time. Eating is a bit off. Medicine has been a bit off. One feeds the next, this day even more literally. Still, I think I'll be able to be awake for the visit.
A bit of a dream this morning. Not so much a near consideration, just some thoughts on something. In the dream my mother died. I had to decide some things. Whether to go, and if I went, whether to attend the funeral. I decided immediately that I would return home. As to attending the funeral, that... was a whole other subject. In the dream I kept my notions to myself. No reason to cause a fuss for others that would distract from their grieving. Well, and only bring outside, and more, hassle down on my head as I was thinking.
In the end I decided not to attend the funeral. It has been a long time since I have felt such pain. I didn't know how I might react. I didn't know most who would be there, either. I know my mother would prefer me to attend. I know that. I also know that she hasn't always gotten what she wanted from me. Why change a good pattern? We have always had to work things out in our own ways, and on our own. Sometimes, as with social interactions, she allowed. Other things she spared no expense of various natures attempting to change my ways. Success, in either case, was never guaranteed. No, at least in the dream, I went to the viewing, alone. Then I went to her grave several times before heading home, but alone. Still stings. Some dreams, and eventualities, simply have to hurt.
Yeah, but first, something to eat, a bit of tea, time to wake, a shower... All good. It was probably morning when I started this, if I had several starts and stops. Just... jumpy this spring, in more ways than one. Good day in any case.
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That might not be strange to most of you. At one time it was a normal thing for me as well. For the last six months, though sometimes before that when I was more ill, hunger was a more normal event, phenomena, experience? Something. Though it has not been a normal part of my everyday life, pretty much ever. Can't tell by looking? Ha, maybe. The sensation has become even less prevalent as I experimented with keto (high fat, low carbs - generic).
When I woke today, hunger was a part of what rousted me. It isn't just a little hunger, it's a large demand. It is the type of hunger that makes one feel as if their stomach will eat them whole if it isn't fed. Actually, I am getting a stomach fluid build up which will become a problem shortly. All good, I'll tend it with something or other. Still, it is unusual.
I have a visitor stopping by this afternoon. My sleep has been somewhat irregular lately. Highly off, actually. Five to ten hours off standard is, has become, almost the norm. The cold, rain, and such. Now the sun seems to be popping out from time to time. Eating is a bit off. Medicine has been a bit off. One feeds the next, this day even more literally. Still, I think I'll be able to be awake for the visit.
A bit of a dream this morning. Not so much a near consideration, just some thoughts on something. In the dream my mother died. I had to decide some things. Whether to go, and if I went, whether to attend the funeral. I decided immediately that I would return home. As to attending the funeral, that... was a whole other subject. In the dream I kept my notions to myself. No reason to cause a fuss for others that would distract from their grieving. Well, and only bring outside, and more, hassle down on my head as I was thinking.
In the end I decided not to attend the funeral. It has been a long time since I have felt such pain. I didn't know how I might react. I didn't know most who would be there, either. I know my mother would prefer me to attend. I know that. I also know that she hasn't always gotten what she wanted from me. Why change a good pattern? We have always had to work things out in our own ways, and on our own. Sometimes, as with social interactions, she allowed. Other things she spared no expense of various natures attempting to change my ways. Success, in either case, was never guaranteed. No, at least in the dream, I went to the viewing, alone. Then I went to her grave several times before heading home, but alone. Still stings. Some dreams, and eventualities, simply have to hurt.
Yeah, but first, something to eat, a bit of tea, time to wake, a shower... All good. It was probably morning when I started this, if I had several starts and stops. Just... jumpy this spring, in more ways than one. Good day in any case.
No juicer.
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After more research, I decided to not do more than put a juicer on a maybe list. Problems? For green juice, the expensive line really is needed. I need to stay away from fruits, for the most part, including juice. If I could lower my blood sugar, then fruits might make a small addition back to my diet. Until then, not so much. As well, fresh vegetables are required. I don't shop often enough. Both the vegetables and juice, have a rather limited shelf-life. While veggies, if tended, last well enough in the store, in the fridge not so much. Especially when raw or juice applications are intended. IF I get to gardening, and can have greens coming in regularly, there is that. Of course, wheatgrass is inexpensive to produce, but it also tastes like ass. A mix of things, sure, but... not all that tight of greens all the time. Lemons, a few others items, perhaps berries... It's not so much food as it is medicine? Sort of.
Still, it's on the possibilities list. I honestly think it would help me a great deal, especially with potassium, but also with many other nutrients. I think the least expensive machine I saw, with the real potential I am wanting, was about $256. Not horrible, but... that's a lot of spreed, green, dough. On the other hand, it will make nut butters, and do other things. It's not a complete one-use tool. There are a stainless, and other, handcrank tools. But at an ounce a minute... The top of the line one is about $132, though one was listed at $115... or such. Just... not sure I want to goof with that, by hand, that often. Good, possibly, for prep. IF juicing actually takes off.
Oh, right. I'll try to get a few things done tonight. I am really having trouble with lift-off this time. I'll have to push, pull, or... something. Perhaps I am too stuck on watching Dexter, finishing Dante's Comedies, and such. I can... dive hard. And when it's dark and cool, I can simply get lost in a few things. I'll... keep at it. Good da... night.
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After more research, I decided to not do more than put a juicer on a maybe list. Problems? For green juice, the expensive line really is needed. I need to stay away from fruits, for the most part, including juice. If I could lower my blood sugar, then fruits might make a small addition back to my diet. Until then, not so much. As well, fresh vegetables are required. I don't shop often enough. Both the vegetables and juice, have a rather limited shelf-life. While veggies, if tended, last well enough in the store, in the fridge not so much. Especially when raw or juice applications are intended. IF I get to gardening, and can have greens coming in regularly, there is that. Of course, wheatgrass is inexpensive to produce, but it also tastes like ass. A mix of things, sure, but... not all that tight of greens all the time. Lemons, a few others items, perhaps berries... It's not so much food as it is medicine? Sort of.
Still, it's on the possibilities list. I honestly think it would help me a great deal, especially with potassium, but also with many other nutrients. I think the least expensive machine I saw, with the real potential I am wanting, was about $256. Not horrible, but... that's a lot of spreed, green, dough. On the other hand, it will make nut butters, and do other things. It's not a complete one-use tool. There are a stainless, and other, handcrank tools. But at an ounce a minute... The top of the line one is about $132, though one was listed at $115... or such. Just... not sure I want to goof with that, by hand, that often. Good, possibly, for prep. IF juicing actually takes off.
Oh, right. I'll try to get a few things done tonight. I am really having trouble with lift-off this time. I'll have to push, pull, or... something. Perhaps I am too stuck on watching Dexter, finishing Dante's Comedies, and such. I can... dive hard. And when it's dark and cool, I can simply get lost in a few things. I'll... keep at it. Good da... night.
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
Veggies?
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Well, yes. I need to eat more. And, I have learned to enjoy them, to a degree. The problem is, was, and will remain, that eating veggies is difficult. To be honest, eating, all told, isn't the easiest thing. I love steaks, and meats in general. Some cuts more than others. But often I can't eat. What I eat just sits there. I have been looking into general solutions. In doing so, I may have found a solution for vegetables in particular. Using a juicer might be the ticket.
Getting rid of the pulp, at least sometimes, is one way of getting the benefits without the chewing, mass, and rest. I can't see that working with meats, but getting that stuff in, in the volume I need it, might allow the digestion of the meats to be easier. As well, it will simply remove some large portion of the bulk. And, as my meat consumption lowers naturally on keto... it could all work out.
Now, the juicer itself? There are off-the-shelf models down into the $40's-$150's, then slow-speed machines that are supposed to be better in the $300-$500 (and more) range. Initially, I just can't see putting out the spread for the higher range. If I find one, try it, and end up using it, sure. Kale, and mostly green leafy, with lemon and maybe berries as a treat from time to time, is the way I would want to go. I would be willing to shovel it in, in that form. I'm already a heavy drinker, this might help me cut some tea and water out. Nutritious and thicker, there might be both nutrition and bio-mechanical advantages to such juice.
Finding which one in the lower bracket is difficult. Even when people compare them side by side, they still say they are "all the best" somehow. I'd like to find one that can do wheatgrass, as a special add from time to time. Oh, and this would really add to wormfood and composting in the beginning. I keep looking. This month, next, sometime soon. I might now a specialty shop... nah... Specialty shops are sellers, not experts. No longer, if you ever could, do you go to these places and get anything but a sell push by people who don't know. Sell, sell, sell! Bleh.
I'll continue looking. I have my one on a mid-level, lower-level, unit. Smaller, easier to clean, decent volume. The only downside is a single year warranty. I haven't been able to find anything about wheatgrass with it. Though I'm not really seeing that regarding many of the newer crops of either level, really. As nasty as people say it is, I wouldn't do it all that often. But I wouldn't mind keeping a small crop of it on hand and feeding it in every second or third green meal.
Later.
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Well, yes. I need to eat more. And, I have learned to enjoy them, to a degree. The problem is, was, and will remain, that eating veggies is difficult. To be honest, eating, all told, isn't the easiest thing. I love steaks, and meats in general. Some cuts more than others. But often I can't eat. What I eat just sits there. I have been looking into general solutions. In doing so, I may have found a solution for vegetables in particular. Using a juicer might be the ticket.
Getting rid of the pulp, at least sometimes, is one way of getting the benefits without the chewing, mass, and rest. I can't see that working with meats, but getting that stuff in, in the volume I need it, might allow the digestion of the meats to be easier. As well, it will simply remove some large portion of the bulk. And, as my meat consumption lowers naturally on keto... it could all work out.
Now, the juicer itself? There are off-the-shelf models down into the $40's-$150's, then slow-speed machines that are supposed to be better in the $300-$500 (and more) range. Initially, I just can't see putting out the spread for the higher range. If I find one, try it, and end up using it, sure. Kale, and mostly green leafy, with lemon and maybe berries as a treat from time to time, is the way I would want to go. I would be willing to shovel it in, in that form. I'm already a heavy drinker, this might help me cut some tea and water out. Nutritious and thicker, there might be both nutrition and bio-mechanical advantages to such juice.
Finding which one in the lower bracket is difficult. Even when people compare them side by side, they still say they are "all the best" somehow. I'd like to find one that can do wheatgrass, as a special add from time to time. Oh, and this would really add to wormfood and composting in the beginning. I keep looking. This month, next, sometime soon. I might now a specialty shop... nah... Specialty shops are sellers, not experts. No longer, if you ever could, do you go to these places and get anything but a sell push by people who don't know. Sell, sell, sell! Bleh.
I'll continue looking. I have my one on a mid-level, lower-level, unit. Smaller, easier to clean, decent volume. The only downside is a single year warranty. I haven't been able to find anything about wheatgrass with it. Though I'm not really seeing that regarding many of the newer crops of either level, really. As nasty as people say it is, I wouldn't do it all that often. But I wouldn't mind keeping a small crop of it on hand and feeding it in every second or third green meal.
Later.
Getting back on track.
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Restarting medicine seems to have helped with the headache issue. Though there may have been more to it than just that. Flipping the mattress, and some pillow issues, were a part of it. With the mattress, all that can be done is getting used to it. New pillows and starting medicine again were active solutions, if they take time as well. The headaches, while persistent, were mild thankfully. I can get used to migraines, I simply prefer not to need to do so. I am finished with headaches, I think. Amazing, it's been nearly a year since messing with those.
I didn't place the call yesterday. I will today. I didn't do much else, either. Why? I just... couldn't. I lost track. It is dark and cool, that can kick my legs out from under me. I keep reviewing information on gardening, tree herding, composting, and worm farming. Yeah, I know. I am thinking that, in the long term, worm wrangling is probably superior to composting. It's a lot to take in. Especially with my budget still being small to the point of only being able to do just so much. Even rhubarb and asparagus starts can be a tidy dollar. Add in wood, screws, soil or mixes for that, and... well... Still, I am enjoying looking.
The priority that way, this spring, is a raised bed for berry bushes, if that is doable then a raised bed for both asparagus and rhubarb, and soil. And, last, if possible, enough wood and soil mix for raised beds out front, for flowers, or attractive edibles of some sort. This fall, perhaps a few more boxes, of the square variety, and soil. Cover crop at that point? As well, perhaps several fruit trees. Oh, well, and on the inside? Houseplants. Yes, yes indeed. Going green, if in my own way.
Yes, I would like to dig in, literally and figuratively. Even if it all fails? Okay. Then I start again, when I can. Or it is here for whoever might take over. A gift. To be remembered, even in this way, while seemingly small, is actually not a bad thing. Why say a blessing over food if it isn't a vital, personal, and true gift?
I will, sometime, be making rounds to various nurseries and garden/farm supply stores. Chatting them up, figuring things out, and such. And, if things go well, and I begin planting, pruning, playing in the dirt, and all? I may begin considering chickens. If I can keep up. I won't step up to that level unless all else goes well. I have it from an e-neighbor that chickens can be a part of the compost process. Both with their poop, but also with their clawing, pecking, digging. I am watching the progress on that as closely as I can.
I am enjoying exploring the world of the home garden. I have several books, from David the Good, to read. I have a few other resources to examine. I have time, the will, and energy is slowly returning. If I have to eat veggies, it is nice to... have some idea about them. If, truth be told, much as with raising a family... most of that is truly beyond us. Still, to play our humble part in it, as with a family, is... beginning to understand God's motives, and methods, if... much more humbly.
Then again, with God? Is He perfect? If so, is the saying that to govern best is to govern least true? If both of those are true, than how can He be doubted? Not that He isn't governing. He did that in the planning, implementation, even if we can't see that, no matter how tall, strong, smart, or wise. Yes, while we have to throw our weight at things, and pray, it... offers us insight. Sometimes it is in working with our hands that true contemplation may occur. So... I wish to get to praying with my hands, in this new way. And eating good as a reward. Odd how those things go together.
Later.
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Restarting medicine seems to have helped with the headache issue. Though there may have been more to it than just that. Flipping the mattress, and some pillow issues, were a part of it. With the mattress, all that can be done is getting used to it. New pillows and starting medicine again were active solutions, if they take time as well. The headaches, while persistent, were mild thankfully. I can get used to migraines, I simply prefer not to need to do so. I am finished with headaches, I think. Amazing, it's been nearly a year since messing with those.
I didn't place the call yesterday. I will today. I didn't do much else, either. Why? I just... couldn't. I lost track. It is dark and cool, that can kick my legs out from under me. I keep reviewing information on gardening, tree herding, composting, and worm farming. Yeah, I know. I am thinking that, in the long term, worm wrangling is probably superior to composting. It's a lot to take in. Especially with my budget still being small to the point of only being able to do just so much. Even rhubarb and asparagus starts can be a tidy dollar. Add in wood, screws, soil or mixes for that, and... well... Still, I am enjoying looking.
The priority that way, this spring, is a raised bed for berry bushes, if that is doable then a raised bed for both asparagus and rhubarb, and soil. And, last, if possible, enough wood and soil mix for raised beds out front, for flowers, or attractive edibles of some sort. This fall, perhaps a few more boxes, of the square variety, and soil. Cover crop at that point? As well, perhaps several fruit trees. Oh, well, and on the inside? Houseplants. Yes, yes indeed. Going green, if in my own way.
Yes, I would like to dig in, literally and figuratively. Even if it all fails? Okay. Then I start again, when I can. Or it is here for whoever might take over. A gift. To be remembered, even in this way, while seemingly small, is actually not a bad thing. Why say a blessing over food if it isn't a vital, personal, and true gift?
I will, sometime, be making rounds to various nurseries and garden/farm supply stores. Chatting them up, figuring things out, and such. And, if things go well, and I begin planting, pruning, playing in the dirt, and all? I may begin considering chickens. If I can keep up. I won't step up to that level unless all else goes well. I have it from an e-neighbor that chickens can be a part of the compost process. Both with their poop, but also with their clawing, pecking, digging. I am watching the progress on that as closely as I can.
I am enjoying exploring the world of the home garden. I have several books, from David the Good, to read. I have a few other resources to examine. I have time, the will, and energy is slowly returning. If I have to eat veggies, it is nice to... have some idea about them. If, truth be told, much as with raising a family... most of that is truly beyond us. Still, to play our humble part in it, as with a family, is... beginning to understand God's motives, and methods, if... much more humbly.
Then again, with God? Is He perfect? If so, is the saying that to govern best is to govern least true? If both of those are true, than how can He be doubted? Not that He isn't governing. He did that in the planning, implementation, even if we can't see that, no matter how tall, strong, smart, or wise. Yes, while we have to throw our weight at things, and pray, it... offers us insight. Sometimes it is in working with our hands that true contemplation may occur. So... I wish to get to praying with my hands, in this new way. And eating good as a reward. Odd how those things go together.
Later.
Monday, March 27, 2017
Good morning?
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Actually, yes. Barely. Had to check to make sure. First, I just woke, or... a bit ago, close enough that my mind still isn't ticking. Add that it is cold, dark, and raining. All of which induce the mind, or my mind, to inactivity. As well, I was much more active yesterday that the recent norm. Then, last night when I got out for some shopping, I replaced a few pillows. Yeah, I... am not good with pillows. In any case, new is good it seems. I didn't check or compare or... I grabbed the cheapest darned pillows on the rack and ran. You know what? Better. Better than the pricier ones I went with last time, much better than down pillows I have spent fortunes on in the past. Don't trust women, they seem to lead you astray and spend money for nothing for no good reason, if you let them. I can replace these every six months if need be, having spent less on the lot than I did on the more expensive pillows, per pillow. As to down? Way way overpriced. I've not really had one last for long. They don't. And at $80~$100 per? No... Maybe it's my great big fat giant head? :p This world really isn't made for us.
Awake, though. I will make a business call, and perhaps set up an appointment. Then dishes and laundry will go forward. As well as some cleaning in the kitchen. I did get the trash, and uselessly the recycling, out. It seems not to be recycling day. Oh well. At least that isn't full. Trash was, good that I got it out. So I'll bring the bins back. The next time I am in town I will be doing square foot price comparisons for building raised beds. I should figure out, roughly but good enough plus extra, how many square foot I am considering. Oh, well, and I will need a bit more lumber to construct supports for the berries. And wire, plus several tensioners. If it is reasonable enough, I would like to create raised beds for the berries, rhubarb, flower beds up front, and maybe or maybe not the asparagus. I just... don't want or need everything raised. Perhaps the flower beds, berries, and a couple of four by four foot boxes out back? Dunno, thinking. Depends on cost.
And, one other thing... for sure. Indoor plants. I can't really afford to go hog crazy. But, say, three or four indoor plants? Certain types will spread like wildfire. And, in time, I can gather clippings and start a whole jungle, if that is what I want... up to what I can handle. Spider, pathos, english ivy, all seem easier and more productive, so could create an indoor jungle in short order. And I would like to obtain aloe vera for several reasons. It might or might not produce well enough to add extra plants as well. I like the clean of green. These plants help keep the home, lungs, and mind in order, and aloe vera is very good for many uses.
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Actually, yes. Barely. Had to check to make sure. First, I just woke, or... a bit ago, close enough that my mind still isn't ticking. Add that it is cold, dark, and raining. All of which induce the mind, or my mind, to inactivity. As well, I was much more active yesterday that the recent norm. Then, last night when I got out for some shopping, I replaced a few pillows. Yeah, I... am not good with pillows. In any case, new is good it seems. I didn't check or compare or... I grabbed the cheapest darned pillows on the rack and ran. You know what? Better. Better than the pricier ones I went with last time, much better than down pillows I have spent fortunes on in the past. Don't trust women, they seem to lead you astray and spend money for nothing for no good reason, if you let them. I can replace these every six months if need be, having spent less on the lot than I did on the more expensive pillows, per pillow. As to down? Way way overpriced. I've not really had one last for long. They don't. And at $80~$100 per? No... Maybe it's my great big fat giant head? :p This world really isn't made for us.
Awake, though. I will make a business call, and perhaps set up an appointment. Then dishes and laundry will go forward. As well as some cleaning in the kitchen. I did get the trash, and uselessly the recycling, out. It seems not to be recycling day. Oh well. At least that isn't full. Trash was, good that I got it out. So I'll bring the bins back. The next time I am in town I will be doing square foot price comparisons for building raised beds. I should figure out, roughly but good enough plus extra, how many square foot I am considering. Oh, well, and I will need a bit more lumber to construct supports for the berries. And wire, plus several tensioners. If it is reasonable enough, I would like to create raised beds for the berries, rhubarb, flower beds up front, and maybe or maybe not the asparagus. I just... don't want or need everything raised. Perhaps the flower beds, berries, and a couple of four by four foot boxes out back? Dunno, thinking. Depends on cost.
And, one other thing... for sure. Indoor plants. I can't really afford to go hog crazy. But, say, three or four indoor plants? Certain types will spread like wildfire. And, in time, I can gather clippings and start a whole jungle, if that is what I want... up to what I can handle. Spider, pathos, english ivy, all seem easier and more productive, so could create an indoor jungle in short order. And I would like to obtain aloe vera for several reasons. It might or might not produce well enough to add extra plants as well. I like the clean of green. These plants help keep the home, lungs, and mind in order, and aloe vera is very good for many uses.
Sunday, March 26, 2017
Hmm? Oh, a bit of this and that.
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A neighbor has raspberries, I think. Well, it's one sort of berry bush. I decided to ask, as spring is nearing, if he had suckers he might want to be rid of, that I might have. I received a positive on that. I am hoping to hold off planting them until the middle to end of next month. Though if they want them out sooner, there might be a way to work around that too. Oh, I should have let him know I would gladly do the mechanical removal. I am hoping to create a raised bed for that, along my closest fence line. Perhaps 10~12 inches high, 2 feet wide, and perhaps fifteen to twenty feet long. We'll see, but... it's an idea... plan.
As well? Rhubarb, finally, and asparagus. I will check locally and online, in the shorter term. I don't think I'll do raised beds for either of these. Though I might consider raised beds, and perennials, out front. Or that's a theory. That wouldn't be a prime notion, just... if as I build the other raised bed, if the price and fuss seems reasonable, I might just do a bit more. Lily of the valley, on one side, perhaps something attractively edible on the other.
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A neighbor has raspberries, I think. Well, it's one sort of berry bush. I decided to ask, as spring is nearing, if he had suckers he might want to be rid of, that I might have. I received a positive on that. I am hoping to hold off planting them until the middle to end of next month. Though if they want them out sooner, there might be a way to work around that too. Oh, I should have let him know I would gladly do the mechanical removal. I am hoping to create a raised bed for that, along my closest fence line. Perhaps 10~12 inches high, 2 feet wide, and perhaps fifteen to twenty feet long. We'll see, but... it's an idea... plan.
As well? Rhubarb, finally, and asparagus. I will check locally and online, in the shorter term. I don't think I'll do raised beds for either of these. Though I might consider raised beds, and perennials, out front. Or that's a theory. That wouldn't be a prime notion, just... if as I build the other raised bed, if the price and fuss seems reasonable, I might just do a bit more. Lily of the valley, on one side, perhaps something attractively edible on the other.
Always something.
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More so as I think I am coming back around to health. Food ideas, projects, and just... notions.
I like the meatzza, hamburger pizzas, I was making. Initially I absolutely loved them. Easy to make, easy to eat, store, reheat. Which is good. However I overate the exact same recipe. I started looked for other recipes, then ran into the potassium crash. I haven't been working on keto as it took a bit to get back to medicine, and I haven't been extremely regular since. Even with the minor fails, I am back, mostly, on medicine, including potassium. Being satisfied with that, I think it is time to begin eating keto... especially with the addition of potassium and greens, and a bit more of an allowance for carbs. This recipe looks like a good start.
The thing, I found, with keto, is... well, the problems are multi-fold. If I try to eat really simple recipes, I burn out. If I make them really complex, I have a greater chance of overeating. As well, with a bad heart, and taking a water pill, along with serious type 2 diabetes, I really have thin margins for mistakes. Will I ever have it down just right? Is that even possible? Even with insulin it was actually worse. Still, I have learned a great deal. And I am about to hit it again. First keto, for several weeks. Then simply, perhaps occasional, daily intermittent fasting (say ever second or third day), then, if I can keep that balanced and keep potassium on track and blood sugars down, then expanding fasting to daily plus the three day fasts once a week. With potassium, and some other supplements, coming in, I am hoping to keep it going this time.
Even now, the keto strips I use, indicate I am in first stage ketosis. My weight was up to 271, but much of that, and obviously, was water (missing medicine off and on). I would call it, actually, more like 260~265. It sure beats the 290 I had started at. I haven't checked blood sugar or blood pressure in a while. And I need to set up an appointment with my doc, but not until mid-May or early April, money still being... a strain. Especially after buying a ton of meats this month. Ugh... I know, but it's as good as I can do.
Oh, and... berries. Black, raspberry? Fruit trees? Rhubarb, asparagus? I'm... sure thinking on these things. Yeah, really. But... money, time, effort, knowledge, or just plug, play, and pray? Yea. Maybe.
After a couple of weeks of going back to keto, full time, I'll begin checking things more regularly. One more load of donuts? Two? Maybe. It's... like smoking sugar! :p Later.
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More so as I think I am coming back around to health. Food ideas, projects, and just... notions.
I like the meatzza, hamburger pizzas, I was making. Initially I absolutely loved them. Easy to make, easy to eat, store, reheat. Which is good. However I overate the exact same recipe. I started looked for other recipes, then ran into the potassium crash. I haven't been working on keto as it took a bit to get back to medicine, and I haven't been extremely regular since. Even with the minor fails, I am back, mostly, on medicine, including potassium. Being satisfied with that, I think it is time to begin eating keto... especially with the addition of potassium and greens, and a bit more of an allowance for carbs. This recipe looks like a good start.
The thing, I found, with keto, is... well, the problems are multi-fold. If I try to eat really simple recipes, I burn out. If I make them really complex, I have a greater chance of overeating. As well, with a bad heart, and taking a water pill, along with serious type 2 diabetes, I really have thin margins for mistakes. Will I ever have it down just right? Is that even possible? Even with insulin it was actually worse. Still, I have learned a great deal. And I am about to hit it again. First keto, for several weeks. Then simply, perhaps occasional, daily intermittent fasting (say ever second or third day), then, if I can keep that balanced and keep potassium on track and blood sugars down, then expanding fasting to daily plus the three day fasts once a week. With potassium, and some other supplements, coming in, I am hoping to keep it going this time.
Even now, the keto strips I use, indicate I am in first stage ketosis. My weight was up to 271, but much of that, and obviously, was water (missing medicine off and on). I would call it, actually, more like 260~265. It sure beats the 290 I had started at. I haven't checked blood sugar or blood pressure in a while. And I need to set up an appointment with my doc, but not until mid-May or early April, money still being... a strain. Especially after buying a ton of meats this month. Ugh... I know, but it's as good as I can do.
Oh, and... berries. Black, raspberry? Fruit trees? Rhubarb, asparagus? I'm... sure thinking on these things. Yeah, really. But... money, time, effort, knowledge, or just plug, play, and pray? Yea. Maybe.
After a couple of weeks of going back to keto, full time, I'll begin checking things more regularly. One more load of donuts? Two? Maybe. It's... like smoking sugar! :p Later.
I'm doing my best.
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I washed two blankets and the bedspread twice. Once with soap and vinegar, once just with vinegar. I didn't have baking powder/soda on hand to mix with it. It still smells a bit off, from being left in the dryer a bit damp for too long. Gah! I am drying the pieces now. I see why they were damp. I tried to dry them all together. By weight, they should have been dried. But by volume not so much. Which is why I am drying them individually at this point, after trying several shots at drying them together even today. Well, I'll learn, maybe.
After that a shower. Oh those are wonderful if they have been being skipped a bit. I am simply off my game. I did set medicine up last night, but to be started today. Which... I will do shortly. Blasted darkness and confusion. More because it was so warm for a while earlier already. There is just something about winter giving in to spring only to renege. Though it really is still spring weather, it's not... well, plants do it too, when suckered into sprouting only to hit frost again. People, nephilim maybe, are plants? Could BE!
Oh, and I did, after showering, get dishes in for a hot sudsy soak. Shouldn't have needed that, if I had simply rinsed, dried, and put them up last time. Yeah. Still, it is what it is. Oh, and I washed the toilet before showering. Yeah, bits and pieces, more and more. I am hoping to get back to things this week. I hate housework. And I'm not good at it. Still, it's no one, paid help, or me. I don't have the money at the moment. Though I really would like to check into that. Even just someone to keep the kitchen, or kitchen and bathroom if she is good at it. I might even save up for a major cleaning this fall? Early winter? Something. If I really do get the lawn tractor and a few adds this spring, and a snow blower this fall... Just... thinking. Next time I am in town I will track down the various options and see about this and that.
Headache. It's from hit and miss on medicine. Then again, I haven't had a headache for... ages. I remember when I was go through those quite often. Twice weekly, sometimes migraine level. I don't want to get back to that, so I'll... stick to my meds a bit more surely. Good afternoon.
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I washed two blankets and the bedspread twice. Once with soap and vinegar, once just with vinegar. I didn't have baking powder/soda on hand to mix with it. It still smells a bit off, from being left in the dryer a bit damp for too long. Gah! I am drying the pieces now. I see why they were damp. I tried to dry them all together. By weight, they should have been dried. But by volume not so much. Which is why I am drying them individually at this point, after trying several shots at drying them together even today. Well, I'll learn, maybe.
After that a shower. Oh those are wonderful if they have been being skipped a bit. I am simply off my game. I did set medicine up last night, but to be started today. Which... I will do shortly. Blasted darkness and confusion. More because it was so warm for a while earlier already. There is just something about winter giving in to spring only to renege. Though it really is still spring weather, it's not... well, plants do it too, when suckered into sprouting only to hit frost again. People, nephilim maybe, are plants? Could BE!
Oh, and I did, after showering, get dishes in for a hot sudsy soak. Shouldn't have needed that, if I had simply rinsed, dried, and put them up last time. Yeah. Still, it is what it is. Oh, and I washed the toilet before showering. Yeah, bits and pieces, more and more. I am hoping to get back to things this week. I hate housework. And I'm not good at it. Still, it's no one, paid help, or me. I don't have the money at the moment. Though I really would like to check into that. Even just someone to keep the kitchen, or kitchen and bathroom if she is good at it. I might even save up for a major cleaning this fall? Early winter? Something. If I really do get the lawn tractor and a few adds this spring, and a snow blower this fall... Just... thinking. Next time I am in town I will track down the various options and see about this and that.
Headache. It's from hit and miss on medicine. Then again, I haven't had a headache for... ages. I remember when I was go through those quite often. Twice weekly, sometimes migraine level. I don't want to get back to that, so I'll... stick to my meds a bit more surely. Good afternoon.
Yeah, another day.
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What was the saying? Another day, another dollar? Where is my dollar? Hmm, then again, while in full youth, I thought the saying was super, as I have aged, I realize... even you you got a dollar a day, someone else will get most of if, or even all of it. That is, if you are lucky. If you aren't "lucky", you will owe more than you get. I heard, if I have some doubts, that people who are dying are dragging and average (in the US) of ~$63k debt into the grave with them. That's... not bound to end up good. Even with a rigged system, central planning, and all else they have in the works to make everything seem good.
I sort of think about it as them building strong windows and barring the doors, trying to hide the fact that people are living underwater. Only, how strong are those windows, how watertight and well secured are the doors and other exits? How deep can the dwelling be underwater before it becomes absolutely obvious that there is a huge problem. It won't be reparable, it's already too late.
Who has enough supplies, and wits, to make it to the surface when it all fails? Even those who have supplies, or wits, even both... they won't all make it. Although it will be much harder on the solid middle and upper classes. The poor and lower middle class are used to having to stretch what seems like nothing. Often living in a pseudo criminal style as is. Sure, the upper classes live a criminal style too, but a white-collar, even union-developed one, that seems legal on the surface and none really dig because they are all in on it now. The upper classes aren't used to having to get their hands dirty, literally or figuratively. Harsh reality, but one of their own making.
I can't say it's always been that way. I suspect there have been better and worse times. Once the government was seen, and made to be, a tool against justice, through size, graft, etc, and government became large, the gig was up. It's how it always goes. The intent, of government, bureaucrats, has always been making well off nothing, and taking bribes on top of it. It's why it's wise to keep them small. They'll still rob you, there just won't be as many thieves.
Oh, whatever. Today is a new day. I'll get a shower in, get the trash out, and wash a few blankets again. I forgot them in the dryer, if I thought they should be dried. Nope, a bit moldy smelling. Not sure I can fix that, but I'll give it a shot yet today. As well, perhaps hit the dishes.
Oh, I found several saint medals. The writing is so small. I will be looking for a magnifying glass. One, I am pretty sure, is of Mother Mary. The other one I can't be sure. I have one of St. Michael. I am not sure if these are to be worn alone, or what the... etiquette is. I will, most likely, need to research the second medal. At one time I would have been a bit squeamish about wearing a medal of Mother Mary. That has changed. I have, in the last five years (?or so?) come to a good relationship with her. Not long after I... learned to love my earthly mother, or better. Go figure? *smile*
A few things for the day. Good day and Blessings. If you go to church, always feel free to include me in your concerns... hopefully just as a scruff. If you feel I am doing you wrong, feel free to talk to me first. If you want to pray for me to be more holy, or come to holiness at all? Be my guest? I'll join you if you happen to stop by. I'll never be sharp enough. Uhrm? Oh, ah. Amen!
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What was the saying? Another day, another dollar? Where is my dollar? Hmm, then again, while in full youth, I thought the saying was super, as I have aged, I realize... even you you got a dollar a day, someone else will get most of if, or even all of it. That is, if you are lucky. If you aren't "lucky", you will owe more than you get. I heard, if I have some doubts, that people who are dying are dragging and average (in the US) of ~$63k debt into the grave with them. That's... not bound to end up good. Even with a rigged system, central planning, and all else they have in the works to make everything seem good.
I sort of think about it as them building strong windows and barring the doors, trying to hide the fact that people are living underwater. Only, how strong are those windows, how watertight and well secured are the doors and other exits? How deep can the dwelling be underwater before it becomes absolutely obvious that there is a huge problem. It won't be reparable, it's already too late.
Who has enough supplies, and wits, to make it to the surface when it all fails? Even those who have supplies, or wits, even both... they won't all make it. Although it will be much harder on the solid middle and upper classes. The poor and lower middle class are used to having to stretch what seems like nothing. Often living in a pseudo criminal style as is. Sure, the upper classes live a criminal style too, but a white-collar, even union-developed one, that seems legal on the surface and none really dig because they are all in on it now. The upper classes aren't used to having to get their hands dirty, literally or figuratively. Harsh reality, but one of their own making.
I can't say it's always been that way. I suspect there have been better and worse times. Once the government was seen, and made to be, a tool against justice, through size, graft, etc, and government became large, the gig was up. It's how it always goes. The intent, of government, bureaucrats, has always been making well off nothing, and taking bribes on top of it. It's why it's wise to keep them small. They'll still rob you, there just won't be as many thieves.
Oh, whatever. Today is a new day. I'll get a shower in, get the trash out, and wash a few blankets again. I forgot them in the dryer, if I thought they should be dried. Nope, a bit moldy smelling. Not sure I can fix that, but I'll give it a shot yet today. As well, perhaps hit the dishes.
Oh, I found several saint medals. The writing is so small. I will be looking for a magnifying glass. One, I am pretty sure, is of Mother Mary. The other one I can't be sure. I have one of St. Michael. I am not sure if these are to be worn alone, or what the... etiquette is. I will, most likely, need to research the second medal. At one time I would have been a bit squeamish about wearing a medal of Mother Mary. That has changed. I have, in the last five years (?or so?) come to a good relationship with her. Not long after I... learned to love my earthly mother, or better. Go figure? *smile*
A few things for the day. Good day and Blessings. If you go to church, always feel free to include me in your concerns... hopefully just as a scruff. If you feel I am doing you wrong, feel free to talk to me first. If you want to pray for me to be more holy, or come to holiness at all? Be my guest? I'll join you if you happen to stop by. I'll never be sharp enough. Uhrm? Oh, ah. Amen!
Saturday, March 25, 2017
Oh, right, the news.
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I am beginning to believe, in spite of his public support, Trump meant to keep zerocare in operation. Why? For the reason I have suggested, he stated, and because there wasn't another option. Was ryancare really a loss? I don't think Trump was in on it. He was just letting that thing handle itself. Wouldn't surprise me if he soothed ruffled feathers for the nays in the background. He really never did say he would end zerocare. However, he knows he was elected, in part, to do that very thing. The problem? Dems are holding out and Republicans are split. It's not... doable. Not yet. Zerocare has to burn before something can be done. And... it will. Ryancare simply wasn't tenable. And it's a damned good thing enough Republicans realized it. If too, many who voted for it, or would have, did so (mostly) because they were sure it would not pass. Dog and pony show, much of D.C., as with Hollywood, is just that.
Now, what will congress and Trump do? Probably not much. Every big government program they truly cut ends up cutting off some of their revenues... personal and "social". Billionaires and senators, perhaps less so representatives, don't have friends. All they do it balance assets and allies so as to accrue the most. There is some hope that Trump is nominally more allied with Americans and American business interests than has been the case. Even Republicans are not pro-American anymore. They really can make more from foreign alliances. Trump? We'll see.
The border wall seems to be moving forward. Could it go faster? You know, I don't think so. It takes a while to create the criteria wanted for the wall. What is really needed to complicate passage. Then allowing construction companies to review, design, price, and build a sample? That takes time too. Especially when bureaucrats and even elected and some appointed officials are dragging their feet. This is as fast as could be expected.
A wall won't be enough, alone. But it will stop mass transport. Foot traffic, through some of those areas, isn't actually possible. People who try often die. Still, that is a choice. It is no different than if some of them try to swim around and drown or get attacked by sharks or other creatures. It is a risk born of choice. Not our monkey. Still, I am hoping there will be heavy patrols and very easy ROE options. A thrown rock? A bullet back. Escalate? Call in state and national guard.
Of course, it looks like Republicans are not playing well with Trump or our wishes. That has to be sorted. Do we want to cut off our nose to spite our face? Well, yeah, actually. If need be. There is some level of negotiation. But if a, or a group of, congressmen isn't going to play ball, force them out. I promise, while it might hurt in the short term, it is much better to have Republicans who play like they are with us than to never know what the brand means. Clear and clean. If we are going to lose, best to lose honestly than to have their team playing in our colors.
Busy, busy, busy, and yet not much more, of any importance or longevity beyond the next president with a pen, has been done. Even the wall isn't much without changes in law, fixing the judiciary, and some other things. Then again, with a president who doesn't uphold the law, there is some limit to changing any law. With nearly half of the people willing to vote for a criminal, where does Christ have a place? Right? This isn't His kingdom, but it can't be completely let go?
Later.
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I am beginning to believe, in spite of his public support, Trump meant to keep zerocare in operation. Why? For the reason I have suggested, he stated, and because there wasn't another option. Was ryancare really a loss? I don't think Trump was in on it. He was just letting that thing handle itself. Wouldn't surprise me if he soothed ruffled feathers for the nays in the background. He really never did say he would end zerocare. However, he knows he was elected, in part, to do that very thing. The problem? Dems are holding out and Republicans are split. It's not... doable. Not yet. Zerocare has to burn before something can be done. And... it will. Ryancare simply wasn't tenable. And it's a damned good thing enough Republicans realized it. If too, many who voted for it, or would have, did so (mostly) because they were sure it would not pass. Dog and pony show, much of D.C., as with Hollywood, is just that.
Now, what will congress and Trump do? Probably not much. Every big government program they truly cut ends up cutting off some of their revenues... personal and "social". Billionaires and senators, perhaps less so representatives, don't have friends. All they do it balance assets and allies so as to accrue the most. There is some hope that Trump is nominally more allied with Americans and American business interests than has been the case. Even Republicans are not pro-American anymore. They really can make more from foreign alliances. Trump? We'll see.
The border wall seems to be moving forward. Could it go faster? You know, I don't think so. It takes a while to create the criteria wanted for the wall. What is really needed to complicate passage. Then allowing construction companies to review, design, price, and build a sample? That takes time too. Especially when bureaucrats and even elected and some appointed officials are dragging their feet. This is as fast as could be expected.
A wall won't be enough, alone. But it will stop mass transport. Foot traffic, through some of those areas, isn't actually possible. People who try often die. Still, that is a choice. It is no different than if some of them try to swim around and drown or get attacked by sharks or other creatures. It is a risk born of choice. Not our monkey. Still, I am hoping there will be heavy patrols and very easy ROE options. A thrown rock? A bullet back. Escalate? Call in state and national guard.
Of course, it looks like Republicans are not playing well with Trump or our wishes. That has to be sorted. Do we want to cut off our nose to spite our face? Well, yeah, actually. If need be. There is some level of negotiation. But if a, or a group of, congressmen isn't going to play ball, force them out. I promise, while it might hurt in the short term, it is much better to have Republicans who play like they are with us than to never know what the brand means. Clear and clean. If we are going to lose, best to lose honestly than to have their team playing in our colors.
Busy, busy, busy, and yet not much more, of any importance or longevity beyond the next president with a pen, has been done. Even the wall isn't much without changes in law, fixing the judiciary, and some other things. Then again, with a president who doesn't uphold the law, there is some limit to changing any law. With nearly half of the people willing to vote for a criminal, where does Christ have a place? Right? This isn't His kingdom, but it can't be completely let go?
Later.
Yes, yes, I'm awake.
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Another dark morning. Cool. It is raining. It's a good day. I keep falling off medicine. It's the dark and cool. I'll get back on it.
Last night I finished the last of the fresh seafood. The oysters they shucked were larger, better for stews and soup. The crab was cleaned, so easily just heated and then eaten. I heated it slowly in the oven. Aluminum foil and a higher walled sheet pan made that easy and makes cleanup simple. Some use the broiler for that. I just don't always like the exact timing for that. Especially when I am doing other parts of the meal at the same time. A few ticks too long and you can mess up delicate meats.
I am hoping things warm a bit, and lighten a bit, so I can straighten medicine out and begin tearing into the house. I am nearly finished with dishes, and back into laundry. I am running on fumes, though, because of the weather and medicine being problematic. If it happens, it might happen in a hurry. I finally have a paper shredder to tear through a lot of mail and other material. And the weather is getting about right so that when money is good a large bin can be brought in. As I said though, I want to have some, say half, of what is to go sacked or boxed and ready to go. That will both make the first load or two easy, and help me gauge how much I am looking at, how long I'll need the bin, and set me up... sort of prime the process.
As well? Hmm... I have been thinking. I have been looking for a lawn tractor which can pull a hauler, add a snowblower, and maybe some other things. While I can shovel, I can't always shovel in short order. Life seems to push really hard at times. Now, if I have the time or am in no rush, I can still shovel. If not, or if I wish to keep the frontage area clear, this would help. Of course, there is mowing too. I might even be able to make a deal on that. At least when I fail. Though this might make mowing much more... possible. The thing is, I'll need to buy things in parts. I won't buy a snowblower until fall, for example. Though, up front, perhaps that or a less expensive mower, plus a hauler.
More? Yeah. I... am beginning to rethink gardening. I can't do open spaces. However, what about square foot, or similar? Raised beds, drip water, and a few other things that would make weed and other problems less difficult? I REALLY want to garden. As to watering, I may even attempt to dig a channel for the delivery hose. A lot of work. If I can, perhaps find someone who can. I can't seem to get a clear idea of the frost depth. I have seen several seeming numbers, from 12 to 21, maybe 38 inches? I just can't quite get it.
I know, I know. Promises, promises. And, yet... Maybe. Oh, and I have been reviewing various lawn sprinklers. I really want to keep up on some of this, or catch up on some of it... something in there. Next time I am in town, I may look for grass seed as well. A lot of it. Later.
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Another dark morning. Cool. It is raining. It's a good day. I keep falling off medicine. It's the dark and cool. I'll get back on it.
Last night I finished the last of the fresh seafood. The oysters they shucked were larger, better for stews and soup. The crab was cleaned, so easily just heated and then eaten. I heated it slowly in the oven. Aluminum foil and a higher walled sheet pan made that easy and makes cleanup simple. Some use the broiler for that. I just don't always like the exact timing for that. Especially when I am doing other parts of the meal at the same time. A few ticks too long and you can mess up delicate meats.
I am hoping things warm a bit, and lighten a bit, so I can straighten medicine out and begin tearing into the house. I am nearly finished with dishes, and back into laundry. I am running on fumes, though, because of the weather and medicine being problematic. If it happens, it might happen in a hurry. I finally have a paper shredder to tear through a lot of mail and other material. And the weather is getting about right so that when money is good a large bin can be brought in. As I said though, I want to have some, say half, of what is to go sacked or boxed and ready to go. That will both make the first load or two easy, and help me gauge how much I am looking at, how long I'll need the bin, and set me up... sort of prime the process.
As well? Hmm... I have been thinking. I have been looking for a lawn tractor which can pull a hauler, add a snowblower, and maybe some other things. While I can shovel, I can't always shovel in short order. Life seems to push really hard at times. Now, if I have the time or am in no rush, I can still shovel. If not, or if I wish to keep the frontage area clear, this would help. Of course, there is mowing too. I might even be able to make a deal on that. At least when I fail. Though this might make mowing much more... possible. The thing is, I'll need to buy things in parts. I won't buy a snowblower until fall, for example. Though, up front, perhaps that or a less expensive mower, plus a hauler.
More? Yeah. I... am beginning to rethink gardening. I can't do open spaces. However, what about square foot, or similar? Raised beds, drip water, and a few other things that would make weed and other problems less difficult? I REALLY want to garden. As to watering, I may even attempt to dig a channel for the delivery hose. A lot of work. If I can, perhaps find someone who can. I can't seem to get a clear idea of the frost depth. I have seen several seeming numbers, from 12 to 21, maybe 38 inches? I just can't quite get it.
I know, I know. Promises, promises. And, yet... Maybe. Oh, and I have been reviewing various lawn sprinklers. I really want to keep up on some of this, or catch up on some of it... something in there. Next time I am in town, I may look for grass seed as well. A lot of it. Later.
Friday, March 24, 2017
Winged principalities?
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A dream, a potent one. Perhaps just for me.
In the dream I was a great dragon, a winged, legged, serpent. Green of color, a titan among my kind. Only three others, of different colors, could call me peer. I had moved to the old West, since my West, the people of it, in the Americas, had lost much of it's, their, soul. I, a creature of chaos, had not built them up, only bringing internecine war until a time when the peoples who could unite did so, then arrived in force. Neither, in those days, did I care.
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A dream, a potent one. Perhaps just for me.
In the dream I was a great dragon, a winged, legged, serpent. Green of color, a titan among my kind. Only three others, of different colors, could call me peer. I had moved to the old West, since my West, the people of it, in the Americas, had lost much of it's, their, soul. I, a creature of chaos, had not built them up, only bringing internecine war until a time when the peoples who could unite did so, then arrived in force. Neither, in those days, did I care.
Thursday, March 23, 2017
Oyster shucking.
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The fish and all arrived today. One portion of fish had to be cut to bag in portions. Two other sorts of fish were already in serving, or smaller, sizes. All had to be separated into serving sizes and put into 'sandwich bags', then each type was put into their own bigger gallon bags. Double bagging works better, if it's still a bit limited.
I ordered several dozen oyster. It will end up being more than I can eat. I would love to share it but I... living in the interior, in farm country, and rural to boot, means not many have a taste for seafood. I'll eat what I can and the rest? I'll see if it freezes. If so, I may do that. I just... have my doubts. Lemon and oyster is good enough.
Of course, even with a good bit of cleaning before, during, and after the process, the place has a fish shack smell. That is part of the price of admission. Well worth it, since it will be short-lived and just once in a while. I have never shucked oyster before. I have eaten them, and liked them. I did well enough. No puncture wounds, and I got most of the sand and grit out. I'll probably do one last batch for eating raw, on the half shell. Before I do that, I'll put a bit of cocktail sauce together. Mixing it up, lemon on the side first, shrimp cocktail sauce next, may make consumption a bit easier. It's been so long since seafood was a very regular part of my diet that... it's a bit of a test. At one time, if I could afford it, five dozen was doable. A bit of a stretch. Now a couple two dozen may be it. Three dozen? I just don't think so. And it goes bad so fast.
I probably overdid on food. But, for a bit, I wasn't sure, and went without much. I may be overcompensating. Oh well, it'll do. Good night.
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The fish and all arrived today. One portion of fish had to be cut to bag in portions. Two other sorts of fish were already in serving, or smaller, sizes. All had to be separated into serving sizes and put into 'sandwich bags', then each type was put into their own bigger gallon bags. Double bagging works better, if it's still a bit limited.
I ordered several dozen oyster. It will end up being more than I can eat. I would love to share it but I... living in the interior, in farm country, and rural to boot, means not many have a taste for seafood. I'll eat what I can and the rest? I'll see if it freezes. If so, I may do that. I just... have my doubts. Lemon and oyster is good enough.
Of course, even with a good bit of cleaning before, during, and after the process, the place has a fish shack smell. That is part of the price of admission. Well worth it, since it will be short-lived and just once in a while. I have never shucked oyster before. I have eaten them, and liked them. I did well enough. No puncture wounds, and I got most of the sand and grit out. I'll probably do one last batch for eating raw, on the half shell. Before I do that, I'll put a bit of cocktail sauce together. Mixing it up, lemon on the side first, shrimp cocktail sauce next, may make consumption a bit easier. It's been so long since seafood was a very regular part of my diet that... it's a bit of a test. At one time, if I could afford it, five dozen was doable. A bit of a stretch. Now a couple two dozen may be it. Three dozen? I just don't think so. And it goes bad so fast.
I probably overdid on food. But, for a bit, I wasn't sure, and went without much. I may be overcompensating. Oh well, it'll do. Good night.
About the fish I wasn't going to order?
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Right. About that. I placed fish and oyster into the shopping cart. I followed through as far as it went. I guess I misunderstood something. You see, I kept waiting for a credit card box to show up. It never did. So I kept going until the process... ended? Yes. I didn't have the feeling that I had ordered. In fact I had. I got a call a bit later and... something happened on the line. Anyway, I got a call a bit later, again, and? Well, this time I was asked for my card.
Now, while I... wasn't sure it was right, I went ahead with it. Why? A, I had ordered, even if somewhat accidentally. B, fish sounds good. C, it really is a good price, for fresh US (or otherwise trusted source) fish. I'll be a little more careful next time. Still, that is enough fish for, say, twice a week for three months? Give or take. I really do enjoy fish. If Utah has one flaw it is that it is inland. However, I think there is always a trade-off. Basically Utah has most things. Though, politically, it has started slipping. It is in a slow slide to cuked-conservativism and liberalism. I am not sure it can save itself. It is heading the way of Iowa when I left it. Yeah, that's... a hint.
Sole, cod, red snapper, shucked oyster and lived oyster (want to try their stuff on the half-shell), and a few other things. How good? Time will tell. Oh, and I think it will be here today or tomorrow. If this works out, and I like what I get, I'll place an order every few months. Some things are way beyond my reach, or ethical allowance. Good food is one thing, luxury is another. A single king crab, for example, is 16 times more than I would consider paying per pound... or was it 28 times? Or more? And that isn't even per pound of meat. That is shell weight too. I just... won't go there. Luxury, for me, is $10~$15 a pound. That is steak, pistachios, and such. While I may be going to steaks much more often, I will, in time, be eating less of it. Rather than a pound and more per, I'll be eating half of that, as fat becomes the energy source.
Anyway... I best check on the hog. I should be ready for it next month, for sure. I love pork. It is a different meat from when I was young, but in a good way. Mostly. It certainly isn't as strong as it was. Not as fatty. Both a good and strange thing. It used to be so dearly rich, too rich. Though now it is mild. Which is good most of the time. Just, sometimes... nostalgia beckons and cannot be answered. Still, it is a wonderful food to have on hand. And, if you fry it in old-school lard, you can... cover some of the memory. Yeah, yeah. I best check on it. Pork chops and ribeye, with hamburger on the side, will become my main foods. Greens, as much as I can keep up and on hand, as an add. I need the potassium, and some other things, even with the pills.
I might make a taco salad, or something. Take a shower. Then get to the butcher shop. I've... been testing their patience, if not intentionally. Working with the holy half dead can test the patience of even mothers. I was... good at that before I became better at it. :p Gah, though, I just can't seem to get going! Later.
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Right. About that. I placed fish and oyster into the shopping cart. I followed through as far as it went. I guess I misunderstood something. You see, I kept waiting for a credit card box to show up. It never did. So I kept going until the process... ended? Yes. I didn't have the feeling that I had ordered. In fact I had. I got a call a bit later and... something happened on the line. Anyway, I got a call a bit later, again, and? Well, this time I was asked for my card.
Now, while I... wasn't sure it was right, I went ahead with it. Why? A, I had ordered, even if somewhat accidentally. B, fish sounds good. C, it really is a good price, for fresh US (or otherwise trusted source) fish. I'll be a little more careful next time. Still, that is enough fish for, say, twice a week for three months? Give or take. I really do enjoy fish. If Utah has one flaw it is that it is inland. However, I think there is always a trade-off. Basically Utah has most things. Though, politically, it has started slipping. It is in a slow slide to cuked-conservativism and liberalism. I am not sure it can save itself. It is heading the way of Iowa when I left it. Yeah, that's... a hint.
Sole, cod, red snapper, shucked oyster and lived oyster (want to try their stuff on the half-shell), and a few other things. How good? Time will tell. Oh, and I think it will be here today or tomorrow. If this works out, and I like what I get, I'll place an order every few months. Some things are way beyond my reach, or ethical allowance. Good food is one thing, luxury is another. A single king crab, for example, is 16 times more than I would consider paying per pound... or was it 28 times? Or more? And that isn't even per pound of meat. That is shell weight too. I just... won't go there. Luxury, for me, is $10~$15 a pound. That is steak, pistachios, and such. While I may be going to steaks much more often, I will, in time, be eating less of it. Rather than a pound and more per, I'll be eating half of that, as fat becomes the energy source.
Anyway... I best check on the hog. I should be ready for it next month, for sure. I love pork. It is a different meat from when I was young, but in a good way. Mostly. It certainly isn't as strong as it was. Not as fatty. Both a good and strange thing. It used to be so dearly rich, too rich. Though now it is mild. Which is good most of the time. Just, sometimes... nostalgia beckons and cannot be answered. Still, it is a wonderful food to have on hand. And, if you fry it in old-school lard, you can... cover some of the memory. Yeah, yeah. I best check on it. Pork chops and ribeye, with hamburger on the side, will become my main foods. Greens, as much as I can keep up and on hand, as an add. I need the potassium, and some other things, even with the pills.
I might make a taco salad, or something. Take a shower. Then get to the butcher shop. I've... been testing their patience, if not intentionally. Working with the holy half dead can test the patience of even mothers. I was... good at that before I became better at it. :p Gah, though, I just can't seem to get going! Later.
Whought?
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So dark this morning. Again. I thought it was later. Actually I slept longer to sort of pout. Have you ever pout slept? You should try it sometime. The thing is it wasn't nearly as late as I had thought. It was later into 7:00 or early 8:00 when I woke, or finally got out of bed. That may seem late, especially if you have to be up by 6:00 or something stupid. Just remember, I don't have a schedule because I can't keep one. And, the last few days I have been awake later, like 9:00 and 10:00, perhaps nearly an 11:00 in there? So 8:00 is early.
Things to do, as soon as I can wake. Ugh. But first, waking. Later.
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So dark this morning. Again. I thought it was later. Actually I slept longer to sort of pout. Have you ever pout slept? You should try it sometime. The thing is it wasn't nearly as late as I had thought. It was later into 7:00 or early 8:00 when I woke, or finally got out of bed. That may seem late, especially if you have to be up by 6:00 or something stupid. Just remember, I don't have a schedule because I can't keep one. And, the last few days I have been awake later, like 9:00 and 10:00, perhaps nearly an 11:00 in there? So 8:00 is early.
Things to do, as soon as I can wake. Ugh. But first, waking. Later.
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
A tree down.
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A neighbor had a problem. I suppose wind? In any case, a tree dropped. It was only, say, 30 or 40 feet, not heavily branched, and probably no more than ten inches, perhaps twelve, at it's thickest. He had no chainsaw, or other saw. He knew I did. I am glad to have been called to work. I'm not good with housework. But work work I can and like to do.
I sawed it up rather quickly, without any troubles. I saw where it would tip, sawed branches and the main to that point, then flipped it just right. Cutting from then on was rather simple, if I had to be careful not to dive into the dirt. Then I got to drive a loader for the first time. No stick, anymore. I even got to play with the scoop angle and height. Yeah, that was worth the price of admission.
I'll admit, it wore me out, just a bit. I haven't been doing much, as you may well know. So this sort of effort was a bit of a push. All good. I really enjoy those sort of things. Yap. I may not be a working man, but the notion is there. I would if I could. Better? Work as an engineer part time, r&d part time, and construction part time. Yeah... that would be the thing. Some parts of the year more one type than the other parts of the year. If I was healthy it would be a partial plan.
Now, to figure out something for supper. Good evening.
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A neighbor had a problem. I suppose wind? In any case, a tree dropped. It was only, say, 30 or 40 feet, not heavily branched, and probably no more than ten inches, perhaps twelve, at it's thickest. He had no chainsaw, or other saw. He knew I did. I am glad to have been called to work. I'm not good with housework. But work work I can and like to do.
I sawed it up rather quickly, without any troubles. I saw where it would tip, sawed branches and the main to that point, then flipped it just right. Cutting from then on was rather simple, if I had to be careful not to dive into the dirt. Then I got to drive a loader for the first time. No stick, anymore. I even got to play with the scoop angle and height. Yeah, that was worth the price of admission.
I'll admit, it wore me out, just a bit. I haven't been doing much, as you may well know. So this sort of effort was a bit of a push. All good. I really enjoy those sort of things. Yap. I may not be a working man, but the notion is there. I would if I could. Better? Work as an engineer part time, r&d part time, and construction part time. Yeah... that would be the thing. Some parts of the year more one type than the other parts of the year. If I was healthy it would be a partial plan.
Now, to figure out something for supper. Good evening.
Good, the phone rings through.
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Well, on one of the jacks. I asked about extensions, to create jacks where I want them. All good, should work with the main line being good. It ended up that the line to the house had to be restrung. But, then, somehow, the line higher up on the pole got damage, or was damaged and ended up needing fixed. He couldn't reach it, needed a bucket crew. The line is set for when the bury crew arrives. Murder lot of work. Oh, as well, the whole box had to be rewired. Yeah. Looked fun. But it is working.
After getting the good news and ensuring the line was live, I asked if he liked ribeye. Yeah, he said. Got a wife, I asked. Yeah. Shouldn't have asked said I. Still, I sent him with a few steaks. I might be a grumpy cuss, but I can be grateful too. Get out today? I'm... not quite up to it. I will be tomorrow. It's as good as I can do. I might try to do a few dishes, and have the tub clear and ready for a shower, maybe tonight, definitely tomorrow either way. Love showers.
It's still so dark. It's just... difficult. Something I did earlier was look for another fish shop. I found one that looked good. I actually called the shop. Mostly US, with some British Columbia sourcing. No packaging in China, no product from China, and the prices... are a bit better. Shipping is a bit higher, but the prices make up for it. I'll be ordering from them. Today? I had thought so, but then I became a bit nervous. Next month. I have added them to my blog roll. I sure hope they work out. It will mean the difference between four fish meals a month and four fish meals every four months. Yeah, I like fish, from time to time.
I did speak with the guy at the meat department about it. I told him I simply can't trust even packing in China. There is too great of a risk of them adding in their fish, or contaminating even that process. China, simply, about some things, cannot be trusted. I wish they would listen to their shoppers. And care about their health. The risk is not worth the price savings. But, it's corporate, and they don't care about some guy who works or shops at one of their places. I guess enough people are willing to pay less for less. Crazy thing is, other than the shipping, the US prices are no worse, for the most part. Perhaps they can't get it in the bulk they need. Which makes China business even more risky, to my mind. It means they are definitely filling in with their fish when supplies or prices are high. Not worth the risk. I'll do some investigating about salmon. Not my favorite fish, though the neighbor lady has taught me that it can be quite good if done right, if it's truly Alaskan, and processed in the US (and, I suppose, Vegas IS mostly the US), I would consider that fish. Even the higher cost wild-caught from time to time. Buggers, but getting good food is complicated these days.
Well... I'm... getting some things going. More soon. Still a bit cooked for various reasons, but I'll keep at it. Good day.
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Well, on one of the jacks. I asked about extensions, to create jacks where I want them. All good, should work with the main line being good. It ended up that the line to the house had to be restrung. But, then, somehow, the line higher up on the pole got damage, or was damaged and ended up needing fixed. He couldn't reach it, needed a bucket crew. The line is set for when the bury crew arrives. Murder lot of work. Oh, as well, the whole box had to be rewired. Yeah. Looked fun. But it is working.
After getting the good news and ensuring the line was live, I asked if he liked ribeye. Yeah, he said. Got a wife, I asked. Yeah. Shouldn't have asked said I. Still, I sent him with a few steaks. I might be a grumpy cuss, but I can be grateful too. Get out today? I'm... not quite up to it. I will be tomorrow. It's as good as I can do. I might try to do a few dishes, and have the tub clear and ready for a shower, maybe tonight, definitely tomorrow either way. Love showers.
It's still so dark. It's just... difficult. Something I did earlier was look for another fish shop. I found one that looked good. I actually called the shop. Mostly US, with some British Columbia sourcing. No packaging in China, no product from China, and the prices... are a bit better. Shipping is a bit higher, but the prices make up for it. I'll be ordering from them. Today? I had thought so, but then I became a bit nervous. Next month. I have added them to my blog roll. I sure hope they work out. It will mean the difference between four fish meals a month and four fish meals every four months. Yeah, I like fish, from time to time.
I did speak with the guy at the meat department about it. I told him I simply can't trust even packing in China. There is too great of a risk of them adding in their fish, or contaminating even that process. China, simply, about some things, cannot be trusted. I wish they would listen to their shoppers. And care about their health. The risk is not worth the price savings. But, it's corporate, and they don't care about some guy who works or shops at one of their places. I guess enough people are willing to pay less for less. Crazy thing is, other than the shipping, the US prices are no worse, for the most part. Perhaps they can't get it in the bulk they need. Which makes China business even more risky, to my mind. It means they are definitely filling in with their fish when supplies or prices are high. Not worth the risk. I'll do some investigating about salmon. Not my favorite fish, though the neighbor lady has taught me that it can be quite good if done right, if it's truly Alaskan, and processed in the US (and, I suppose, Vegas IS mostly the US), I would consider that fish. Even the higher cost wild-caught from time to time. Buggers, but getting good food is complicated these days.
Well... I'm... getting some things going. More soon. Still a bit cooked for various reasons, but I'll keep at it. Good day.
Ah, that is the problem.
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I didn't realize the phone line didn't come in with the power line. You don't know many things until... well, until you do! Now I do. As well as the phone line coming in from another, different, pole system, mine was down altogether. So... that would be an automatic problem. The phoneman is going to hook it up, for now, but call in for the line to be buried. It comes through a rough area, where branches fall often, and larger branches. So they will just bury it. It sounds smart to me. I always worry about water and such, in this area. Though that might not be an issue here for a long time. All good.
I'll check the phone from time to time, as he is working. When this is done, and my mother obtains a phone of her own, I can kick cellphone service. If I ever need a phone, I'll buy one of those card-Walmart (or other) phones, get a card and charge it, then destroy it when I am finished with it. Long travel, and some other things, might make that advisable. The nice thing is, with a sledgehammer and a few minutes, it is securely disposable. And it can be charged, and kept in a small faraday cage until needed or disposal. I hope cell companies go bankrupt for the anti-Americanism they have helped precipitate. And the politicians and bureaucrats who worked that need to be go away. It is too bad they won't be fired and denied their pension. Just doing my job is not the right answer. Though, who knows. It might still happen.
This means, if I can keep at things, I might be able to pick up the meat and maybe get in for a bit of shopping as well. If, today, is a key idea. If, if, if. All good, there is tomorrow.
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I didn't realize the phone line didn't come in with the power line. You don't know many things until... well, until you do! Now I do. As well as the phone line coming in from another, different, pole system, mine was down altogether. So... that would be an automatic problem. The phoneman is going to hook it up, for now, but call in for the line to be buried. It comes through a rough area, where branches fall often, and larger branches. So they will just bury it. It sounds smart to me. I always worry about water and such, in this area. Though that might not be an issue here for a long time. All good.
I'll check the phone from time to time, as he is working. When this is done, and my mother obtains a phone of her own, I can kick cellphone service. If I ever need a phone, I'll buy one of those card-Walmart (or other) phones, get a card and charge it, then destroy it when I am finished with it. Long travel, and some other things, might make that advisable. The nice thing is, with a sledgehammer and a few minutes, it is securely disposable. And it can be charged, and kept in a small faraday cage until needed or disposal. I hope cell companies go bankrupt for the anti-Americanism they have helped precipitate. And the politicians and bureaucrats who worked that need to be go away. It is too bad they won't be fired and denied their pension. Just doing my job is not the right answer. Though, who knows. It might still happen.
This means, if I can keep at things, I might be able to pick up the meat and maybe get in for a bit of shopping as well. If, today, is a key idea. If, if, if. All good, there is tomorrow.
Faster than anticipated.
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A call to the phone company. Some trouble getting through, but I am motivated. I hoped a tech would be by in a week or three. Nope, today. No idea when, however, so... again... I am stuck at home. The fee is, usually, $75~$85 (couldn't make her out, both low volume plus English as a second language as well as disinterest). Since this is a new line, the fee is being waived. Or... I think that is what I heard. Fine, fine, the savings in going to landline is worth the hassle. And they are doing good, though in covering a mistake they shouldn't have made. The installer should have contacted me and checked. A good correction for a bad decision only receives a limited amount of gratitude. Still, could have been much worse.
I hope it is done earlier though. I am several days late picking up the steaks. It would be nice to get that today. I did show up Saturday, but was off a day and thought it was Friday. Yeah, I know. When you are just at flipping over and losing a day, telling which day it is becomes difficult. It may well have been Thursday when I called in the order and Friday when I went to bed. See what I mean? I do well at tracking the days, these days, but there are times which are more likely to end up in failure. Flipping days are among the most difficult, as well as getting used to medicine. Actually, I was running both scenarios.
Still dark. My mind is a bit klutzy. I am waking in the morning, and sleeping fairly well and right in the mid-evening. I won't complain. Oh, and it is a good cool feel. Not cold and not hot at all. Well, and I do like the dark, sometimes, more than not. Until I need the sun. Actually I think I can go either way, really needing the light or desperate for the dark... more the former these last few years... as I am awake more, and enjoy being awake more. I suppose when the heat becomes too much, and the summer draws long, that darkness is more wanted. Or any time I simply need more sleep.
I have been enjoying Dexter. As I might have mentioned, if our causes and exact natures are not identical, there are... similarities. His seems to be little, personal. If I have a major darkness, it will be global in it's reach. The funny thing is, as I have myself I would call him... monsters to monsters. We are the things monsters fear, should they ever think about it. Some of them would claim things like us, most monsters consider us... blasphemous, abominations, terrible horrors. And, yet, those who we would serve in our darkness also consider us monsters. There is no pleasing some people. *grins* Heck, there is, for some of us, no pleasing anyone. Well, I think my Lord is... satisfied, understands, knows, and is grateful in His own way. Not sure about those like Dexter. Though given the givens, if there were such a one, I think... there might be room. Heck, all I can do, even for myself, is hope. Retired or not, and for now until then, I am what I am, if I was called.
Good day.
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A call to the phone company. Some trouble getting through, but I am motivated. I hoped a tech would be by in a week or three. Nope, today. No idea when, however, so... again... I am stuck at home. The fee is, usually, $75~$85 (couldn't make her out, both low volume plus English as a second language as well as disinterest). Since this is a new line, the fee is being waived. Or... I think that is what I heard. Fine, fine, the savings in going to landline is worth the hassle. And they are doing good, though in covering a mistake they shouldn't have made. The installer should have contacted me and checked. A good correction for a bad decision only receives a limited amount of gratitude. Still, could have been much worse.
I hope it is done earlier though. I am several days late picking up the steaks. It would be nice to get that today. I did show up Saturday, but was off a day and thought it was Friday. Yeah, I know. When you are just at flipping over and losing a day, telling which day it is becomes difficult. It may well have been Thursday when I called in the order and Friday when I went to bed. See what I mean? I do well at tracking the days, these days, but there are times which are more likely to end up in failure. Flipping days are among the most difficult, as well as getting used to medicine. Actually, I was running both scenarios.
Still dark. My mind is a bit klutzy. I am waking in the morning, and sleeping fairly well and right in the mid-evening. I won't complain. Oh, and it is a good cool feel. Not cold and not hot at all. Well, and I do like the dark, sometimes, more than not. Until I need the sun. Actually I think I can go either way, really needing the light or desperate for the dark... more the former these last few years... as I am awake more, and enjoy being awake more. I suppose when the heat becomes too much, and the summer draws long, that darkness is more wanted. Or any time I simply need more sleep.
I have been enjoying Dexter. As I might have mentioned, if our causes and exact natures are not identical, there are... similarities. His seems to be little, personal. If I have a major darkness, it will be global in it's reach. The funny thing is, as I have myself I would call him... monsters to monsters. We are the things monsters fear, should they ever think about it. Some of them would claim things like us, most monsters consider us... blasphemous, abominations, terrible horrors. And, yet, those who we would serve in our darkness also consider us monsters. There is no pleasing some people. *grins* Heck, there is, for some of us, no pleasing anyone. Well, I think my Lord is... satisfied, understands, knows, and is grateful in His own way. Not sure about those like Dexter. Though given the givens, if there were such a one, I think... there might be room. Heck, all I can do, even for myself, is hope. Retired or not, and for now until then, I am what I am, if I was called.
Good day.
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