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Not good or bad. Yet. Sleep was about perfect. Why my feet aren't freezing, ten degrees cooler, I can't say. It was 61° at waking, with one fan going, for fresh air. It was 66° downstairs, as per the furnace setting. It looks like it rained last night, some hours ago. Lots of rain, and cool temperatures... this summer.
I can't remember when I went to bed. I would guess, almost certainly, a bit after fifteen hundred but well before seventeen hundred. I looked, several times, while going to bed. I realized the time had not stuck in memory. So, once settled, I attempted to ascertain the time, but could not for the life of me roll, find the clock, and gain that data. I woke right around four thirty.
Today? Back to the list. It is a bit shorter. Dishes, vacuuming, folding laundry, a shower, cleaning the bathroom, cleaning the stove, oven, and counters. Uhrm, not, probably, all of that today. But, if I can get going, a good half to three quarters? Maybe. The bathroom stuff, counters, and stove top would be enough. More would be gravy. I'll thaw meat... chicken drummies and corned beef. That should last a week. I have fresh cabbage. A few young red potatoes and... something else... would be good.
I would also like testing the wattage on various fans. To see what really is the least expensive to run. I suspect the fans within the acs eat the most juice, but I may be totally wrong. I have three standing fans and two floor models to test, plus the two ac fans. No use testing ac, as they won't be doing much cooling, and even if they did, that isn't needed or probably wanted. As well, I may begin sealing doors and windows in various ways and installing added security features and locks. It all feels insubstantial, but I am nearly three hundred pounds of disciplined yet feral strength. It would need to be well embeded iron or plate steel, on similar or in security concrete for me not to flex tings. Imagine a three hundred pound bear, with a human-like brain, hungry, believing there is a big ball of honey on the other side. It's... always... hungry.
I cheated yesterday. Pasta. With more of that pork, ghee, and some diced fresh tomato. My so bad I'll finish it today. Still got blood sugar to 133 three hours later. Yeah, but it was delicious. I have to actually cheat at least monthly, sometimes every other month, sometimes twice a month. After today, back on the chain gang. If I could afford steaks, I would use those as my cheatmeals. They are so far out of my grasp at this point I have stopped looking. Even beef ribs are a rarity. So little for so much.
Well, that pasta, just with tomato and butter. Later.
Thursday, June 18, 2020
Wednesday, June 17, 2020
Hit a roadblock.
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Cool and dark. It got up to 50°, that I saw, but is back down to 46°. Rain has stopped, for several hours. My lack of work isn't from pain or illness, it's the darkness. If pain is creeping back in. Head and neck, for no good reason. I may try to manage, or just let it go? Never am sure which way to go.
I did put the sprouts were they would get any sun possible. Something does get through even a thick overcast. Though the sill area is cold. I am not sure how the two balance for or against growth. I keep checking to no real good. It is something to do. Hmm, I should probably turn one of the fans off upstairs. I like keeping one going at all times.
Hungry. Dinner shortly. Then to the ducks and girls. Food, water, litter, else. I didn't think to let the ducks out yesterday. Not because of the weather, they might enjoy that. I just wonder about increased risk of predation. I may let them out today. I think it's good for them, unless they are killed.
I have ordered parts to allow the computer to operate. Monday, I am told. I ordered several sorts, different brands, in case one doesn't work. I have found it just works out better. And, if they all work, other projects are possible. I might find the laptops, see about power cords, strip them of junk windows os, and install linux.
I need to find my phone. I... think it has been lost for a... while? Days? Anyway.
I am hoping to get some work today. After food and time to digest that. Later.
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Cool and dark. It got up to 50°, that I saw, but is back down to 46°. Rain has stopped, for several hours. My lack of work isn't from pain or illness, it's the darkness. If pain is creeping back in. Head and neck, for no good reason. I may try to manage, or just let it go? Never am sure which way to go.
I did put the sprouts were they would get any sun possible. Something does get through even a thick overcast. Though the sill area is cold. I am not sure how the two balance for or against growth. I keep checking to no real good. It is something to do. Hmm, I should probably turn one of the fans off upstairs. I like keeping one going at all times.
Hungry. Dinner shortly. Then to the ducks and girls. Food, water, litter, else. I didn't think to let the ducks out yesterday. Not because of the weather, they might enjoy that. I just wonder about increased risk of predation. I may let them out today. I think it's good for them, unless they are killed.
I have ordered parts to allow the computer to operate. Monday, I am told. I ordered several sorts, different brands, in case one doesn't work. I have found it just works out better. And, if they all work, other projects are possible. I might find the laptops, see about power cords, strip them of junk windows os, and install linux.
I need to find my phone. I... think it has been lost for a... while? Days? Anyway.
I am hoping to get some work today. After food and time to digest that. Later.
Up and okay.
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Still just a bit tired. I can't remember when I tumbled into bed? Between 14:00 and 16:00, I am almost certain. I woke at two, precisely. I... sat, looking at the clock for three minutes. I don't think I blinked, or thought. I could have stayed there much longer. Or I could have gone on back to sleep. I decided to rouse and wake, was able, so did so.
It read 64° upstairs, and indicated the same downstairs. Downstairs read 66°, which I trust as three thermometers read that and the thermostat is set to it. An hour and nearly a slow half hour later, I finally checked outside. Raining heavily and right at 40°. To be honest, I am surprised it isn't snowing. I haven't 'seen' that lately. It's just... it wouldn't surprise me... it could, might, fit.
I have reacclimated to the cool. A temperature of 64° is actually a warmer temperature, for upstairs. Only seen that warm or warmer from late spring to early fall, or four to five months a year. Usually. June 17th, is it? It should be difficult to get it down to 68°, even 70°, by this time. Oh, and yes, it rained much of yesterday and last night. I have some concern for flooding. Not... neighborhood, locally, probably, more regionally.
Assuming wuhan virus has any validity, one has to wonder why the left would encourage mass riots? They are the party which worships death, from abortion to forcing china virus patients back into nursing homes. Medicine was insane before that, and hand in hand with lawyers and the courts as seen with the end of religious rights in America at the scotus, all are pushing against what is biblically true.
Are they trying to eliminate a lot of blacks and browns. Letting them do it to themselves? As with slavery through debt, it is easier to deny culpability by giving impossible choices to fools, then claiming you were just trying to be nice, or fair, perhaps righteous. Not that they could stop all of it, but they could cool things and not send the fib's flying monkey troupes, blm and antifa, to stir and encourage.
As well as supporting from corporate, to broadcast, to political. Do you really think any of those solid white corporate headquarters, publishers, or dem party, or slave hiring companies like Nike, give a flying fuck about a herd population of knuckle-dragging dead-enders? The trough they are feeding from in the riots is too easy, was bankrupt anyway. It is poison. Let them enjoy, for a while. Maybe there is a decisive deepstate.
Today? If I can get going, back to the list. A trim shortly. I did set up the dehydrator baskets. So a run through dishes. I should be able to finish kitchen dishes. A shower in there. Then to scouring the bathroom. I may see about moving the shower curtain, and repairing the wall behind it. Yea, I... will try to work, create, do, today. Later.
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Still just a bit tired. I can't remember when I tumbled into bed? Between 14:00 and 16:00, I am almost certain. I woke at two, precisely. I... sat, looking at the clock for three minutes. I don't think I blinked, or thought. I could have stayed there much longer. Or I could have gone on back to sleep. I decided to rouse and wake, was able, so did so.
It read 64° upstairs, and indicated the same downstairs. Downstairs read 66°, which I trust as three thermometers read that and the thermostat is set to it. An hour and nearly a slow half hour later, I finally checked outside. Raining heavily and right at 40°. To be honest, I am surprised it isn't snowing. I haven't 'seen' that lately. It's just... it wouldn't surprise me... it could, might, fit.
I have reacclimated to the cool. A temperature of 64° is actually a warmer temperature, for upstairs. Only seen that warm or warmer from late spring to early fall, or four to five months a year. Usually. June 17th, is it? It should be difficult to get it down to 68°, even 70°, by this time. Oh, and yes, it rained much of yesterday and last night. I have some concern for flooding. Not... neighborhood, locally, probably, more regionally.
Assuming wuhan virus has any validity, one has to wonder why the left would encourage mass riots? They are the party which worships death, from abortion to forcing china virus patients back into nursing homes. Medicine was insane before that, and hand in hand with lawyers and the courts as seen with the end of religious rights in America at the scotus, all are pushing against what is biblically true.
Are they trying to eliminate a lot of blacks and browns. Letting them do it to themselves? As with slavery through debt, it is easier to deny culpability by giving impossible choices to fools, then claiming you were just trying to be nice, or fair, perhaps righteous. Not that they could stop all of it, but they could cool things and not send the fib's flying monkey troupes, blm and antifa, to stir and encourage.
As well as supporting from corporate, to broadcast, to political. Do you really think any of those solid white corporate headquarters, publishers, or dem party, or slave hiring companies like Nike, give a flying fuck about a herd population of knuckle-dragging dead-enders? The trough they are feeding from in the riots is too easy, was bankrupt anyway. It is poison. Let them enjoy, for a while. Maybe there is a decisive deepstate.
Today? If I can get going, back to the list. A trim shortly. I did set up the dehydrator baskets. So a run through dishes. I should be able to finish kitchen dishes. A shower in there. Then to scouring the bathroom. I may see about moving the shower curtain, and repairing the wall behind it. Yea, I... will try to work, create, do, today. Later.
Tuesday, June 16, 2020
Not a bad run.
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A reasonable run, if nearly impossible. I kept going. All the dishes, including breakfast dishes, are washed and soaking again. Except what doesn't fit. A few pans. A counter and half were cleaned too. Trash and recycling, plus a final litter clearing, and all out. A shower, if I forgot to trim my beard. When dry, that will be managed.
Breakfast was excellent. I diced a few slices from the superior pork roast, sliced green olives, added cheese and whole raw cream, fluffed well, and baked for thirty five at 385° F. Remember, altitude requires a bit more, usually. I let it go another nearly ten minutes.
It just, to my mind and senses, didn't seem done. So I shut the oven off, opened the door, and let it set in there for another ten minutes. I quartered the only avocado nearly ripe, carving one quarter into three pieces as a side. Fresh chives were divied into coins for on top. And a few slices of tomato were diced as an additional garnish. All the fuss paid off. To my preferences, that was perfect. The rest of the tomato was diced and stored.
That is one of the best meals, as with the pork roast, I have had in a very long while. No biscuits, that was too ambitious with all else. Hmm, gravy, some meat, and biscuits sounds excellent. I may try to add hussle and get biscuits made ahead of time, except for the baking. Pancakes too. Do those the night before. Different nights of course.
It is still raining and still 46° outside. It is 69° in the main, 66°up front... baking warmed the place. I'll bet upstairs is 66° or close, cooler if anything. I wasn't feeling tired when I sat down to write. I certainly am now. Vacuuming, folding, the rest of the counters, dishes of all sorts, and all other proposals have been moved to tomorrow. Nearly tunnel vision sort of tired.
Still, not a complaint. I did well. Impossibly well. I enjoyed the work. It didn't feel like work. It was absolutely effortless. That is how life once was. Now it's a few days a year. What a joy, gift. If I could do this every day I would... though then I would need to figure out how to get a camel through the eye of the needle. Okay, in real terms... I actually like it in these current shoes. Some don't understand, some never will.
It's bedtime. After a bit to drink, then when I can get up. Cold tea really hits the spot. So amazingly exhausted all of a sudden. Good night.
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A reasonable run, if nearly impossible. I kept going. All the dishes, including breakfast dishes, are washed and soaking again. Except what doesn't fit. A few pans. A counter and half were cleaned too. Trash and recycling, plus a final litter clearing, and all out. A shower, if I forgot to trim my beard. When dry, that will be managed.
Breakfast was excellent. I diced a few slices from the superior pork roast, sliced green olives, added cheese and whole raw cream, fluffed well, and baked for thirty five at 385° F. Remember, altitude requires a bit more, usually. I let it go another nearly ten minutes.
It just, to my mind and senses, didn't seem done. So I shut the oven off, opened the door, and let it set in there for another ten minutes. I quartered the only avocado nearly ripe, carving one quarter into three pieces as a side. Fresh chives were divied into coins for on top. And a few slices of tomato were diced as an additional garnish. All the fuss paid off. To my preferences, that was perfect. The rest of the tomato was diced and stored.
That is one of the best meals, as with the pork roast, I have had in a very long while. No biscuits, that was too ambitious with all else. Hmm, gravy, some meat, and biscuits sounds excellent. I may try to add hussle and get biscuits made ahead of time, except for the baking. Pancakes too. Do those the night before. Different nights of course.
It is still raining and still 46° outside. It is 69° in the main, 66°up front... baking warmed the place. I'll bet upstairs is 66° or close, cooler if anything. I wasn't feeling tired when I sat down to write. I certainly am now. Vacuuming, folding, the rest of the counters, dishes of all sorts, and all other proposals have been moved to tomorrow. Nearly tunnel vision sort of tired.
Still, not a complaint. I did well. Impossibly well. I enjoyed the work. It didn't feel like work. It was absolutely effortless. That is how life once was. Now it's a few days a year. What a joy, gift. If I could do this every day I would... though then I would need to figure out how to get a camel through the eye of the needle. Okay, in real terms... I actually like it in these current shoes. Some don't understand, some never will.
It's bedtime. After a bit to drink, then when I can get up. Cold tea really hits the spot. So amazingly exhausted all of a sudden. Good night.
A very good beginning.
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It took a while to get going. A bit of reading, considering, and waking. I keep trying to figure a few things out. One thing that has been on my mind since moving here was a clothesline. Metal or wooden, cemented in, but with a pulley system. The details, particular hardware, my finances (if, I am suspecting, through thievery most close), and tools, were all lacking or swimming through my thoughts as a school of fish through my grasp.
I... think I have what is needed, save a few pieces of hardware, and a stolen extended breaker bar... iron staff or beam more like. I can get that, after getting my garage sealed. A broken window, or locks, will clue me to find what is gone, and file an insurance claim and criminal complaint. One $50-$70 tool? I wish it was just that. Hundreds, probably thousands.
I added a few more security parts to the door. More soon, more arriving, more in the basket. Not all of it is singular, or simply obvious. A whole window sealed in plastic acts as both weather-proofing and as a signal of entry. As I said, b&e is as simple as breaking glass... currently. I might be able to change some of that, but definitely not all of it. And, ten, one inch eye bolts, driven into a door, a bit of steel cable, and a tow truck, will easily defeat anything I could put up... assuming a lot of bulletproofing or lots of accurate incoming firepower on their part. Defense is eventually a losing bet.
After, I set up dishes, most of them? Then reset sprouts, while starting a new batch, with the fresh seeds which arrived yesterday. I finally got the bins, trash and recycling, bagged. I then collected trash and recycling. I will get one bag of each out yet today, which will be everything. Small bags, but it's... the smell. Litter was hit in there too.
Now, to get a shower. Then one last use of the big tub, for... not exactly dishes... the dehydrator baskets need cleaning. Too large for the sink, any of them. It will be an easy, fast, light task. A trim before a shower. Perhaps a shave after? I will try to get to even that. Things are chugging right along, amazingly. I'll go for as long as possible.
It was 46° before dawn. Cloudy. Well after daybreak and not only is it still dark, overcast, but it was raining last I checked. Up to 48°, for whatever that is worth. Odd how sometimes the weather crashes my systems, other times it does nothing, and sometimes it jacks the gig into overdrive. Oh, I should start that omelette casserole. A treat, well earned. Cheese, sliced green olives, carnitas, and...? Later.
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It took a while to get going. A bit of reading, considering, and waking. I keep trying to figure a few things out. One thing that has been on my mind since moving here was a clothesline. Metal or wooden, cemented in, but with a pulley system. The details, particular hardware, my finances (if, I am suspecting, through thievery most close), and tools, were all lacking or swimming through my thoughts as a school of fish through my grasp.
I... think I have what is needed, save a few pieces of hardware, and a stolen extended breaker bar... iron staff or beam more like. I can get that, after getting my garage sealed. A broken window, or locks, will clue me to find what is gone, and file an insurance claim and criminal complaint. One $50-$70 tool? I wish it was just that. Hundreds, probably thousands.
I added a few more security parts to the door. More soon, more arriving, more in the basket. Not all of it is singular, or simply obvious. A whole window sealed in plastic acts as both weather-proofing and as a signal of entry. As I said, b&e is as simple as breaking glass... currently. I might be able to change some of that, but definitely not all of it. And, ten, one inch eye bolts, driven into a door, a bit of steel cable, and a tow truck, will easily defeat anything I could put up... assuming a lot of bulletproofing or lots of accurate incoming firepower on their part. Defense is eventually a losing bet.
After, I set up dishes, most of them? Then reset sprouts, while starting a new batch, with the fresh seeds which arrived yesterday. I finally got the bins, trash and recycling, bagged. I then collected trash and recycling. I will get one bag of each out yet today, which will be everything. Small bags, but it's... the smell. Litter was hit in there too.
Now, to get a shower. Then one last use of the big tub, for... not exactly dishes... the dehydrator baskets need cleaning. Too large for the sink, any of them. It will be an easy, fast, light task. A trim before a shower. Perhaps a shave after? I will try to get to even that. Things are chugging right along, amazingly. I'll go for as long as possible.
It was 46° before dawn. Cloudy. Well after daybreak and not only is it still dark, overcast, but it was raining last I checked. Up to 48°, for whatever that is worth. Odd how sometimes the weather crashes my systems, other times it does nothing, and sometimes it jacks the gig into overdrive. Oh, I should start that omelette casserole. A treat, well earned. Cheese, sliced green olives, carnitas, and...? Later.
Not brutal, not good.
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Bloat? Feels like it. Midsection and internals are ginger. I don't mean red. Shoulders are sore, muscles, ligaments, tendons? Whatever can be felt does hurt. It is all mild, top to midsection, but with enough volume to have produced a stress headache while I slept. Further a migraine is trying to open shop above my left brow. But , I actually think I may be otherwise more awake and able.
What to do? Treat the pain as possible, fix something to eat... the migraine nausea can almost always be eased by the right foods, and begin planning as I wake. If exhaustion reasserts, to the point of stopping action, an immediate sleep, rather than drifting through insomnia, will end in a short hard nap, offering my best opportunity at work. I can't always remember, then do, these things. They don't always work. But when pressed... I... need to get back to work.
All dishes, folding the last of the laundry, all the counters, dicing at least one tomato, a baked omelette, a shower, cleaning the bathroom, trimming the beard to as close to nubs as possible making way for a shave soon, and vacuuming the open living room then taking the vacuum back upstairs to hit up there again soon. I want baking powder, to sprinkle the carpets with upstairs first. I used to have half a dozen boxes in storage... gone. I had thought of adding diatomacious earth. I don't have bugs, but... that would keep else from considering a move. Actually, dusting after the vacuuming would be more efficacious in that regard. Food grade, no risk to us critters.
I woke a bit before dusk, just enough to let the ducks in. Not only is it good for them to be out, it is drying out their pen. If Boss would return my equipment, I could empty their pen one of these mornings or nights, and freshen, plus adding clean hay. Need the wheelbarrow. I think they are attempting to nest again, it just... It's too messy. I will just collect eggs... though... I could try to incubate? Hmm...
As the place is getting cleared and cleaned, solutions to old vexing difficulties are being found. They haven't all been found, or if found arrived, or if arrived been implemented, but... Everything from missing items leading to security devices and procedures, to a cutting board holder, and into other troubles never solved because clutter took over before solutions were found then seen through. Was clutter the problem, or the lack of solutions (and willingness to toss)? As I open, clean, and sort, I am trying to solve problems and storage issues as I go. Everything has to have a place, or be let go. Otherwise insanity ensues.
Well, the plan, some ideas, aspirin first. And setting up the rest of my medicines. Not hungry, nauseous, but an slice of omelette should fix that. It was 70° upstairs, downstairs in the main and front room, 60° outside. I've opened things, for what good it will do. It feels a rather warm 70°? Strangely, and somehow, yes. Later.
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Bloat? Feels like it. Midsection and internals are ginger. I don't mean red. Shoulders are sore, muscles, ligaments, tendons? Whatever can be felt does hurt. It is all mild, top to midsection, but with enough volume to have produced a stress headache while I slept. Further a migraine is trying to open shop above my left brow. But , I actually think I may be otherwise more awake and able.
What to do? Treat the pain as possible, fix something to eat... the migraine nausea can almost always be eased by the right foods, and begin planning as I wake. If exhaustion reasserts, to the point of stopping action, an immediate sleep, rather than drifting through insomnia, will end in a short hard nap, offering my best opportunity at work. I can't always remember, then do, these things. They don't always work. But when pressed... I... need to get back to work.
All dishes, folding the last of the laundry, all the counters, dicing at least one tomato, a baked omelette, a shower, cleaning the bathroom, trimming the beard to as close to nubs as possible making way for a shave soon, and vacuuming the open living room then taking the vacuum back upstairs to hit up there again soon. I want baking powder, to sprinkle the carpets with upstairs first. I used to have half a dozen boxes in storage... gone. I had thought of adding diatomacious earth. I don't have bugs, but... that would keep else from considering a move. Actually, dusting after the vacuuming would be more efficacious in that regard. Food grade, no risk to us critters.
I woke a bit before dusk, just enough to let the ducks in. Not only is it good for them to be out, it is drying out their pen. If Boss would return my equipment, I could empty their pen one of these mornings or nights, and freshen, plus adding clean hay. Need the wheelbarrow. I think they are attempting to nest again, it just... It's too messy. I will just collect eggs... though... I could try to incubate? Hmm...
As the place is getting cleared and cleaned, solutions to old vexing difficulties are being found. They haven't all been found, or if found arrived, or if arrived been implemented, but... Everything from missing items leading to security devices and procedures, to a cutting board holder, and into other troubles never solved because clutter took over before solutions were found then seen through. Was clutter the problem, or the lack of solutions (and willingness to toss)? As I open, clean, and sort, I am trying to solve problems and storage issues as I go. Everything has to have a place, or be let go. Otherwise insanity ensues.
Well, the plan, some ideas, aspirin first. And setting up the rest of my medicines. Not hungry, nauseous, but an slice of omelette should fix that. It was 70° upstairs, downstairs in the main and front room, 60° outside. I've opened things, for what good it will do. It feels a rather warm 70°? Strangely, and somehow, yes. Later.
Monday, June 15, 2020
Oh well.
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Breakfast didn't turn out well. Overcooked the carnitas. The eggs were good. Still, a warm meal was good. I have more carnitas for the baked omelette. With cheese, a bit more seasoning, and chives, it should be better. I might even make keto biscuits. I haven't tried it, but I purchased carbquik... a low carb version of bisquik? Similar.
Now, this stuff gets mixed reviews, at best. However, if you read the instructions, for what is essentially a flour replacement, low marks make sense. So I went looking for someone with experience cooking and baking, who would... do it right. I wish I could embed her videos. Her vids are Debbie's Back Porch, and the ones I saw were biscuits, pancakes, frybread, and chicken batter.
She says at least the pancakes are so alike you won't notice, but most are a bit off. I'd bet money these are a ton better than stock recipes, and perhaps she is being modest. I'll find out soon. I'll be doing the biscuits tomorrow, and maybe the pancakes the day after. Even as a replacement, you can't have this very often. A few times a week, max. I am excited.
The ducks are out, and happily. I left the water running for just a bit. I don't know if I will get to more, but I will try to be awake for a while longer. A few more to five more hours, if possible. I am trying to sort out days and nights. Bleh. And food, chores, life, and else. I have to be up to put let them in the hutch before dark is all. Later.
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Breakfast didn't turn out well. Overcooked the carnitas. The eggs were good. Still, a warm meal was good. I have more carnitas for the baked omelette. With cheese, a bit more seasoning, and chives, it should be better. I might even make keto biscuits. I haven't tried it, but I purchased carbquik... a low carb version of bisquik? Similar.
Now, this stuff gets mixed reviews, at best. However, if you read the instructions, for what is essentially a flour replacement, low marks make sense. So I went looking for someone with experience cooking and baking, who would... do it right. I wish I could embed her videos. Her vids are Debbie's Back Porch, and the ones I saw were biscuits, pancakes, frybread, and chicken batter.
She says at least the pancakes are so alike you won't notice, but most are a bit off. I'd bet money these are a ton better than stock recipes, and perhaps she is being modest. I'll find out soon. I'll be doing the biscuits tomorrow, and maybe the pancakes the day after. Even as a replacement, you can't have this very often. A few times a week, max. I am excited.
The ducks are out, and happily. I left the water running for just a bit. I don't know if I will get to more, but I will try to be awake for a while longer. A few more to five more hours, if possible. I am trying to sort out days and nights. Bleh. And food, chores, life, and else. I have to be up to put let them in the hutch before dark is all. Later.
Not... no.
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I did work with the android. I looked over the pc. I realized I had no card reader for the play station. Nothing worked out. I do know where to go to get what I need to download, and various ways to use the various downloads. I may have it downloaded... somewhere. Perhaps. But... I haven't found the file, so either I didn't get it or the filing system... is too alien for a simple check.
Okay. I went back over it, found where to check files, not just file memory, so attempted to download again. Both to the card and to internal memory. It did something weird, but definitely didn't download a zip or image. Or it isn't showing up as such. What I need for the computer is an x-pin to hdmi cable. Always something.
Anyway, after the first attempt I took a break, had a meal, but couldn't get going again until a bit ago. I am working on carnitas. I will either, after finishing them, fry a few eggs to go with some of them, or then do an omelette casserole. Probably just with a few eggs this morning. It was 42° well after sunrise this morning. At 8:00 it is 50° F.
I am hoping it warms in a bit, so as to let the ducks out. I am sure this weather isn't an issue for them, usually. But the fluxuations might be as difficult on them as me. I want to care for them as is possible. As to rabbits, I am pretty sure I haved decided on the rexes.
Yeah. I just need this and part of next month to afford, build, and install the cages. I could do that immediately, but... not willing to press finances. And it is looking more and more like no more money is coming in. I would like to see them soon, make a few choices, even put some money down on them. Required cages size is a part of my consideration. I wouldn't start with husbandry until September or October anyway. I am thinking only two litters a year? Maybe three.
I am hoping dinner... or breakfast really, sort of... will get me ready to work. A shower, the few dishes left, and work in the bathroom. I failed to get the bins bagged and trash out. Maybe bagging a bin a day until done? I can't do all of them at once, which is why that didn't get done. Yea, break it up.
Best get ready to check the carnitas and get going with breakfast. I will only crisp what I will be using immediately. The rest will cool and get stored confit style, packed in the cooking fat and lard. If you can't go the easy sausage way, this isn't a bad alternative. It only gets tastier over time. Later.
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I did work with the android. I looked over the pc. I realized I had no card reader for the play station. Nothing worked out. I do know where to go to get what I need to download, and various ways to use the various downloads. I may have it downloaded... somewhere. Perhaps. But... I haven't found the file, so either I didn't get it or the filing system... is too alien for a simple check.
Okay. I went back over it, found where to check files, not just file memory, so attempted to download again. Both to the card and to internal memory. It did something weird, but definitely didn't download a zip or image. Or it isn't showing up as such. What I need for the computer is an x-pin to hdmi cable. Always something.
Anyway, after the first attempt I took a break, had a meal, but couldn't get going again until a bit ago. I am working on carnitas. I will either, after finishing them, fry a few eggs to go with some of them, or then do an omelette casserole. Probably just with a few eggs this morning. It was 42° well after sunrise this morning. At 8:00 it is 50° F.
I am hoping it warms in a bit, so as to let the ducks out. I am sure this weather isn't an issue for them, usually. But the fluxuations might be as difficult on them as me. I want to care for them as is possible. As to rabbits, I am pretty sure I haved decided on the rexes.
Yeah. I just need this and part of next month to afford, build, and install the cages. I could do that immediately, but... not willing to press finances. And it is looking more and more like no more money is coming in. I would like to see them soon, make a few choices, even put some money down on them. Required cages size is a part of my consideration. I wouldn't start with husbandry until September or October anyway. I am thinking only two litters a year? Maybe three.
I am hoping dinner... or breakfast really, sort of... will get me ready to work. A shower, the few dishes left, and work in the bathroom. I failed to get the bins bagged and trash out. Maybe bagging a bin a day until done? I can't do all of them at once, which is why that didn't get done. Yea, break it up.
Best get ready to check the carnitas and get going with breakfast. I will only crisp what I will be using immediately. The rest will cool and get stored confit style, packed in the cooking fat and lard. If you can't go the easy sausage way, this isn't a bad alternative. It only gets tastier over time. Later.
Sunday, June 14, 2020
Such generous sleep.
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Generous? Crushing? I didn't sleep as I suspected I would. I was awake until 14:30... IF memory serves. I am pretty sure. Then I slept to 21:30 to 22:00. Sam was hungry. If using ac, I close up shop. But with it 70° outside, inside, and 68° upstairs, I just went with two fans and an open door. It didn't look to be warming outside.
It was 68° upstairs, 70° downstairs, and 58° outside at the crack of dusk, probably a wee after, when waking. The girls have been fed, the ducks will be shortly. Not a great schedule, but it's what I can do. Litter, bagging, and trash out. I have been sleeping so much that I have produced very little trash. Still, out!
I am going to figure out how to download one or several OS's for the various raspberry pi's, along with some specific programs, apps, or such... for various apps. An unused computer, a game console, and a smart phone, all with different and partially gimp issues. Actually, I am hoping to figure it all on each. Redundancy.
No, I do not integrate my systems. Never have. Convenient? Sure! So is not locking your house or auto, going with password as your password, and answering any question without regard to safety or security. If integrated, and one thing is cracked or fails... not how I work. Keep them separated.
If I get frustrated with mind work, I can always work on the bathroom. And I have good food ready to eat. Oh, I was happily surprised there weren't any limits on purchases, at the store I was in. I was expecting it. Still, I try to limit my shopping to a few packages per item, if price was incentive enough for some of it. Though hardware and grocery stores all had things just... not there. Large empty spaces. Just not what I was seeking.
My mother called. She is changing her medicine. Unilaterally. All good. Ultimately we are responsible, doctors are informed employees... if always looking to make a buck and dependent on specialists, pharmacists, drug makers, and lawyers who are all also trying to make bucks while scratching each others' backs. We have to watch out for ourselves. They don't, necessarily.
She is holding off hip surgery to find out what the back doctor has to say. As, according to the hip specialist, that is where her pain is emanating. She has had two major back surgeries. They have done all they can for that. Ugh. She is holding off surgery until the back specialist and winter. Recovery is so much easier in the winter.
I told her, if she wanted, I would stay with her. She almost started crying, silly goose. It'll be a bit complicated, but... I have been there for those usually. I'm not perfect, but I do okay. Getting help with a few things, but being there to give meds or help as needed... I am not perfect, but I actually do okay. Perhaps having a few people lined up to bring a few meals each week. Perhaps even help with housecleaning, a once a week thing. I'm just not good at some things. But I am strong enough and gentle enough to help her move, walk, roll, or such. I'll even get her jelly cookies.
Hmm? I don't know. Only a bite to eat in a bit, then on to it. Later.
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Generous? Crushing? I didn't sleep as I suspected I would. I was awake until 14:30... IF memory serves. I am pretty sure. Then I slept to 21:30 to 22:00. Sam was hungry. If using ac, I close up shop. But with it 70° outside, inside, and 68° upstairs, I just went with two fans and an open door. It didn't look to be warming outside.
It was 68° upstairs, 70° downstairs, and 58° outside at the crack of dusk, probably a wee after, when waking. The girls have been fed, the ducks will be shortly. Not a great schedule, but it's what I can do. Litter, bagging, and trash out. I have been sleeping so much that I have produced very little trash. Still, out!
I am going to figure out how to download one or several OS's for the various raspberry pi's, along with some specific programs, apps, or such... for various apps. An unused computer, a game console, and a smart phone, all with different and partially gimp issues. Actually, I am hoping to figure it all on each. Redundancy.
No, I do not integrate my systems. Never have. Convenient? Sure! So is not locking your house or auto, going with password as your password, and answering any question without regard to safety or security. If integrated, and one thing is cracked or fails... not how I work. Keep them separated.
If I get frustrated with mind work, I can always work on the bathroom. And I have good food ready to eat. Oh, I was happily surprised there weren't any limits on purchases, at the store I was in. I was expecting it. Still, I try to limit my shopping to a few packages per item, if price was incentive enough for some of it. Though hardware and grocery stores all had things just... not there. Large empty spaces. Just not what I was seeking.
My mother called. She is changing her medicine. Unilaterally. All good. Ultimately we are responsible, doctors are informed employees... if always looking to make a buck and dependent on specialists, pharmacists, drug makers, and lawyers who are all also trying to make bucks while scratching each others' backs. We have to watch out for ourselves. They don't, necessarily.
She is holding off hip surgery to find out what the back doctor has to say. As, according to the hip specialist, that is where her pain is emanating. She has had two major back surgeries. They have done all they can for that. Ugh. She is holding off surgery until the back specialist and winter. Recovery is so much easier in the winter.
I told her, if she wanted, I would stay with her. She almost started crying, silly goose. It'll be a bit complicated, but... I have been there for those usually. I'm not perfect, but I do okay. Getting help with a few things, but being there to give meds or help as needed... I am not perfect, but I actually do okay. Perhaps having a few people lined up to bring a few meals each week. Perhaps even help with housecleaning, a once a week thing. I'm just not good at some things. But I am strong enough and gentle enough to help her move, walk, roll, or such. I'll even get her jelly cookies.
Hmm? I don't know. Only a bite to eat in a bit, then on to it. Later.
No sleep.
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It wasn't available. The temperature has read 70° to 71° in here, but it feels quite cold. At 7:30, it was 45° outside. At a quarter after nine, it is 58°. Very strange weather. Beyond the cool, the air feels thin. Thinner than usual. At 4.5k altitude, it has always felt thin. This feels much higher. Less stuff in the air from China? The odder things get, the more I suspect.
Of course, they were slaving their environment as well as their people, for Western bittens and bows. But there were bound to be repercussions. It isn't just them. India too. Is India still in lockdown? Last I heard, they were. I still don't believe lockdowns have anything to do with Wuhan virus, real or not.
It isn't pollution, either. It is the melt down after .gov and central banks stretching then destroying natural markets. Why do people buy, even to beyond their means? In part herd mentality. If that isn't as stupid as it seems. No, what is in the air is an economic collapse, created long ago, just being applied now in as controlled a manner as possible.
Often it is wise to go along with the herd until or unless you realize the source of danger or distress and then find a better path. Otherwise you find yourself all alone, facing bad odds. Oh, the best predators want total herd mentality. But the absolutely most vicious predators want weak herd mentality. In this case, saving money puts you in danger from banks and government predation. Spending all your money leaves you less opportunity, and at risk of predatory lending, but your money isn't rotting on the vine due to little interest and high inflation.
Money is financial death, if stocks are bankrupt. Between what companies are really bringing in, have out in stocks and else, plus company debt, none have any real chance at solvency. Remember when oil was selling for negative prices? That was a rip in the cloak, allowing you to see the bones of the truth. Have you heard that Hertz, in bankruptcy, is about to tender a $B in new stock... as a bankrupt entity! Yea.
This has nothing to do with a pandemic, the environment, or people. The economy has been a zombie, very possibly, since I was in high school. They have been trying to sort it out, but there wasn't a way. They keep trying, each attempt more ridiculous than the last. But they have kept things going, if wiping out various segments of business and banking as they go.
It is the cost of debt driven fiat currency. It has never worked. It always ends in disaster. Well, and it destroys every business which is involved. The reason they have kept it going so long is because every nation and company is enrolled. That won't save the systems. That is what lockdowns are about. They had to stop all the dumping of poorly advised spending, and debt, based on the destruction of the markets through easy financing.
That, my friends, is what is happening. As to global warming? Lets just say that myth was another failed attempt by globalists to send poisonous work overseas, and increase it's lethality, for various reasons. I am betting some of the globalists realized pollution was the only thing keeping the planet moderately warmer. It's not going to get better for a long time. Get a parka, a good one, and learn to dine on hunger and flavor. The choice won't always be yours. Later.
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It wasn't available. The temperature has read 70° to 71° in here, but it feels quite cold. At 7:30, it was 45° outside. At a quarter after nine, it is 58°. Very strange weather. Beyond the cool, the air feels thin. Thinner than usual. At 4.5k altitude, it has always felt thin. This feels much higher. Less stuff in the air from China? The odder things get, the more I suspect.
Of course, they were slaving their environment as well as their people, for Western bittens and bows. But there were bound to be repercussions. It isn't just them. India too. Is India still in lockdown? Last I heard, they were. I still don't believe lockdowns have anything to do with Wuhan virus, real or not.
It isn't pollution, either. It is the melt down after .gov and central banks stretching then destroying natural markets. Why do people buy, even to beyond their means? In part herd mentality. If that isn't as stupid as it seems. No, what is in the air is an economic collapse, created long ago, just being applied now in as controlled a manner as possible.
Often it is wise to go along with the herd until or unless you realize the source of danger or distress and then find a better path. Otherwise you find yourself all alone, facing bad odds. Oh, the best predators want total herd mentality. But the absolutely most vicious predators want weak herd mentality. In this case, saving money puts you in danger from banks and government predation. Spending all your money leaves you less opportunity, and at risk of predatory lending, but your money isn't rotting on the vine due to little interest and high inflation.
Money is financial death, if stocks are bankrupt. Between what companies are really bringing in, have out in stocks and else, plus company debt, none have any real chance at solvency. Remember when oil was selling for negative prices? That was a rip in the cloak, allowing you to see the bones of the truth. Have you heard that Hertz, in bankruptcy, is about to tender a $B in new stock... as a bankrupt entity! Yea.
This has nothing to do with a pandemic, the environment, or people. The economy has been a zombie, very possibly, since I was in high school. They have been trying to sort it out, but there wasn't a way. They keep trying, each attempt more ridiculous than the last. But they have kept things going, if wiping out various segments of business and banking as they go.
It is the cost of debt driven fiat currency. It has never worked. It always ends in disaster. Well, and it destroys every business which is involved. The reason they have kept it going so long is because every nation and company is enrolled. That won't save the systems. That is what lockdowns are about. They had to stop all the dumping of poorly advised spending, and debt, based on the destruction of the markets through easy financing.
That, my friends, is what is happening. As to global warming? Lets just say that myth was another failed attempt by globalists to send poisonous work overseas, and increase it's lethality, for various reasons. I am betting some of the globalists realized pollution was the only thing keeping the planet moderately warmer. It's not going to get better for a long time. Get a parka, a good one, and learn to dine on hunger and flavor. The choice won't always be yours. Later.
A very long sleep.
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I woke several times. Two? Three? Before being able to wake at 1:30ish. At 68° to 71°, it wasn't too hot or cold. Perhaps for the time of year, not sure if that matters? No weather system going through, showing in any real way. I can't tell you why, only that I had to work hard to get out of bed. I am not sure I will be awake for long.
I reset the radish sprouts. They are sprouting, but slowly. I have more, fresher seeds, on the way. I will be price checking locally, and for differing varieties. Just because it is hippie crap doesn't mean it is all crap. Since I can't keep a garden, this is as close as I get to fresh greens. Actually, it IS fresh greens, minus weeding, major watering systems, big planting ops, fertilizing, and being outdoors for hours a day. A garden is better, but beyond my flesh.
It just isn't traditional greens, or recent history traditional greens. I suspect cavemen, barbarians through the ages, and simple nomads, pilgrims, and settlers have lived on these, before storebought became the cargo cult of commerce and food, so that selfsustainability has become a culture sign of backwardness.
Dinner. That pork is seriously excellent. The fat and meat as butter on toast, melt and blend to perfection. As such, four to five ounces is easily enough. A few dishes put away, supper dishes to get a start shortly. I am probably going back to sleep in a bit. Leaving bagging, trash collection and removal, and the bathroom for tomorrow. Ugh. So very tired.
Good night, again.
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I woke several times. Two? Three? Before being able to wake at 1:30ish. At 68° to 71°, it wasn't too hot or cold. Perhaps for the time of year, not sure if that matters? No weather system going through, showing in any real way. I can't tell you why, only that I had to work hard to get out of bed. I am not sure I will be awake for long.
I reset the radish sprouts. They are sprouting, but slowly. I have more, fresher seeds, on the way. I will be price checking locally, and for differing varieties. Just because it is hippie crap doesn't mean it is all crap. Since I can't keep a garden, this is as close as I get to fresh greens. Actually, it IS fresh greens, minus weeding, major watering systems, big planting ops, fertilizing, and being outdoors for hours a day. A garden is better, but beyond my flesh.
It just isn't traditional greens, or recent history traditional greens. I suspect cavemen, barbarians through the ages, and simple nomads, pilgrims, and settlers have lived on these, before storebought became the cargo cult of commerce and food, so that selfsustainability has become a culture sign of backwardness.
Dinner. That pork is seriously excellent. The fat and meat as butter on toast, melt and blend to perfection. As such, four to five ounces is easily enough. A few dishes put away, supper dishes to get a start shortly. I am probably going back to sleep in a bit. Leaving bagging, trash collection and removal, and the bathroom for tomorrow. Ugh. So very tired.
Good night, again.
Saturday, June 13, 2020
A very good sleep.
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I am not quite sure I am staying awake. Sleep was very good, yesterday if a lighter work day than hoped was fantastic, and I am feeling quite well today. I just can't be certain I am able to stay awake. This is very unusual for me. Usually, when I wake, that is that. A bit frustrating. A minor annoyance.
I want to work. I want to get bins bagged, litter cleared, trash collected and out, then on to a shower and cleaning the bathroom. Oh, and cooking carnitas, the last bit for the week. I may have some of those fresh and hot on a salad when done. HUNGRY! The majority will be reserved for an baked omelette, though a small portion will be reserved for another salad later in the week. A pound of meat will be a part of about eight to ten light meals. I will work, if I am staying up, or when I get back up.
A... strange day. It is just 18:00, but only 72° outside. As well, it is 71° in the main, 75° up front, and was 71° upstairs, when I woke... with a fan and one ac going. It must not have gotten very warm today? It had begun hitting the eighties. Very strange to see it backtrack, again. A peculiar year. Summer almost has to eventually hit, just not quite yet... or today. Ah! That is why I am struggling. It cooled.
I almost wonder if China and India were allowed unfettered greenhouse gasses, and others such as fluorocarbons, to prove something right that globalists knew to be untrue. And, while it is untrue, unfettered explosive usage was having such a devastating local or regional effect, even communists were appalled at the human destruction taking place and that which was coming. They pulled the plug. The world is rethinking it's strategies for the way forward. Or their overlords did.
Look to what is remaining available and where it is coming from. Having a single globalist source for much, which is... oppositionally to the theory... required, isn't sustainable. Was the pandemic, real, natural, manmade, accidental, or intentional, an Achilles heel or a kill switch for the project? Some trains can only be stopped via derailment.
Anyway... I did review the rex versus new zealand rabbits. I am thinking, probably, so far, I am favoring the rex. The nz's get up to weight faster. And I am efficiency minded. But that isn't the complete consideration. I prefer to work with better natured animals. I might consider, soon or late, using the pelts. And... the eggs! What would Easter be without them! ;p Well, there are... other considerations, I just... back to bed.
Yes. Back to bed. Good night, again. Hopefully just a short nap. Ugh.
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I am not quite sure I am staying awake. Sleep was very good, yesterday if a lighter work day than hoped was fantastic, and I am feeling quite well today. I just can't be certain I am able to stay awake. This is very unusual for me. Usually, when I wake, that is that. A bit frustrating. A minor annoyance.
I want to work. I want to get bins bagged, litter cleared, trash collected and out, then on to a shower and cleaning the bathroom. Oh, and cooking carnitas, the last bit for the week. I may have some of those fresh and hot on a salad when done. HUNGRY! The majority will be reserved for an baked omelette, though a small portion will be reserved for another salad later in the week. A pound of meat will be a part of about eight to ten light meals. I will work, if I am staying up, or when I get back up.
A... strange day. It is just 18:00, but only 72° outside. As well, it is 71° in the main, 75° up front, and was 71° upstairs, when I woke... with a fan and one ac going. It must not have gotten very warm today? It had begun hitting the eighties. Very strange to see it backtrack, again. A peculiar year. Summer almost has to eventually hit, just not quite yet... or today. Ah! That is why I am struggling. It cooled.
I almost wonder if China and India were allowed unfettered greenhouse gasses, and others such as fluorocarbons, to prove something right that globalists knew to be untrue. And, while it is untrue, unfettered explosive usage was having such a devastating local or regional effect, even communists were appalled at the human destruction taking place and that which was coming. They pulled the plug. The world is rethinking it's strategies for the way forward. Or their overlords did.
Look to what is remaining available and where it is coming from. Having a single globalist source for much, which is... oppositionally to the theory... required, isn't sustainable. Was the pandemic, real, natural, manmade, accidental, or intentional, an Achilles heel or a kill switch for the project? Some trains can only be stopped via derailment.
Anyway... I did review the rex versus new zealand rabbits. I am thinking, probably, so far, I am favoring the rex. The nz's get up to weight faster. And I am efficiency minded. But that isn't the complete consideration. I prefer to work with better natured animals. I might consider, soon or late, using the pelts. And... the eggs! What would Easter be without them! ;p Well, there are... other considerations, I just... back to bed.
Yes. Back to bed. Good night, again. Hopefully just a short nap. Ugh.
More.
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Drying should be finished. If not, a quick final spin should fix it. The dishes were finished. As well, I got the lettuce, onions, and radishes finished and up. I will slice at least one tomato soon. Avocado will take a long while. After, brots, then pork roast, were cooked. I always discern roasts before purchase, but you never can tell, not perfectly. This particular roast, when opened, looked spectacular. Something about it suggested this would be... special. A once in a decade, perhaps lifetime, roast.
I cooked it with care. I added just the right herbs and spices, even salting with serious consideration. Pulling it before it reached the magic number. I tented it, allowing it to slowly reach that exact temperature. Each step being timed, and correctly. My aim was about as exact as could be. I let it cool further, so as not to drain so much, as this is for the week. You can't always tell from a few bites, especially fromthe ends of the roast. But going by experience, I would suggest this will be a truly exceptional roast. I only wish it had been more evident in the pakage. This roast is vastly superior very warm, and with roasted vegetables, and a (even keto) dessert. I am still excited to taste more.
A few other minor tasks. The cave has been closed up, except upstairs. It was 65° outside, last I looked. It got down to 55° through the night. It is up to 74° in the main area downstairs. I'm not sure about upstairs, though I best check. I'll be sleeping soon. I need it cool... upstairs was 68°? Oh, right, I was using the oven all night.
Not perfect. Not bad. I sure enjoyed the night. Some work done. A few good meals. Just... not bad. On to doing a few last things, then back to bed. God bless.
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Drying should be finished. If not, a quick final spin should fix it. The dishes were finished. As well, I got the lettuce, onions, and radishes finished and up. I will slice at least one tomato soon. Avocado will take a long while. After, brots, then pork roast, were cooked. I always discern roasts before purchase, but you never can tell, not perfectly. This particular roast, when opened, looked spectacular. Something about it suggested this would be... special. A once in a decade, perhaps lifetime, roast.
I cooked it with care. I added just the right herbs and spices, even salting with serious consideration. Pulling it before it reached the magic number. I tented it, allowing it to slowly reach that exact temperature. Each step being timed, and correctly. My aim was about as exact as could be. I let it cool further, so as not to drain so much, as this is for the week. You can't always tell from a few bites, especially fromthe ends of the roast. But going by experience, I would suggest this will be a truly exceptional roast. I only wish it had been more evident in the pakage. This roast is vastly superior very warm, and with roasted vegetables, and a (even keto) dessert. I am still excited to taste more.
A few other minor tasks. The cave has been closed up, except upstairs. It was 65° outside, last I looked. It got down to 55° through the night. It is up to 74° in the main area downstairs. I'm not sure about upstairs, though I best check. I'll be sleeping soon. I need it cool... upstairs was 68°? Oh, right, I was using the oven all night.
Not perfect. Not bad. I sure enjoyed the night. Some work done. A few good meals. Just... not bad. On to doing a few last things, then back to bed. God bless.
Scaling back the plans.
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It is a wonderful night. I am feeling good. I am also a bit worn from today.
The heat tore me apart. That was on top of a stretched day and a full (as I can get) working day. Not a single of those, or even any two, was too extreme. The combination was or neared what I term as excess. The sleep and cool helped. The night cool is helping. But I am well worn.
Now, I have and continue to, work. Dishes have been all washed, dried and put up or set to air dry, the last load of laundry is spinning, and a few other projects have been ongoing. But supper is needed so brots are going. However, there are only two projects I will push. First, to get the salad makings rinsed after the soak, dried, and put up. The other thing is bagging trash bins.
Other than, obviously, food, any other chore or project is extra. As I cook, I think. Some things have been sorely missed. I almost bought a number of things today, but was trying for even a weak modicum of brevity. Onions. Fresh. Vidalia, white, even more the humble yellow... though red goes well with salad. I would have dithered, been too picky, and still not purchased all... or any. I will make a list, small, precise, varied... capers, a bell pepper, onions, whole Cali garlic. The little things.
Oh, as to work, I will do those two things and just what else is possible. The same with the rest of the weekend. Little, brief, quiet, efforts. Only trash getting out will be the requirement for the rest of the weekend. If more is wanted. Perhaps cleaning the bathroom, but in small parts. All good. Oh, but cleaning the stove top and oven are the highest of the non-required tasks.
Still, all in all, a pleasant... very early morning. It is, some days, to just be alive. This is one of them. Later.
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It is a wonderful night. I am feeling good. I am also a bit worn from today.
The heat tore me apart. That was on top of a stretched day and a full (as I can get) working day. Not a single of those, or even any two, was too extreme. The combination was or neared what I term as excess. The sleep and cool helped. The night cool is helping. But I am well worn.
Now, I have and continue to, work. Dishes have been all washed, dried and put up or set to air dry, the last load of laundry is spinning, and a few other projects have been ongoing. But supper is needed so brots are going. However, there are only two projects I will push. First, to get the salad makings rinsed after the soak, dried, and put up. The other thing is bagging trash bins.
Other than, obviously, food, any other chore or project is extra. As I cook, I think. Some things have been sorely missed. I almost bought a number of things today, but was trying for even a weak modicum of brevity. Onions. Fresh. Vidalia, white, even more the humble yellow... though red goes well with salad. I would have dithered, been too picky, and still not purchased all... or any. I will make a list, small, precise, varied... capers, a bell pepper, onions, whole Cali garlic. The little things.
Oh, as to work, I will do those two things and just what else is possible. The same with the rest of the weekend. Little, brief, quiet, efforts. Only trash getting out will be the requirement for the rest of the weekend. If more is wanted. Perhaps cleaning the bathroom, but in small parts. All good. Oh, but cleaning the stove top and oven are the highest of the non-required tasks.
Still, all in all, a pleasant... very early morning. It is, some days, to just be alive. This is one of them. Later.
When did I crash?
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According to the phone it was probably between sixteen and sixteen thirty. I received a return call from one of the rabbit ranchers. It was a good conversations. It regarded the rabbit breed I was less inclined to consider, if in part due to ignorance. She was vastly more cordial in person. :p she does, and will, have rabbits available, currently and in the immediate future, but summers are off for breeding, so after the arriving lots, it will be a while.
Anyway, I want to research the breed. Rex. Another, pig latinized?, word for king? Her clarification was what I generally want in a rabbit, if she spoke right and true and if I heard what she actually said and understood corretly. From what I gathered, a reasonable meat rabbit, if a bit slow to grow, which is pleasant enough to be a pet?
A lot of caveats, but... those are the questions everyone needs to ask about every conversation and reading they do. We, too often, hear (read) what we want to hear (read), censor what is disfavored, inconvenient, or too complicated for one blink set understanding, and make assumptions about the data follow, lead, and speaker (writer) which truly isn't from the data. Leading it. Following it. Or turning the mere messenger into the prophet, or orginator, developer, actual author instead of merely the or an observer.
I did put the last load of laundry over, put the food away, and cleaned and soaked the lettuce, spring onion bunches, and radishes. As well, I left a few packs of meat out. I had wanted pork sausages, or ground pork. While most pork was reasonable, ground pork was terribly expensive, but I found slightly diced pork on a serious sale... easy carnitas!?! I think that is what they are called. That, brots, and the roast will all be cooked tonight, to last the week.
The carnitas will be made, most being added to an egg casserole. I... have heard of simple egg casseroles and baked omelettes. I am definitely an omelette guy! So I had to do a bit of digging as to the difference. After just the first vid on baked omelettes... just as I thought I failed to see, it hit me. Whipping. It is a matter of how long and well you beat the eggs. Gotcha!
Prices. Mostly upward, none down, if mostly not as bad as anticipated... except with beef... $7 or $8 a pound, for chuck roasts! Availability wasn't too bad, if I didn't check tp or such. Beef was bad, but not as bad as Iowa, at $4 a pound for hamburger, $6 and more there. Pork was actually similar or less... to Iowa. I bought enough meat for two small packs a week for about two months. Not a lot of meat, and pretty light eating, with as much better filler as possible. Carnitas, warmed and spiced, would do well on salads too. I hope to add to the larder early next month. I am definitely not wasting.
Tonight? Another shower, finishing laundry and dishes. Hitting the counter tops... finishing those, and cleaning the stove and oven, then doing sweet cooking! A clean oven will call even the Lord's blessed attention. Cain, Cain, Cain, veggies are second place, even in God's way. Offer them up, not in pride but humility, and your reward will be fitting. ;p Later.
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According to the phone it was probably between sixteen and sixteen thirty. I received a return call from one of the rabbit ranchers. It was a good conversations. It regarded the rabbit breed I was less inclined to consider, if in part due to ignorance. She was vastly more cordial in person. :p she does, and will, have rabbits available, currently and in the immediate future, but summers are off for breeding, so after the arriving lots, it will be a while.
Anyway, I want to research the breed. Rex. Another, pig latinized?, word for king? Her clarification was what I generally want in a rabbit, if she spoke right and true and if I heard what she actually said and understood corretly. From what I gathered, a reasonable meat rabbit, if a bit slow to grow, which is pleasant enough to be a pet?
A lot of caveats, but... those are the questions everyone needs to ask about every conversation and reading they do. We, too often, hear (read) what we want to hear (read), censor what is disfavored, inconvenient, or too complicated for one blink set understanding, and make assumptions about the data follow, lead, and speaker (writer) which truly isn't from the data. Leading it. Following it. Or turning the mere messenger into the prophet, or orginator, developer, actual author instead of merely the or an observer.
I did put the last load of laundry over, put the food away, and cleaned and soaked the lettuce, spring onion bunches, and radishes. As well, I left a few packs of meat out. I had wanted pork sausages, or ground pork. While most pork was reasonable, ground pork was terribly expensive, but I found slightly diced pork on a serious sale... easy carnitas!?! I think that is what they are called. That, brots, and the roast will all be cooked tonight, to last the week.
The carnitas will be made, most being added to an egg casserole. I... have heard of simple egg casseroles and baked omelettes. I am definitely an omelette guy! So I had to do a bit of digging as to the difference. After just the first vid on baked omelettes... just as I thought I failed to see, it hit me. Whipping. It is a matter of how long and well you beat the eggs. Gotcha!
Prices. Mostly upward, none down, if mostly not as bad as anticipated... except with beef... $7 or $8 a pound, for chuck roasts! Availability wasn't too bad, if I didn't check tp or such. Beef was bad, but not as bad as Iowa, at $4 a pound for hamburger, $6 and more there. Pork was actually similar or less... to Iowa. I bought enough meat for two small packs a week for about two months. Not a lot of meat, and pretty light eating, with as much better filler as possible. Carnitas, warmed and spiced, would do well on salads too. I hope to add to the larder early next month. I am definitely not wasting.
Tonight? Another shower, finishing laundry and dishes. Hitting the counter tops... finishing those, and cleaning the stove and oven, then doing sweet cooking! A clean oven will call even the Lord's blessed attention. Cain, Cain, Cain, veggies are second place, even in God's way. Offer them up, not in pride but humility, and your reward will be fitting. ;p Later.
Friday, June 12, 2020
Hella day!
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With help, I made it to three stores. Mostly price checking. The credit I was counting on was gone, didn't even receive notice. Oh well. So... I will have to rethink things. No more ducks anyway, of the sort I am seeking. No more until next year. But they can order the type I want... when in season.
Rabbits? I was given a few phone numbers. No clue as to status. Perhaps in a few days (potentially), perhaps in a few months. Or more. I would pay more to make sure the lines aren't crossed, and are... pure... as that goes. Rexes and another sort. Too hot and tired, I'll call tomorrow.
Duck season? Rabbit season? Sorry, Buggs.
As to bedding, lights, etc, local is far superior in price, if extremely limited in variety. Everything needed seemed in good supply. Oh, and while credit has been removed, I received notice that another stimulus check is definitely on the way. I won't be needing credit. Then again, only one type of critter is in the offing, and maybe not for a few months at that. I won't need credit, or even the stimulus.
Hmm... I will spend some, on food stores. But I'll keep some around for... well... look around. The sky may not be falling. But it is shitting hard knocks woefully poorly aimed! Those sob's had better hope I don't get wings like my uncles. I will NOT miss. And a three hundred pound pigeon will lay em' flat. SCRATCH THAT, it was, I believe, for last month. That notice took a long time to get here!
I called both women about rabbits. Both went to their message before allowing me to leave a message. The first one said she wouldn't give her name. Either "you know her and her name, or you should go away"? Okay. Text is better. I may text too. The other one started similarly, only instead of a message, it was a partial track from devil woman, then her name as she spoke it, then a beep. No indication to leave a message. I did. May have to text that one too. A rough dating scene, neurosis, or wall-hitting hopeful paranoia? Wow!
Groceries, mint seeds, drill bits, and a tangent item, dry drywall mud. I want to move the shower curtain out six inches. I will need to patch the new to be old holes. There is enough for a lifetime of home repairs... for a younger man. So I'm giving some of it to a younger man. I like that stuff. It doesn't go bad.
Everything is up. I finished the last dishes in the tub. I turned both ac's on. And now it is time for bed. A very good day. But that sun absolutely punished me. Wee! Good night, afternoon, and day.
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With help, I made it to three stores. Mostly price checking. The credit I was counting on was gone, didn't even receive notice. Oh well. So... I will have to rethink things. No more ducks anyway, of the sort I am seeking. No more until next year. But they can order the type I want... when in season.
Rabbits? I was given a few phone numbers. No clue as to status. Perhaps in a few days (potentially), perhaps in a few months. Or more. I would pay more to make sure the lines aren't crossed, and are... pure... as that goes. Rexes and another sort. Too hot and tired, I'll call tomorrow.
Duck season? Rabbit season? Sorry, Buggs.
As to bedding, lights, etc, local is far superior in price, if extremely limited in variety. Everything needed seemed in good supply. Oh, and while credit has been removed, I received notice that another stimulus check is definitely on the way. I won't be needing credit. Then again, only one type of critter is in the offing, and maybe not for a few months at that. I won't need credit, or even the stimulus.
Hmm... I will spend some, on food stores. But I'll keep some around for... well... look around. The sky may not be falling. But it is shitting hard knocks woefully poorly aimed! Those sob's had better hope I don't get wings like my uncles. I will NOT miss. And a three hundred pound pigeon will lay em' flat. SCRATCH THAT, it was, I believe, for last month. That notice took a long time to get here!
I called both women about rabbits. Both went to their message before allowing me to leave a message. The first one said she wouldn't give her name. Either "you know her and her name, or you should go away"? Okay. Text is better. I may text too. The other one started similarly, only instead of a message, it was a partial track from devil woman, then her name as she spoke it, then a beep. No indication to leave a message. I did. May have to text that one too. A rough dating scene, neurosis, or wall-hitting hopeful paranoia? Wow!
Groceries, mint seeds, drill bits, and a tangent item, dry drywall mud. I want to move the shower curtain out six inches. I will need to patch the new to be old holes. There is enough for a lifetime of home repairs... for a younger man. So I'm giving some of it to a younger man. I like that stuff. It doesn't go bad.
Everything is up. I finished the last dishes in the tub. I turned both ac's on. And now it is time for bed. A very good day. But that sun absolutely punished me. Wee! Good night, afternoon, and day.
Extremely late start.
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A shower first, an hour before. Then a start around five? Pretty close. And slow. Dishes have been set, washed, and reset. Not many, but two various loads. A load of laundry went through. It's about time to switch that through. Just dusting linens, two loads worth. The last of dishes and laundry. Everything from before is caught up.
I am hoping to bag trash cans shortly. Perhaps after cycling laundry. Oh, a shopping list... lists... created. Some of it is simply price checking. Though, if the prices are much better, I may well bite. Checking prices for a few specific tools and parts and pieces for rabbit hutches and raising ducklings, plus investigating obtaining those critters.
I could do one, or the other, immediately, but probably not both without using debt. However, to be honest, I'd rather a bit of debt and the animals and setup than not, especially with the costs of food. I sort of doubt anything will be available. I'm not even sure if the components and hardware will be available.
It was 48° this morning, several hours after sunup. But the world seems to be getting back to the business of summer. A few days of eighty or higher and cool nights will be fond memories. It got to seventy later or early, around midnight give or take two, and has stayed that all night. Cool enough with a few fans going.
Finally, a bit of work. I'd like to get to more. We'll see. Drats. No roast until later. Then again, that gives me a chance to clean the oven. Hmm, but not until evening. I don't want to heat the house, in any way, until... Ah! Charcoal and lighter fluid! For the list! I may be too tired to cook, but that opens up hot meals during days in the future.
Well, a start. More yet, probably. And... Friday? Super! Then I didn't kill the whole week. I thought it was Saturday, which is the weekend, so doesn't count as part of the week. And, yes, it does make a difference. You have no idea how important these little seemingly insignificant distinctions mean to me. It's the little bits of humanity left to me. I... can go without. Have. Usually do. But, sometimes... Later.
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A shower first, an hour before. Then a start around five? Pretty close. And slow. Dishes have been set, washed, and reset. Not many, but two various loads. A load of laundry went through. It's about time to switch that through. Just dusting linens, two loads worth. The last of dishes and laundry. Everything from before is caught up.
I am hoping to bag trash cans shortly. Perhaps after cycling laundry. Oh, a shopping list... lists... created. Some of it is simply price checking. Though, if the prices are much better, I may well bite. Checking prices for a few specific tools and parts and pieces for rabbit hutches and raising ducklings, plus investigating obtaining those critters.
I could do one, or the other, immediately, but probably not both without using debt. However, to be honest, I'd rather a bit of debt and the animals and setup than not, especially with the costs of food. I sort of doubt anything will be available. I'm not even sure if the components and hardware will be available.
It was 48° this morning, several hours after sunup. But the world seems to be getting back to the business of summer. A few days of eighty or higher and cool nights will be fond memories. It got to seventy later or early, around midnight give or take two, and has stayed that all night. Cool enough with a few fans going.
Finally, a bit of work. I'd like to get to more. We'll see. Drats. No roast until later. Then again, that gives me a chance to clean the oven. Hmm, but not until evening. I don't want to heat the house, in any way, until... Ah! Charcoal and lighter fluid! For the list! I may be too tired to cook, but that opens up hot meals during days in the future.
Well, a start. More yet, probably. And... Friday? Super! Then I didn't kill the whole week. I thought it was Saturday, which is the weekend, so doesn't count as part of the week. And, yes, it does make a difference. You have no idea how important these little seemingly insignificant distinctions mean to me. It's the little bits of humanity left to me. I... can go without. Have. Usually do. But, sometimes... Later.
Thursday, June 11, 2020
From good to harsh, and back again...
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I was doing well. I was sure I would be able to work. Then I simply came undone. I called my mother, but she had other things to do. Said she would call back. I... didn't think she was going to do so. I'll check shortly... okay, she did call back. When in the midst of many pains and sufferings it is... difficult to trust, believe. Not only does sight grow dim, but the whole world can, sometimes artificially. Darkness.
What went wrong I can't say. So many things, parts, areas, and pieces started to hurt, and so quickly, I couldn't sort it out. I sought sleep as a refuge. As I wake, what remains is a grumpy upper skeleton and attachments, a midsection which is tender everywhere, with the sensation of bloat which keeps the other pains fresh. It feels as if I was in a serious fight a few days ago, then bloat enhanced the pain by making it difficult to tighten in so as to manage the pain. Aspirin didn't help last week. I will try it again. I'm mostly used to pain though, so... whatever.
Oh, I keep exploring foods, spices, and drink. Even if keto isn't able to help me lose weight, I do believe it is beneficial enough to attempt to maintain. A drink I have used before, is jugs of water with lemon and mint, or other such fruit and spice or herb. I should continue with that. I have been enjoying perrier, and will continue that, and tea. But those cost money, more money. Plus, I would like to begin a mint growing group somewhere... perhaps a planter, or two. Incentive.
Another item I have been exploring is salt. I have gone with pink salt. However, I am really not trusting foreign foods. Especially in that region of the world... the asshole of it right next to even worse. What is worse than the asshole? I don't know the words for it. Currently it goes by China, though it has been/is the USSR, North Korea, Vietnam, Cambodia, Cuba, and others. Anyway, there IS a US pink salt mining company. Redmond.
I have been trying their salt. The good? It has a slightly stronger saltiness. Most others are weak, mild. It is from the US. Pricey, if typical for better salts. The bad? Gritty. It seems to dissolve well, mostly, when cooked. But at the cost, it is a finishing not culinary salt (if acceptable as a brining or pickling salt). As such, the grittiness is a serious problem for me.
I really tried to love it. I want to like it. I just can't. Still, if you are into pink salts, I would recommend it as worthy of an opportunity. Perhaps you have different allowances. Yes, teeth on metal unnerves me to the point I quietly and quickly leave such people's ao, even when that might be socially, economically, or familially complicated, for example. Or maybe it was the lots I have tried. I will use it up, in cooking. But I continue my quest for a US finishing salt.
Don't even try to compare those to the states, though Seattle is showing what evil dem leadership creates, and how weak the other dem party really is. I hope they are just letting the dogs eat through their own and what they have claimed? That fence they started might just be completed, on the other side, with no escape? No, no balls.
My mother called again, again. I told her about my troubles. We both had a chuckle. We can both be babies that way. If it's your nature, might as well enjoy the dark, and light, of it. At least with her, we are... if not on the same page, at least aware of the page the other might be on. We are as familiar and alike as family can be. Naturally... natural disasters... depending on mood.
I will try to hit the same list. I will have to push through the dense vegetation of a dying body, find control for pain, focus through the fog. But... it might be possible. Even if the aspirin doesn't alleviate any current pain, if it stymies extra pain from exertion that might be enough. Odd what a bit of light through the shadows can do for resolve. Something to eat first?
It hit around eighty today! If it levels there and slowly heats up, life will be good. If it rockets up, I will fall again. I am... cautiously hopeful. I will take things one step at a time. I will try to use the warmth to my advantage while controlling for potential upsets. I have limits with the cold... no heating options upstairs. Heat? I can solve for some of that. Heating too fast and mitigation is limited.
Planting, cutting grass, cleaning, bird and rabbit considerations. Oh? Yes. Rather than meat birds, I am thinking of meat rabbits. More efficient, easier to work from small to freezer, no ranging worries, less expensive, and their poo is fertilizer right out the tap! I would still like a few more egg ducks, maybe a pair of geese as guard animals? Or a bigger caged bird tractor? Electrified, if so.
Well, on to a trim and shower. After a bite of something. Ugh.
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I was doing well. I was sure I would be able to work. Then I simply came undone. I called my mother, but she had other things to do. Said she would call back. I... didn't think she was going to do so. I'll check shortly... okay, she did call back. When in the midst of many pains and sufferings it is... difficult to trust, believe. Not only does sight grow dim, but the whole world can, sometimes artificially. Darkness.
What went wrong I can't say. So many things, parts, areas, and pieces started to hurt, and so quickly, I couldn't sort it out. I sought sleep as a refuge. As I wake, what remains is a grumpy upper skeleton and attachments, a midsection which is tender everywhere, with the sensation of bloat which keeps the other pains fresh. It feels as if I was in a serious fight a few days ago, then bloat enhanced the pain by making it difficult to tighten in so as to manage the pain. Aspirin didn't help last week. I will try it again. I'm mostly used to pain though, so... whatever.
Oh, I keep exploring foods, spices, and drink. Even if keto isn't able to help me lose weight, I do believe it is beneficial enough to attempt to maintain. A drink I have used before, is jugs of water with lemon and mint, or other such fruit and spice or herb. I should continue with that. I have been enjoying perrier, and will continue that, and tea. But those cost money, more money. Plus, I would like to begin a mint growing group somewhere... perhaps a planter, or two. Incentive.
Another item I have been exploring is salt. I have gone with pink salt. However, I am really not trusting foreign foods. Especially in that region of the world... the asshole of it right next to even worse. What is worse than the asshole? I don't know the words for it. Currently it goes by China, though it has been/is the USSR, North Korea, Vietnam, Cambodia, Cuba, and others. Anyway, there IS a US pink salt mining company. Redmond.
I have been trying their salt. The good? It has a slightly stronger saltiness. Most others are weak, mild. It is from the US. Pricey, if typical for better salts. The bad? Gritty. It seems to dissolve well, mostly, when cooked. But at the cost, it is a finishing not culinary salt (if acceptable as a brining or pickling salt). As such, the grittiness is a serious problem for me.
I really tried to love it. I want to like it. I just can't. Still, if you are into pink salts, I would recommend it as worthy of an opportunity. Perhaps you have different allowances. Yes, teeth on metal unnerves me to the point I quietly and quickly leave such people's ao, even when that might be socially, economically, or familially complicated, for example. Or maybe it was the lots I have tried. I will use it up, in cooking. But I continue my quest for a US finishing salt.
Don't even try to compare those to the states, though Seattle is showing what evil dem leadership creates, and how weak the other dem party really is. I hope they are just letting the dogs eat through their own and what they have claimed? That fence they started might just be completed, on the other side, with no escape? No, no balls.
My mother called again, again. I told her about my troubles. We both had a chuckle. We can both be babies that way. If it's your nature, might as well enjoy the dark, and light, of it. At least with her, we are... if not on the same page, at least aware of the page the other might be on. We are as familiar and alike as family can be. Naturally... natural disasters... depending on mood.
I will try to hit the same list. I will have to push through the dense vegetation of a dying body, find control for pain, focus through the fog. But... it might be possible. Even if the aspirin doesn't alleviate any current pain, if it stymies extra pain from exertion that might be enough. Odd what a bit of light through the shadows can do for resolve. Something to eat first?
It hit around eighty today! If it levels there and slowly heats up, life will be good. If it rockets up, I will fall again. I am... cautiously hopeful. I will take things one step at a time. I will try to use the warmth to my advantage while controlling for potential upsets. I have limits with the cold... no heating options upstairs. Heat? I can solve for some of that. Heating too fast and mitigation is limited.
Planting, cutting grass, cleaning, bird and rabbit considerations. Oh? Yes. Rather than meat birds, I am thinking of meat rabbits. More efficient, easier to work from small to freezer, no ranging worries, less expensive, and their poo is fertilizer right out the tap! I would still like a few more egg ducks, maybe a pair of geese as guard animals? Or a bigger caged bird tractor? Electrified, if so.
Well, on to a trim and shower. After a bite of something. Ugh.
Awake, better, planning.
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I thought it around 2:00 when I crashed back to bed. So very tired, feeling bad in about every way, and cold! So very cold. I slept until almost 5:00. It was the cold that woke me, as if meanly pinching my toes. Oh they hurt, feet and legs too, but not like the pain in the toes.
I checked, but they were well under the blankets. I tried all the feet and leg warming tricks. I might as well have been rubbing two logs or stones together, or massaging frozen small sausages. Nothing doing. I realized I was awake, and in good condition otherwise, so decided to wake and get a start on the day. Or so it was, is, hoped. By the time shorts were put on and pockets stowed with general ed carry items, my feet and legs were warm.
The thermometers upstairs read 63°/64° at floor and thigh levels. Downstairs it read 69° or 70°, but has been dropping, against protocol, to 68.0°! Well, it is just before dawn, sometimes it does drop. I had to check, it seemed so dark, but yes. The second floor gets it far earlier than down here. Oh, and it is 42° out there. Very good sleeping weather, if your feet don't feel like they are becoming frostbitten.
A trim, then shower. If I can still stand, I'll get dishes going everywhere. Perhaps set laundry to wash. Ducks and the girls next. Then breakfast? I may do breakfast as I wake... the first two hours of most wake periods, if that can be shortened to a shower, dressing, and going, or end up a four to ten hour slog to nothing but another sleep cycle. Trying for two hours today.
If those things go as planned, perhaps cleaning the bathroom will take place. If so the week won't be a total loss. If so, tomorrow I will clean the oven. It is pretty rough. Cleaning it will really help roasts add to the caves scents. It does, a bit now, just offset by old oven smells. Then I'll do a pork roast for next week. The way I use the oven will help keep it clean longer. Tech needs respect and tending. I'll finishoff the beef roast from last week today. It was better this time, if it still seems meat quality has crashed, and for years... not a recent thing.
Almost out of frozen meat. A few more packs. One more? I really need to get to the store. I can bypass the hardware store, in part. Not so much the grocery store. Though, if out, perhaps checking my list and comparing prices at the hardware store would be good. As long as it isn't as packed as walmart on Sundays or loot days.
Yea, plans. Now to wake and eat a bite. Chia seed steeped in hot tea, with pumpkin seeds and cream. It isn't all that tasty, but it fills and isn't horrible. Boring. Later.
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I thought it around 2:00 when I crashed back to bed. So very tired, feeling bad in about every way, and cold! So very cold. I slept until almost 5:00. It was the cold that woke me, as if meanly pinching my toes. Oh they hurt, feet and legs too, but not like the pain in the toes.
I checked, but they were well under the blankets. I tried all the feet and leg warming tricks. I might as well have been rubbing two logs or stones together, or massaging frozen small sausages. Nothing doing. I realized I was awake, and in good condition otherwise, so decided to wake and get a start on the day. Or so it was, is, hoped. By the time shorts were put on and pockets stowed with general ed carry items, my feet and legs were warm.
The thermometers upstairs read 63°/64° at floor and thigh levels. Downstairs it read 69° or 70°, but has been dropping, against protocol, to 68.0°! Well, it is just before dawn, sometimes it does drop. I had to check, it seemed so dark, but yes. The second floor gets it far earlier than down here. Oh, and it is 42° out there. Very good sleeping weather, if your feet don't feel like they are becoming frostbitten.
A trim, then shower. If I can still stand, I'll get dishes going everywhere. Perhaps set laundry to wash. Ducks and the girls next. Then breakfast? I may do breakfast as I wake... the first two hours of most wake periods, if that can be shortened to a shower, dressing, and going, or end up a four to ten hour slog to nothing but another sleep cycle. Trying for two hours today.
If those things go as planned, perhaps cleaning the bathroom will take place. If so the week won't be a total loss. If so, tomorrow I will clean the oven. It is pretty rough. Cleaning it will really help roasts add to the caves scents. It does, a bit now, just offset by old oven smells. Then I'll do a pork roast for next week. The way I use the oven will help keep it clean longer. Tech needs respect and tending. I'll finishoff the beef roast from last week today. It was better this time, if it still seems meat quality has crashed, and for years... not a recent thing.
Almost out of frozen meat. A few more packs. One more? I really need to get to the store. I can bypass the hardware store, in part. Not so much the grocery store. Though, if out, perhaps checking my list and comparing prices at the hardware store would be good. As long as it isn't as packed as walmart on Sundays or loot days.
Yea, plans. Now to wake and eat a bite. Chia seed steeped in hot tea, with pumpkin seeds and cream. It isn't all that tasty, but it fills and isn't horrible. Boring. Later.
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
An awful day.
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Still cool, if gladly. I am burning from the inside. It was 64° when I woke, upstairs. I had the furnace set to keep it 66° downstairs, so that is probably about where it was. Even after being up and at it for an hour and probably two, it is only just about to hit 70°. Then again, I found the oven still on this morning. I was sure it had been off? Actually, given that, I am not sure if the temperature is rising or falling.
I do know I cold adapt much quicker. Actually? DONE! I am spoiled on the cold. Summer weather acclimation is toast. When the heat returns, it will be absolute agony. Oh well. I still have things to do. I'll... I'll figure it out. So very much more to do. Dark dreams of late. I got glimpses of what was coming, and what else is possibly to arrive. It isn't... never mind. Not for you. Not even for me.
Why does everyone look upon the misfortunes of others so intently that they fail to notice their own horrors walking right to them? Yea. Don't see the cobra for someone else's accident? Never mind.
The mortgage was paid. I have to wait for them to call me. Trying to call them before even this late in the month... usually not being able to reach them until the 16th or later... the call almost always fails. I kept missing them this month, as the sleep cycle is spinning out of control and they call every second to fifth day. Fishing for late fees, statistics which offer them morz .gov money, or some other reason(s)? I've applied for automation, several times. And the amount changes. It was in the mid $6 bills... this time. It is supposed to be static, but can alter by as much as two bills more. It was mid $7 bills the four months ago, for several months, and mid $8 billsbefore that, for a while, on top of losing debt ground, somehow.
Something is terribly wrong with mortgage financing, insurance, taxes, escrow, and the rest. Parasites. Having a home, even as insecure as it is, is worth the hassle. Just don't go into it thinking contracts mean anything. And a handshake is usually meant as an insult, as are voiced gratitudes and platitudes. You don't have friends or even friendly associates, just a bunch of people trying to eat your lunch, looking to fleece at every opportunity. Sometimes one will do a larger or smaller boon, but only if it still pays. And boons might cost in some other way.
The microgreens have been reset. It's so cold, even with reasonable sunshine today, that sprouting is quite limited. I have one batch completed and in the fridge, one batch I have stopped keeping under water, and a batch started just yesterday. I have had the finished stuff several ways. But a favored way is as a two-finger pinch snack as I go through the kitchen, a few times a day.
I may have to go on back to bed. I saw my shadow? That or... everything hurts while I am burning on the inside and freezing on the outside? Sometimes I wonder if I am in purgatory. Sometimes I wonder if I am further astray. Right, wrong? Either way, if you are reading this? You are with me. *grin* Later.
"The hell he says!" *wink* I would you if I were duck.
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Still cool, if gladly. I am burning from the inside. It was 64° when I woke, upstairs. I had the furnace set to keep it 66° downstairs, so that is probably about where it was. Even after being up and at it for an hour and probably two, it is only just about to hit 70°. Then again, I found the oven still on this morning. I was sure it had been off? Actually, given that, I am not sure if the temperature is rising or falling.
I do know I cold adapt much quicker. Actually? DONE! I am spoiled on the cold. Summer weather acclimation is toast. When the heat returns, it will be absolute agony. Oh well. I still have things to do. I'll... I'll figure it out. So very much more to do. Dark dreams of late. I got glimpses of what was coming, and what else is possibly to arrive. It isn't... never mind. Not for you. Not even for me.
Why does everyone look upon the misfortunes of others so intently that they fail to notice their own horrors walking right to them? Yea. Don't see the cobra for someone else's accident? Never mind.
The mortgage was paid. I have to wait for them to call me. Trying to call them before even this late in the month... usually not being able to reach them until the 16th or later... the call almost always fails. I kept missing them this month, as the sleep cycle is spinning out of control and they call every second to fifth day. Fishing for late fees, statistics which offer them morz .gov money, or some other reason(s)? I've applied for automation, several times. And the amount changes. It was in the mid $6 bills... this time. It is supposed to be static, but can alter by as much as two bills more. It was mid $7 bills the four months ago, for several months, and mid $8 billsbefore that, for a while, on top of losing debt ground, somehow.
Something is terribly wrong with mortgage financing, insurance, taxes, escrow, and the rest. Parasites. Having a home, even as insecure as it is, is worth the hassle. Just don't go into it thinking contracts mean anything. And a handshake is usually meant as an insult, as are voiced gratitudes and platitudes. You don't have friends or even friendly associates, just a bunch of people trying to eat your lunch, looking to fleece at every opportunity. Sometimes one will do a larger or smaller boon, but only if it still pays. And boons might cost in some other way.
The microgreens have been reset. It's so cold, even with reasonable sunshine today, that sprouting is quite limited. I have one batch completed and in the fridge, one batch I have stopped keeping under water, and a batch started just yesterday. I have had the finished stuff several ways. But a favored way is as a two-finger pinch snack as I go through the kitchen, a few times a day.
I may have to go on back to bed. I saw my shadow? That or... everything hurts while I am burning on the inside and freezing on the outside? Sometimes I wonder if I am in purgatory. Sometimes I wonder if I am further astray. Right, wrong? Either way, if you are reading this? You are with me. *grin* Later.
"The hell he says!" *wink* I would you if I were duck.
Tuesday, June 9, 2020
Sleep, lots of it.
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I can't be sure what the temperature has been doing outside. I have heard some, I believe in the valley... though perhaps even here... have received snow. Anyway. The house? It will go to 66°, when I sleep. If that is when the furnace will kick in. Upstairs it runs from 58° to 64°. I do run a fan, just a floor unit. I have ordered a watt monitor to see which devices are more efficient. I'd like to cool the place as much, or more, with mind and possibly elbow grease... or more... than with dollars.
It was 8:30 when I went down. I received a call at 16:30 but went back to sleep. I woke at 19:30. Cat litter, a few packages to bring in, and sprouts to bring in and tend. While microgreens are relatively cheap and easy, they do have requirements. I probably overdo it, but I change water (before they sprout) or flush water through then let them drain, four times a day. Usually.
I have started trying to avoid waste. I start with the soaking seeds. I pour off the old water into the fresh sprouted microgreens. Then add just a bit more fresh water, which is ued as a rinse. That also goes in with the sprouted microgreens. Then I add more water. The unsprouted seeds stay in water until they begin sprouting in significant portions.
Afterward, I rinse the sprouts well, then drain that liquid into a cup. Drinking that as a cold tea. Great? Some swear by the swill. Me? Bleh. But! It gives me something else to drink, that is as good as water, and means I don't waste my r.o. water. It ends up about three to four American coffee cups of greened water a day. Being an engineer means efficiency. While I never made it professionally, it is what my nature is. So... down the hatch.
I placed my last orders for the month. A few more security items, though mostly a few sealing items. Felt door trimming, window plastic seals, flap draft stoppers, and such. If I need more, or different, I have enough money to buy a bit more. Oh, I found pickled pork hocks from a while back. I gave them a try. Nothing but mush. Two for two pickling failures. Eggs last, as an edible product, for two or three months... max... refrigerated. Pork hocks? Not years, even in a moderate always cool basement. Technically both are probable food grade for a decade or more. But the texture, even for me, is impossible.
A shower shortly. Already had a few slices of beef. Dishes next, setting up the last of the old, in the tub, and the ongoing dishes, in the kitchen sink, then beginning the linen laundering, and bagging all the trash cans. If more can be done, starting on the bathroom and vacuuming the open parts of the livingroom would be good. Today or tomorrow, almost certainly. Unless it rockets into the 90°s, or drops below freezing? Bleh. I am starting to believe China has crashed again. Even at gunpoint, the sickly and dying, caged at work, simply won't produce. My guess is the reason they haven't invaded Hong Kong with .mil, is because their troops are turning to dust too. It's bad over there.
I'd like to begin setting up the raspberry pi's tomorrow, as well. Initially just creating little computers. Later, perhaps, after the 8gb arrives, then begin creating specific system processors with the lesser ones and creating a desktop stand-in, as possible, with the 8gb. I'm not sure if putting four 8gb boards together could be turned into a more powerful single unit, or if it just becomes a theory toy. Investigating, but nothing informative singularly so far. Later.
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I can't be sure what the temperature has been doing outside. I have heard some, I believe in the valley... though perhaps even here... have received snow. Anyway. The house? It will go to 66°, when I sleep. If that is when the furnace will kick in. Upstairs it runs from 58° to 64°. I do run a fan, just a floor unit. I have ordered a watt monitor to see which devices are more efficient. I'd like to cool the place as much, or more, with mind and possibly elbow grease... or more... than with dollars.
It was 8:30 when I went down. I received a call at 16:30 but went back to sleep. I woke at 19:30. Cat litter, a few packages to bring in, and sprouts to bring in and tend. While microgreens are relatively cheap and easy, they do have requirements. I probably overdo it, but I change water (before they sprout) or flush water through then let them drain, four times a day. Usually.
I have started trying to avoid waste. I start with the soaking seeds. I pour off the old water into the fresh sprouted microgreens. Then add just a bit more fresh water, which is ued as a rinse. That also goes in with the sprouted microgreens. Then I add more water. The unsprouted seeds stay in water until they begin sprouting in significant portions.
Afterward, I rinse the sprouts well, then drain that liquid into a cup. Drinking that as a cold tea. Great? Some swear by the swill. Me? Bleh. But! It gives me something else to drink, that is as good as water, and means I don't waste my r.o. water. It ends up about three to four American coffee cups of greened water a day. Being an engineer means efficiency. While I never made it professionally, it is what my nature is. So... down the hatch.
I placed my last orders for the month. A few more security items, though mostly a few sealing items. Felt door trimming, window plastic seals, flap draft stoppers, and such. If I need more, or different, I have enough money to buy a bit more. Oh, I found pickled pork hocks from a while back. I gave them a try. Nothing but mush. Two for two pickling failures. Eggs last, as an edible product, for two or three months... max... refrigerated. Pork hocks? Not years, even in a moderate always cool basement. Technically both are probable food grade for a decade or more. But the texture, even for me, is impossible.
A shower shortly. Already had a few slices of beef. Dishes next, setting up the last of the old, in the tub, and the ongoing dishes, in the kitchen sink, then beginning the linen laundering, and bagging all the trash cans. If more can be done, starting on the bathroom and vacuuming the open parts of the livingroom would be good. Today or tomorrow, almost certainly. Unless it rockets into the 90°s, or drops below freezing? Bleh. I am starting to believe China has crashed again. Even at gunpoint, the sickly and dying, caged at work, simply won't produce. My guess is the reason they haven't invaded Hong Kong with .mil, is because their troops are turning to dust too. It's bad over there.
I'd like to begin setting up the raspberry pi's tomorrow, as well. Initially just creating little computers. Later, perhaps, after the 8gb arrives, then begin creating specific system processors with the lesser ones and creating a desktop stand-in, as possible, with the 8gb. I'm not sure if putting four 8gb boards together could be turned into a more powerful single unit, or if it just becomes a theory toy. Investigating, but nothing informative singularly so far. Later.
Everything is a bit off.
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I think bedtime ran to 15:30. An extreme jump from getting to bed at around 7:30 for the last week, or so. It was cool enough. I don't think I saw it above 58°, outside. It might have dipped or risen a bit, and I saw it 48° but can't remember when. Later, though, perhaps at noon, when pulling barrels back.
The ducks where allowed out. This time they enjoyed the pool. No sun. I think they became bored? They just stood out there, like decoys. I let them back in, to their great joy. They really do enjoy sunny days more. It has been days since the last sunny day. Not grumbling, just noting. We have had spots of sunshine, not whole days.
I did finish folding the laundry which had been done. Shirts need hung. I also found more... sheets washed long ago. I wasn't certain if they were still good or not. As I was sorting to see what all was in the basket, small dust plumes let me know a wash was required. Tonight. I'll get that and any bits which might fit else. It will probably take two loads.
I haven't been able to do much standard extra chores... like cleaning. But I have been keeping up on critters, feed, drink, litter, and showers. Another shower shortly. And back to bed? Hmm... back to bed, a shower later. Too tired. Keeping up on dishe as well, if I haven't started in on the last bit of the old dishes. After my next shower. And, at 7:30, or so. Can't escape some things.
Some sun today? I'll put the sprouts in a window, in case. Even an hour does them a lot of good. It got cool enough that I had to turn the furnace on. Just to 68°. Still, that surprised me a great deal. At 68° I couldn't do much. It is probably why I am going back to bed. I did get dishes going, roasted a chuck roast, did a few trim chores, will hit litter, and reset sprouts then give them an opportunity for sunshine. But that's it.
Tomorrow? The last laundry, a shower and shave, the last dishes in both areas, bagging trash cans... maybe more. Now I desperately need sleep.
Not bad, if I'd like to catch an umpteenth breath and get back to working even four days straight, and three to four hours per day. I'll... keep planning, and stumbling through, as I may. I like the challenge, but easy mode, once in a while, at least gives me things to chuckle about. Good night... uhrm, day too!
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I think bedtime ran to 15:30. An extreme jump from getting to bed at around 7:30 for the last week, or so. It was cool enough. I don't think I saw it above 58°, outside. It might have dipped or risen a bit, and I saw it 48° but can't remember when. Later, though, perhaps at noon, when pulling barrels back.
The ducks where allowed out. This time they enjoyed the pool. No sun. I think they became bored? They just stood out there, like decoys. I let them back in, to their great joy. They really do enjoy sunny days more. It has been days since the last sunny day. Not grumbling, just noting. We have had spots of sunshine, not whole days.
I did finish folding the laundry which had been done. Shirts need hung. I also found more... sheets washed long ago. I wasn't certain if they were still good or not. As I was sorting to see what all was in the basket, small dust plumes let me know a wash was required. Tonight. I'll get that and any bits which might fit else. It will probably take two loads.
I haven't been able to do much standard extra chores... like cleaning. But I have been keeping up on critters, feed, drink, litter, and showers. Another shower shortly. And back to bed? Hmm... back to bed, a shower later. Too tired. Keeping up on dishe as well, if I haven't started in on the last bit of the old dishes. After my next shower. And, at 7:30, or so. Can't escape some things.
Some sun today? I'll put the sprouts in a window, in case. Even an hour does them a lot of good. It got cool enough that I had to turn the furnace on. Just to 68°. Still, that surprised me a great deal. At 68° I couldn't do much. It is probably why I am going back to bed. I did get dishes going, roasted a chuck roast, did a few trim chores, will hit litter, and reset sprouts then give them an opportunity for sunshine. But that's it.
Tomorrow? The last laundry, a shower and shave, the last dishes in both areas, bagging trash cans... maybe more. Now I desperately need sleep.
Not bad, if I'd like to catch an umpteenth breath and get back to working even four days straight, and three to four hours per day. I'll... keep planning, and stumbling through, as I may. I like the challenge, but easy mode, once in a while, at least gives me things to chuckle about. Good night... uhrm, day too!
Monday, June 8, 2020
Some of it.
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A shower and four meals. Terribly hungry. Right meals, no sugar, no carbs, smaller portions. Tacos, but leaves for tortillas. A double shot of green beans with butter. Then a fatted coffee. And recently, chia seeds steeped in tea, with pumpkin seeds, a quarter cup of milk and cream added once hydrated. I may have to have another meal. Why so hungry! This is two to three times my usual consumption, four?, if it doesn't show.
After the shower, laundry was set. And since, a cycling and another... last... load set and washing. I hope to get it all dry, upstairs, and begin folding. To completion? A real question. Then cat litter was emptied of bad and replenished, trash, and recycling were completed. No bagging yet. Probably not until tomorrow.
However, I have kept up on kitchen dishes through my meals. Oh, add a couple of cups of buttered popcorn. I kept feeding the hunger with small bites. That usually works. I believe I will reheat the last of the pork shoulder, and a can of carrots. So very hungry! I wonder if this is from all the carbs yesterday, OR, from not eating nearly enough for the week... or two... beforehand. Or both. On to a fifth, is it?, meal? Sixth!
Now that summer is, was (it was 36° at 5:30, while taking the trash out)... hmm... well... I mean I am having a greater thirst, especially when warm. I still have most of those perrier waters, from last fall... late summer. It went cold again, so fast and early, that I lost my thirst for the stuff. Anyway, I have been enjoying those, until the cold spell. Though... it makes, for me, a decent beer replacement. I really miss beer, especially in hot weather. This... mostly... satisfies. Plus it replaces some tea. I need more, and some other no carb or sugar drink. Nothing diet, that stuff is worse than sugar.
On to late, late, dinner. Then some gaming as I slow down while laundry runs. Later, or a good night, and day. 36°!?!
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A shower and four meals. Terribly hungry. Right meals, no sugar, no carbs, smaller portions. Tacos, but leaves for tortillas. A double shot of green beans with butter. Then a fatted coffee. And recently, chia seeds steeped in tea, with pumpkin seeds, a quarter cup of milk and cream added once hydrated. I may have to have another meal. Why so hungry! This is two to three times my usual consumption, four?, if it doesn't show.
After the shower, laundry was set. And since, a cycling and another... last... load set and washing. I hope to get it all dry, upstairs, and begin folding. To completion? A real question. Then cat litter was emptied of bad and replenished, trash, and recycling were completed. No bagging yet. Probably not until tomorrow.
However, I have kept up on kitchen dishes through my meals. Oh, add a couple of cups of buttered popcorn. I kept feeding the hunger with small bites. That usually works. I believe I will reheat the last of the pork shoulder, and a can of carrots. So very hungry! I wonder if this is from all the carbs yesterday, OR, from not eating nearly enough for the week... or two... beforehand. Or both. On to a fifth, is it?, meal? Sixth!
Now that summer is, was (it was 36° at 5:30, while taking the trash out)... hmm... well... I mean I am having a greater thirst, especially when warm. I still have most of those perrier waters, from last fall... late summer. It went cold again, so fast and early, that I lost my thirst for the stuff. Anyway, I have been enjoying those, until the cold spell. Though... it makes, for me, a decent beer replacement. I really miss beer, especially in hot weather. This... mostly... satisfies. Plus it replaces some tea. I need more, and some other no carb or sugar drink. Nothing diet, that stuff is worse than sugar.
On to late, late, dinner. Then some gaming as I slow down while laundry runs. Later, or a good night, and day. 36°!?!
Sunday, June 7, 2020
A fresh start to a new ending.
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Blogger says it is imposing the use of a new format near the end of the month. They are asking for input from catastrophic failures, so you know this new system has been well developed, engineered, and tested. My guess? It's just a way to get rid of a certain segment of their users. Well, they do suggest, after they corrupt a decade or two of work, they will let you go back to the old system.
I have heard from others, in the longer past, that the promise never held up. Either the technical end failed or their was no actual path back. I think I went through one of those myself, finding no promised way back. With youtube closed, it really doesn't matter. I am looking at a workaround for that, was, can... could... almost taste it, just don't have much incentive with this new change.
Anyway... a few weeks? Though, we will see.
It was morning when I had to go on to bed. The sun was out. It looked like it was going back to full summer. Between heating pans so as to season them, thin air perhaps, and the cave simply refusing to relinquish heat, it was still 72° when it was time.
I feared terrible heat later. Nothing more to do for it. I closed it up. I thought I left the fans going but they aren't on as I woke at ~17:30. However, it is between 66° and 69° down here. I'll turn the fans on low, to help cover for my presence. I, usually, add two to three degrees to the place.
Upstairs was 66° as I was going down. With it having clouded over, possibly rained, while I slept, it was pleasant. I went to turn off the sunward ac. It wasn't on! I am absolutely sure I turned that on, fearing a heat-nightmarish sleep with the sun burning so brightly, initially.
Ghosts or human visitors? I... maybe with the fans, not a shadow of doubt with the air conditioners. I terribly fear high heat while trying to sleep. Anyway. After dealing with the shock, I opened two windows and turned the ac to high fan. That works perfectly on such days. Let me get those fans going down here.
A shower, setting the last load of dishes going, a load of laundry, trash and recycling collection and removal, then bag management? I won't finish anything but at least seeing laundry at least through drying and getting the trash to the curb and, once bagged, the receiptacles to their proper stations.
It's not a lot, but how I am feeling, it will be a test. I keep promising myself aspirin. I keep failing? Or... I remember writing about it, then not remembering taking it. There is only one way to be sure, counting, the last two times, including most recently, my memory and lack of memory, matched. So, I can take aspirin today.
Is aspirin dangerous? It's the dose. When I take it, I hit 2k mg. Anything less has little to no effect. Trust me, I am cheap. I tried to go with three pills for many doses, then four. I attempted to convince myself that it was working, that I didn't need more. After several doses in a row, I would sometimes just get through it, sometimes end up having to take a third timed five pill dose, so end up taking a bit to a lot more. Same with 1.6k, four pills. As is, one 2k pack handles the problem for days to a week. Or, at least, more won't help. So, 2k it is... when I remember through to consumption. At 260 to 300 in weight, it's not a stretch. Later.
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Blogger says it is imposing the use of a new format near the end of the month. They are asking for input from catastrophic failures, so you know this new system has been well developed, engineered, and tested. My guess? It's just a way to get rid of a certain segment of their users. Well, they do suggest, after they corrupt a decade or two of work, they will let you go back to the old system.
I have heard from others, in the longer past, that the promise never held up. Either the technical end failed or their was no actual path back. I think I went through one of those myself, finding no promised way back. With youtube closed, it really doesn't matter. I am looking at a workaround for that, was, can... could... almost taste it, just don't have much incentive with this new change.
Anyway... a few weeks? Though, we will see.
It was morning when I had to go on to bed. The sun was out. It looked like it was going back to full summer. Between heating pans so as to season them, thin air perhaps, and the cave simply refusing to relinquish heat, it was still 72° when it was time.
I feared terrible heat later. Nothing more to do for it. I closed it up. I thought I left the fans going but they aren't on as I woke at ~17:30. However, it is between 66° and 69° down here. I'll turn the fans on low, to help cover for my presence. I, usually, add two to three degrees to the place.
Upstairs was 66° as I was going down. With it having clouded over, possibly rained, while I slept, it was pleasant. I went to turn off the sunward ac. It wasn't on! I am absolutely sure I turned that on, fearing a heat-nightmarish sleep with the sun burning so brightly, initially.
Ghosts or human visitors? I... maybe with the fans, not a shadow of doubt with the air conditioners. I terribly fear high heat while trying to sleep. Anyway. After dealing with the shock, I opened two windows and turned the ac to high fan. That works perfectly on such days. Let me get those fans going down here.
A shower, setting the last load of dishes going, a load of laundry, trash and recycling collection and removal, then bag management? I won't finish anything but at least seeing laundry at least through drying and getting the trash to the curb and, once bagged, the receiptacles to their proper stations.
It's not a lot, but how I am feeling, it will be a test. I keep promising myself aspirin. I keep failing? Or... I remember writing about it, then not remembering taking it. There is only one way to be sure, counting, the last two times, including most recently, my memory and lack of memory, matched. So, I can take aspirin today.
Is aspirin dangerous? It's the dose. When I take it, I hit 2k mg. Anything less has little to no effect. Trust me, I am cheap. I tried to go with three pills for many doses, then four. I attempted to convince myself that it was working, that I didn't need more. After several doses in a row, I would sometimes just get through it, sometimes end up having to take a third timed five pill dose, so end up taking a bit to a lot more. Same with 1.6k, four pills. As is, one 2k pack handles the problem for days to a week. Or, at least, more won't help. So, 2k it is... when I remember through to consumption. At 260 to 300 in weight, it's not a stretch. Later.
Almost cold.
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Not as planned, having little, if not nothing, to do with the temperature. It has been raining off and on. The electricity went out for a short bit too. I had a flashlight on me as is usually the case. But that one chews through batteries very quickly. I grabbed a few of my oil candles, set them up. Feeling pleased with myself... until I realized there... wasn't a damned thing to do! ;p
It all lit back up rather quickly. I... still had to rethink what was intended. I will want a shower yet tonight. But I wanted tacos. Hmm... the cast iron taco placket needed washed and seasoned. After three seasoning sessions, taking nearly fort five minutes per, I realized that the cast skillet needed the same, and the stove was needing attention.
Sigh. Fine. I just finished the last seasoning, all cleaned to cook with and on. So, in a bit I will begin warming the burger. Then the placket. I will shred what is left of the good lettuce as that heats. Out of sour cream, but I do have cream cheese. No more beans. Just burger, shredded romaine, and cream cheese spread along the saddle of the tortillas, under all. Not sure how it will turn out, but the meat is nicely spiced... a taco from hell to even some Mexican gringos. Carolina reapers.
So, other plans are being held to Monday. A shower though, before I crash. And trash as well as recycling, tomorrow. Plus bagging or rebagging all the bins. Maybe laundry. I still didn't get to those. This time I must. Yeah, a few jobs came up while weather slowed everything down anyway. All good by me. Plus the cast is swell to have back in production.
Oh, I thought the baked beans would jack diabetes. I added a bit more insulin. Sometimes that helps a bit, sometimes it does nothing. At 140, I was... stunned. All good. Yeah, that is an excellent number two and an half hours after sugared literally baked (rebaked) to tacky sugar beans, with or without pork. Sure have gas though! Bad, in every way. Later.
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Not as planned, having little, if not nothing, to do with the temperature. It has been raining off and on. The electricity went out for a short bit too. I had a flashlight on me as is usually the case. But that one chews through batteries very quickly. I grabbed a few of my oil candles, set them up. Feeling pleased with myself... until I realized there... wasn't a damned thing to do! ;p
It all lit back up rather quickly. I... still had to rethink what was intended. I will want a shower yet tonight. But I wanted tacos. Hmm... the cast iron taco placket needed washed and seasoned. After three seasoning sessions, taking nearly fort five minutes per, I realized that the cast skillet needed the same, and the stove was needing attention.
Sigh. Fine. I just finished the last seasoning, all cleaned to cook with and on. So, in a bit I will begin warming the burger. Then the placket. I will shred what is left of the good lettuce as that heats. Out of sour cream, but I do have cream cheese. No more beans. Just burger, shredded romaine, and cream cheese spread along the saddle of the tortillas, under all. Not sure how it will turn out, but the meat is nicely spiced... a taco from hell to even some Mexican gringos. Carolina reapers.
So, other plans are being held to Monday. A shower though, before I crash. And trash as well as recycling, tomorrow. Plus bagging or rebagging all the bins. Maybe laundry. I still didn't get to those. This time I must. Yeah, a few jobs came up while weather slowed everything down anyway. All good by me. Plus the cast is swell to have back in production.
Oh, I thought the baked beans would jack diabetes. I added a bit more insulin. Sometimes that helps a bit, sometimes it does nothing. At 140, I was... stunned. All good. Yeah, that is an excellent number two and an half hours after sugared literally baked (rebaked) to tacky sugar beans, with or without pork. Sure have gas though! Bad, in every way. Later.
Saturday, June 6, 2020
So very strange.
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Finally awake. I've been awake since 17:30. It is now 20:18. I didn't go down until between seven and eight. I was trying to stay awake longer. The house was 75°, outside was 60°?, but after hours of trying to get some of that cool in, it just wasn't working and I ran out of energy to continue.
I shut the windows and else, but left the fans going. It was too warm upstairs, at 73°, so I set the second ac on and up to cooling. I slept like a rock, in the good way. It was 68° when I woke. About perfect, after partially acclimating to late spring warmth. I expected downstairs to be an absolute sweatbox.
It read 73°, upstairs... from the remote sender I keep downstairs. Hmm. Odd. But number and feel can be quite different. Still, not bad after a hot day. Down I went. The feel was quite different. Not at all in the way anticipated. It felt cool, almost chill? Yeah. So very strange. A very good, initially baffling, surprise.
When I went out to see about the sprouts it all made sense. A very cool, completely overcast, day. Sitting at 58°, in mid to late afternoon, with no signs the sun had been out, yes... cool. I immediately opened everything back up. The air is thin. The fans just aren't moving volumes of air. It cools the body but not really the cave. Atmospheric phenomena, I think. At 20:21 it has only dropped a degree F.
I turned the ac's off upstairs, leaving one unit on fan, the interior fan going, and opening a few windows. It was 70°, after turning one ac off first thing 'this morning'. But with fan and open windows it should be cooler. While at that I grabbed the dirty laundry hamper, collecting a few long shot misses towards it, and grabbed fresh clothes for an eventual shower.
All have been fed and tended. Kitchen dishes were finally caught up, the sprouts have been tended. I went with a can of baked beans and some of the ham. Bad choice. But hunger met availability. Oh, but it was great. I might as well have regular tacos while at it. Ugh.
A shower in a bit, then on to cleaning the bathroom. With the weather being this delicious, and sleep having been so good... as well pain is mostly gone... yes, work. Try to get as much crammed in as possible. This improbable collection of oddities must be utilized. Later.
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Finally awake. I've been awake since 17:30. It is now 20:18. I didn't go down until between seven and eight. I was trying to stay awake longer. The house was 75°, outside was 60°?, but after hours of trying to get some of that cool in, it just wasn't working and I ran out of energy to continue.
I shut the windows and else, but left the fans going. It was too warm upstairs, at 73°, so I set the second ac on and up to cooling. I slept like a rock, in the good way. It was 68° when I woke. About perfect, after partially acclimating to late spring warmth. I expected downstairs to be an absolute sweatbox.
It read 73°, upstairs... from the remote sender I keep downstairs. Hmm. Odd. But number and feel can be quite different. Still, not bad after a hot day. Down I went. The feel was quite different. Not at all in the way anticipated. It felt cool, almost chill? Yeah. So very strange. A very good, initially baffling, surprise.
When I went out to see about the sprouts it all made sense. A very cool, completely overcast, day. Sitting at 58°, in mid to late afternoon, with no signs the sun had been out, yes... cool. I immediately opened everything back up. The air is thin. The fans just aren't moving volumes of air. It cools the body but not really the cave. Atmospheric phenomena, I think. At 20:21 it has only dropped a degree F.
I turned the ac's off upstairs, leaving one unit on fan, the interior fan going, and opening a few windows. It was 70°, after turning one ac off first thing 'this morning'. But with fan and open windows it should be cooler. While at that I grabbed the dirty laundry hamper, collecting a few long shot misses towards it, and grabbed fresh clothes for an eventual shower.
All have been fed and tended. Kitchen dishes were finally caught up, the sprouts have been tended. I went with a can of baked beans and some of the ham. Bad choice. But hunger met availability. Oh, but it was great. I might as well have regular tacos while at it. Ugh.
A shower in a bit, then on to cleaning the bathroom. With the weather being this delicious, and sleep having been so good... as well pain is mostly gone... yes, work. Try to get as much crammed in as possible. This improbable collection of oddities must be utilized. Later.
A little, on a strange night.
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My right arm, middle right toe, and that headache... yes, I forgot aspirin. Then a night heatwave. High winds which shoved the thermometer to 80°, indoors. I had a single ac going upstairs. It kept that to 73°. I actually didn't feel too bad for it, but went on up in an attempt to avoid getting heatsick.
I kept the single ac, along with the fan, on. It worked. Oddly I felt cold, but wasn't willing to risk too much heat with no good means of escape. I never did sleep, just rested for a few hours. My arm, toe, and headache wouldn't let me sleep. I gave up, decided to do and check some things.
I have no idea what is causing the headache *cough*, or the arm to hurt. Feels like a recovering through puncture wound. The toe has been hurting for days. I feared it was a toenail cutting in, but didn't have the nerve to look or deal with it, as bad as it felt. I went ahead and looked. Ah! Thankfully just a bruise. I... remembered what from after looking. Stubbed that toe on a heavy case, but while feeling so awful it wasn't well in memory. Aspirin, hopefully that will help.
I did get the ducks out. They didn't bother with the water, this time. Perhaps tomorrow. I need to get them out, anyway. I am waiting on the return of my wheelbarrow so as to clean the hutch. Then I will begin collecting eggs again. They just hid in the grass, didn't go far, and were waiting at the door when I went out to put them in at late dusk.
Dinner, and later a supper. A refried burger salad, then later a sliver of pork. Nothing fancy, not much, but it worked. As well, I put the daikon sprouts out, then prepared another batch and took it out too. Outside, in the sun. The first batch really started greening and filling out. The new batch has sprouting happening on it's first day! Yes, these seeds have some serious shelf life, if you might need to baby them a bit.
I had forgotten them out. I was worried the wind might have broken the jars. The chair they had been setting on was upturned. But they hadn't set well in that chair, to my taste, so I had moved them well out of range of that, and set them well, apparently. Untouched and happy as kits in a den. In, now, but going out again tomorrow. Vegetarian? No. Cheap, flavorful, vitamin C and else. Goes good in salads, also with canelope, nuts, and... various things. Really good on sandwiches. Say $6 in seeds will equate to five to ten pounds in green veggies, nearly on demand. I want to get an alfalfa mix too. Variety. I might even attempt growing some of the daikon to full size. They are my favorite radishes.
When I was out last, about an half hout ago, it was down to 70°. I am hoping for more cooling still. Either another nap or rest, a shower first, if possible. Nights and days are lost. Not sure what will happen until the earth and I get sorted. Will try to work when and as able in any case. Getting there. Later.
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My right arm, middle right toe, and that headache... yes, I forgot aspirin. Then a night heatwave. High winds which shoved the thermometer to 80°, indoors. I had a single ac going upstairs. It kept that to 73°. I actually didn't feel too bad for it, but went on up in an attempt to avoid getting heatsick.
I kept the single ac, along with the fan, on. It worked. Oddly I felt cold, but wasn't willing to risk too much heat with no good means of escape. I never did sleep, just rested for a few hours. My arm, toe, and headache wouldn't let me sleep. I gave up, decided to do and check some things.
I have no idea what is causing the headache *cough*, or the arm to hurt. Feels like a recovering through puncture wound. The toe has been hurting for days. I feared it was a toenail cutting in, but didn't have the nerve to look or deal with it, as bad as it felt. I went ahead and looked. Ah! Thankfully just a bruise. I... remembered what from after looking. Stubbed that toe on a heavy case, but while feeling so awful it wasn't well in memory. Aspirin, hopefully that will help.
I did get the ducks out. They didn't bother with the water, this time. Perhaps tomorrow. I need to get them out, anyway. I am waiting on the return of my wheelbarrow so as to clean the hutch. Then I will begin collecting eggs again. They just hid in the grass, didn't go far, and were waiting at the door when I went out to put them in at late dusk.
Dinner, and later a supper. A refried burger salad, then later a sliver of pork. Nothing fancy, not much, but it worked. As well, I put the daikon sprouts out, then prepared another batch and took it out too. Outside, in the sun. The first batch really started greening and filling out. The new batch has sprouting happening on it's first day! Yes, these seeds have some serious shelf life, if you might need to baby them a bit.
I had forgotten them out. I was worried the wind might have broken the jars. The chair they had been setting on was upturned. But they hadn't set well in that chair, to my taste, so I had moved them well out of range of that, and set them well, apparently. Untouched and happy as kits in a den. In, now, but going out again tomorrow. Vegetarian? No. Cheap, flavorful, vitamin C and else. Goes good in salads, also with canelope, nuts, and... various things. Really good on sandwiches. Say $6 in seeds will equate to five to ten pounds in green veggies, nearly on demand. I want to get an alfalfa mix too. Variety. I might even attempt growing some of the daikon to full size. They are my favorite radishes.
When I was out last, about an half hout ago, it was down to 70°. I am hoping for more cooling still. Either another nap or rest, a shower first, if possible. Nights and days are lost. Not sure what will happen until the earth and I get sorted. Will try to work when and as able in any case. Getting there. Later.
Friday, June 5, 2020
Cooking last night.
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I haven't been eating. I put out meat, burger and a pork roast, to thaw the day... night? before yesterday. It was ready last night. With the burger, I simply fried it into crumble. Spiced, save salt. That doesn't work well, but... it will do. I made romaine lettuce tacos. Sour cream was had, but cheese was sorely missed. Despite having to attempt salting after the fact and no cheese, it was quite good.
After, I roasted the pork shoulder. It came out perfect, in spite have being slightly overcooked by temperature. And everything was put up. I hate making good food only to crash and have it go bad. A slice of that, or a few leaf tacos a day, should be quite good.
I found flour tortillas, frozen. Thawed some. Yeah, I think not. I also found several cans of baked beans... 17 added sugars? Yeah, doubly think not. As well, about four days ago I started sprouting daikon radish seeds. They sure were slow! Ah, best if used by March 20th. 2015! Okies. Still, sprouting they are. It is relatively dark and cool in here. So, today, I am giving them some sun. I may start another batch today.
As well, I believe it is time to get back to work. Still a bit sore, with a solid medium headache. Aspirin and spit will see me through that. A shower, in a bit, to start off the rodeo. Then setting up that last load of dishes and a check on the laundry. Plus folding whatever. I have laundry in the bathroom and upstairs to collect.
I may let the ducks out. They will be killed off, but... what can you really do. I can't afford a secure fence. I'll get their pool going, that draws them out.
The main goal for today and maybe tomorrow is cleaning the bathroom. And, perhaps, starting in on the kitchen if the bathroom is fast. The only thing for Sunday is getting trash collected and out, refilling bags as I go. Keeping three in them really helps keep up.
After the kitchen? Back to the living room and main downstairs bedroom, I do believe. The kitchen may take a whole week, mind you. Perhaps using the spare room as storage and a clearinghouse as I sort. Yes, it is moving along. Even when I fall, or slip a bit, it isn't too bad. And my failings are still sum total less than my weak advances.
Back to it. Later.
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I haven't been eating. I put out meat, burger and a pork roast, to thaw the day... night? before yesterday. It was ready last night. With the burger, I simply fried it into crumble. Spiced, save salt. That doesn't work well, but... it will do. I made romaine lettuce tacos. Sour cream was had, but cheese was sorely missed. Despite having to attempt salting after the fact and no cheese, it was quite good.
After, I roasted the pork shoulder. It came out perfect, in spite have being slightly overcooked by temperature. And everything was put up. I hate making good food only to crash and have it go bad. A slice of that, or a few leaf tacos a day, should be quite good.
I found flour tortillas, frozen. Thawed some. Yeah, I think not. I also found several cans of baked beans... 17 added sugars? Yeah, doubly think not. As well, about four days ago I started sprouting daikon radish seeds. They sure were slow! Ah, best if used by March 20th. 2015! Okies. Still, sprouting they are. It is relatively dark and cool in here. So, today, I am giving them some sun. I may start another batch today.
As well, I believe it is time to get back to work. Still a bit sore, with a solid medium headache. Aspirin and spit will see me through that. A shower, in a bit, to start off the rodeo. Then setting up that last load of dishes and a check on the laundry. Plus folding whatever. I have laundry in the bathroom and upstairs to collect.
I may let the ducks out. They will be killed off, but... what can you really do. I can't afford a secure fence. I'll get their pool going, that draws them out.
The main goal for today and maybe tomorrow is cleaning the bathroom. And, perhaps, starting in on the kitchen if the bathroom is fast. The only thing for Sunday is getting trash collected and out, refilling bags as I go. Keeping three in them really helps keep up.
After the kitchen? Back to the living room and main downstairs bedroom, I do believe. The kitchen may take a whole week, mind you. Perhaps using the spare room as storage and a clearinghouse as I sort. Yes, it is moving along. Even when I fall, or slip a bit, it isn't too bad. And my failings are still sum total less than my weak advances.
Back to it. Later.
Thursday, June 4, 2020
Brutal.
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I can't remember, exactly. But I think the story goes as follows. How many days involved in each segment is... unclear. Take a day as literal or figurative, and each. I simply can't be sure... about anything... three days, seven, or some number between those?
Three days ago I was caught by heat. I... think I worked through some of it. Then, yesterday, I became cold. I remain somewhat chilled, even at 73° F. As well, yesterday and today I have been stricken with terrible pains. As if, in part, a skewer were driven through the kidneys, then on through the right side and only partly through on the left.
I... couldn't think yesterday. The cold isn't as severe today, though trying to find a way through too... between one, the other, or both of those, I... remembered aspirin. I was finally able to wake, about an half hour ago. I had some business to attend. And just remembered aspirin. I... thought of the stuff while in my icy sleep. More blankets did not help... warm thick socks did, if only for the blocks of ice for feet... slightly.
Still, I will... try to get a shower in, set up the last load of dishes, and do whatever washing, folding or hanging, and putting laundry up that is possible. It may be another scrubbed day, with nothing done though. This pain is intense. At least a shower? It's a hope. Later.
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I can't remember, exactly. But I think the story goes as follows. How many days involved in each segment is... unclear. Take a day as literal or figurative, and each. I simply can't be sure... about anything... three days, seven, or some number between those?
Three days ago I was caught by heat. I... think I worked through some of it. Then, yesterday, I became cold. I remain somewhat chilled, even at 73° F. As well, yesterday and today I have been stricken with terrible pains. As if, in part, a skewer were driven through the kidneys, then on through the right side and only partly through on the left.
I... couldn't think yesterday. The cold isn't as severe today, though trying to find a way through too... between one, the other, or both of those, I... remembered aspirin. I was finally able to wake, about an half hour ago. I had some business to attend. And just remembered aspirin. I... thought of the stuff while in my icy sleep. More blankets did not help... warm thick socks did, if only for the blocks of ice for feet... slightly.
Still, I will... try to get a shower in, set up the last load of dishes, and do whatever washing, folding or hanging, and putting laundry up that is possible. It may be another scrubbed day, with nothing done though. This pain is intense. At least a shower? It's a hope. Later.
Wednesday, June 3, 2020
Still tired.
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Didn't get to sleep earlier, if for good reason. Did wake early.
I added a few security features. Nothing can keep out a determined criminal. Breaking and entering is as easy as breaking glass. To enter without direct detection, immediately or later, is more easily deterred. And so it has begun. Two first parts have been installed, which is why I was up later.
I am not completely satisfied with what has been purchased and installed. As portions of a system, they add mild security to a partially opened door... making entry both more difficult and loud(er). And there is some mild addition to the closed door rigidity. They can be helpful but are not... the end, only the beginning, of security. Actually keeping anyone out, in an ajar state, not so much.
I have another part to go in soon. It will add some security when fully shut but nothing when partially open. Hmm... though there may be a way to adjust for even that... A few more components are in the cart, one to add more security when partially open, one to add security when shut. And a peephole. Oh, and three inch wood screws into all the frames. Ever seen door locks hold while the frame falls apart?
That... is just the beginning. When the free shit brigade finds a honeypot, they hate being denied what they now consider theirs. My guess is part of why the last owners left is because they couldn't secure their property, even with two people. They worked on different days, when he was home he often was in his shop. I... have learned it doesn't matter.
So... the security efforts begin. There may be retribution. The ducks, Sam, a fire, another limb "falling". Yea. I get it. No real way out. Still, it is what it is. Ugh. Paranoid much? Just because you are paranoid, and you should be, doesn't mean they aren't out to get you. Druggies, general thieves, the free shit brigade, and many others. Take your pick.
Oh, today? I... need to go back to bed. I just can't quite start. Just sleepy. I have gotten good at keeping the cave, and myself, cool... for now. However, when I can wake, the list from yesterday, plus a shower, is the plan. It's actually fairly cool? So very strange, after a little acclimation it gets easier. Not every time, but this time, for now. Later.
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Didn't get to sleep earlier, if for good reason. Did wake early.
I added a few security features. Nothing can keep out a determined criminal. Breaking and entering is as easy as breaking glass. To enter without direct detection, immediately or later, is more easily deterred. And so it has begun. Two first parts have been installed, which is why I was up later.
I am not completely satisfied with what has been purchased and installed. As portions of a system, they add mild security to a partially opened door... making entry both more difficult and loud(er). And there is some mild addition to the closed door rigidity. They can be helpful but are not... the end, only the beginning, of security. Actually keeping anyone out, in an ajar state, not so much.
I have another part to go in soon. It will add some security when fully shut but nothing when partially open. Hmm... though there may be a way to adjust for even that... A few more components are in the cart, one to add more security when partially open, one to add security when shut. And a peephole. Oh, and three inch wood screws into all the frames. Ever seen door locks hold while the frame falls apart?
That... is just the beginning. When the free shit brigade finds a honeypot, they hate being denied what they now consider theirs. My guess is part of why the last owners left is because they couldn't secure their property, even with two people. They worked on different days, when he was home he often was in his shop. I... have learned it doesn't matter.
So... the security efforts begin. There may be retribution. The ducks, Sam, a fire, another limb "falling". Yea. I get it. No real way out. Still, it is what it is. Ugh. Paranoid much? Just because you are paranoid, and you should be, doesn't mean they aren't out to get you. Druggies, general thieves, the free shit brigade, and many others. Take your pick.
Oh, today? I... need to go back to bed. I just can't quite start. Just sleepy. I have gotten good at keeping the cave, and myself, cool... for now. However, when I can wake, the list from yesterday, plus a shower, is the plan. It's actually fairly cool? So very strange, after a little acclimation it gets easier. Not every time, but this time, for now. Later.
Tuesday, June 2, 2020
Quite good.
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The shower curtains went up easily. Dishes were mostly finished. A few bits are air drying. Then a luxurious shower. Long, double and probably triple cleaned, then oiled. My feet are staying extremely well hydrated. Either I take care of them or they turn into rocks. I am surprised they never became infected... for they did crack to bleeding, sometimes for extended periods, toes and heels... I could do nothing. If I could afford manicures, and if they were available, I would get one a month. It helps with circulation. Oh well.
It is down to 72°, from 75° or 76° inside. It was 58° outside last I looked. I switched everything over to fan upstairs, and opened extra windows while at it. As well, downstairs, I opened up a bit more then redirected fans. I will turn those to low as I go to bed, turn off one of the ac fans, and tighten trim. Trying to save money, but without cooking. A tenuous trick.
A very good day. A bit overheated, a bit of evening air will see to that. I have to cool off before I can sleep. Hopefully earlier tonight than yesterday. If it is well earlier, I may fold some of the laundry up there. I never did work on the puzzle. Something almost always slips through the will.
Yes. A good day. Perhaps a great one.
Tomorrow? Cleaning the bathroom, a shower, the last set of dishes, a load of laundry if possible... if there is enough for a load of something, vacuuming the livingroom, and maybe starting in on the kitchen? Too much, but I like the swagger! The place is still very rough, but the improvements are profound. I am, so far, not only able to make serious inroads, but minimally maintain even when I crash... though often continue on, make deeper inroads, if at a much slower pace.
I don't understand. Save that the voice, the calling... it is more potent than the grave. It is with me awake and asleep, if honestly, sometimes I wish it weren't. A minority, selfish, portion of my thoughts. Like a nightowl child, waken to open presents on Christmas morning. Torn, but not much? Something in there.
Good night.
.
The shower curtains went up easily. Dishes were mostly finished. A few bits are air drying. Then a luxurious shower. Long, double and probably triple cleaned, then oiled. My feet are staying extremely well hydrated. Either I take care of them or they turn into rocks. I am surprised they never became infected... for they did crack to bleeding, sometimes for extended periods, toes and heels... I could do nothing. If I could afford manicures, and if they were available, I would get one a month. It helps with circulation. Oh well.
It is down to 72°, from 75° or 76° inside. It was 58° outside last I looked. I switched everything over to fan upstairs, and opened extra windows while at it. As well, downstairs, I opened up a bit more then redirected fans. I will turn those to low as I go to bed, turn off one of the ac fans, and tighten trim. Trying to save money, but without cooking. A tenuous trick.
A very good day. A bit overheated, a bit of evening air will see to that. I have to cool off before I can sleep. Hopefully earlier tonight than yesterday. If it is well earlier, I may fold some of the laundry up there. I never did work on the puzzle. Something almost always slips through the will.
Yes. A good day. Perhaps a great one.
Tomorrow? Cleaning the bathroom, a shower, the last set of dishes, a load of laundry if possible... if there is enough for a load of something, vacuuming the livingroom, and maybe starting in on the kitchen? Too much, but I like the swagger! The place is still very rough, but the improvements are profound. I am, so far, not only able to make serious inroads, but minimally maintain even when I crash... though often continue on, make deeper inroads, if at a much slower pace.
I don't understand. Save that the voice, the calling... it is more potent than the grave. It is with me awake and asleep, if honestly, sometimes I wish it weren't. A minority, selfish, portion of my thoughts. Like a nightowl child, waken to open presents on Christmas morning. Torn, but not much? Something in there.
Good night.
Bumps in the road, but... yea.
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It started with the shower curtain. I sure swear a lot when mechanically tinkering. It... must be a guy thing? Even when doing well, though when failure occurs, rippppp! Like a sailor. The first half went up like a top. The other half not so much. It requires drywall anchors, which were supplied. However, they are metal, with no give. It punched through the drywall without ever giving way. I tried it at various speeds. I got it moving a bit first. Nope! Queue the cuss words.
Rather than tear the bathroom down around me, I decided to do else, git, take a hike... figuratively. Upstairs. Vacuuming. I had to move this and that, lift blankets hanging off the cot, but all good. Then for the stairs, carpeted. What a task that was. The cord was long enough to reach bottom, but the accessory tube was only good for three of the twenty some steps at a time. Done, then just a bit at the base... to remind me why. Incentive, impetus, perhaps some other i-word? to push me to do the rest of the livingroom.
I about fell into my seat, rested for a goodly while. Then I hit the kitchen dishes. I did what could be done, washing and setting to dry while hitting what was still a mess then reset that, and dried and put up the finished dishes. I had to clear dishes from my two main areas... just clean dishes in the way, in order to finish those. One more batch needs a hot rinse then set to air dry.
I checked to see if the neighbor was out, so might be able to pick up a few drywall anchors, plastic. It seems so. If it goes together yet tonight, a shower. If not a bath. It has been two and a half days since my last shower... in part due to heat overload, then the delay today, getting the shower curtain rod and curtain up.
The lack of cleanliness is driving me to distraction! Bleh. I'm on it. Wow, not even three days without a shower and I am whining? I am doing much better even when fallen. Trust me, that is vastly superior. He is soon to arrive. Weeks? Months? Time isn't what it seems for either of us. *blink, blink, blink-blink*
It's just 74° in here, but I am burning. Sweating profusely as well, more so than usual considering I usually sweat like a pig (they don't) and with low humidity. Strange. So... upstairs to chill with the puzzle. Oh, I ordered a few five hundred piece puzzles. A thousander, every time, can get a bit dull. Mix and match. I may even buy 3d types. I did purchase a mechanical one. And, after practice and time, I may order a huge one?
I ordered bits for a duckling setup. Then will begin seeking ducklings. Not everything, but a beginning to a starter set. And my mother called. I really worry about cancer, when an intractable pain presents... anywhere. For her, not me. I must suffer, I don't get to die? I think only one of my uncles and aunts who have died didn't die of or with cancer. Though they are living long, and she was second from the last.
They believe they found the problem. A torn... ligament? Deep in. It might be difficult to treat, but knowing offers some relief. She tried to pick asparagus, thought she could just go down into the ditch and get it. Uhrm, an Iowa thing? The girl has spirit, and spit. I do worry. I wish I lived closer, I'd love to go picking for her. She may be on the antifa side of things, if I'd like to believe ignorantly. We have had political issues since I was quite young. I was her anti-antifa... initially a different form of the left, then the right, now staying out of all of it, for all practical purposes. Anyway...
Later.
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It started with the shower curtain. I sure swear a lot when mechanically tinkering. It... must be a guy thing? Even when doing well, though when failure occurs, rippppp! Like a sailor. The first half went up like a top. The other half not so much. It requires drywall anchors, which were supplied. However, they are metal, with no give. It punched through the drywall without ever giving way. I tried it at various speeds. I got it moving a bit first. Nope! Queue the cuss words.
Rather than tear the bathroom down around me, I decided to do else, git, take a hike... figuratively. Upstairs. Vacuuming. I had to move this and that, lift blankets hanging off the cot, but all good. Then for the stairs, carpeted. What a task that was. The cord was long enough to reach bottom, but the accessory tube was only good for three of the twenty some steps at a time. Done, then just a bit at the base... to remind me why. Incentive, impetus, perhaps some other i-word? to push me to do the rest of the livingroom.
I about fell into my seat, rested for a goodly while. Then I hit the kitchen dishes. I did what could be done, washing and setting to dry while hitting what was still a mess then reset that, and dried and put up the finished dishes. I had to clear dishes from my two main areas... just clean dishes in the way, in order to finish those. One more batch needs a hot rinse then set to air dry.
I checked to see if the neighbor was out, so might be able to pick up a few drywall anchors, plastic. It seems so. If it goes together yet tonight, a shower. If not a bath. It has been two and a half days since my last shower... in part due to heat overload, then the delay today, getting the shower curtain rod and curtain up.
The lack of cleanliness is driving me to distraction! Bleh. I'm on it. Wow, not even three days without a shower and I am whining? I am doing much better even when fallen. Trust me, that is vastly superior. He is soon to arrive. Weeks? Months? Time isn't what it seems for either of us. *blink, blink, blink-blink*
It's just 74° in here, but I am burning. Sweating profusely as well, more so than usual considering I usually sweat like a pig (they don't) and with low humidity. Strange. So... upstairs to chill with the puzzle. Oh, I ordered a few five hundred piece puzzles. A thousander, every time, can get a bit dull. Mix and match. I may even buy 3d types. I did purchase a mechanical one. And, after practice and time, I may order a huge one?
I ordered bits for a duckling setup. Then will begin seeking ducklings. Not everything, but a beginning to a starter set. And my mother called. I really worry about cancer, when an intractable pain presents... anywhere. For her, not me. I must suffer, I don't get to die? I think only one of my uncles and aunts who have died didn't die of or with cancer. Though they are living long, and she was second from the last.
They believe they found the problem. A torn... ligament? Deep in. It might be difficult to treat, but knowing offers some relief. She tried to pick asparagus, thought she could just go down into the ditch and get it. Uhrm, an Iowa thing? The girl has spirit, and spit. I do worry. I wish I lived closer, I'd love to go picking for her. She may be on the antifa side of things, if I'd like to believe ignorantly. We have had political issues since I was quite young. I was her anti-antifa... initially a different form of the left, then the right, now staying out of all of it, for all practical purposes. Anyway...
Later.
Today?
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Again, today? I believe so.
Several days of managing heat and recouping lost and dysfunctional sleep has prepared me for getting back to work. At 13:20 it is 80° outside, 70° upstairs, and 72° downstairs. The ducks and girls have been tended. And I have begun plotting my day. Oh, and strange dreams...
The first task will be refreshing dishes. The ones in the bathroom are ready, just needing a hot refresh so as to dry more easily. The ones in the kitchen still need a first wash, so that wash, then a complete refresh... to then be washed again after a shower. Of course, before a shower, the shower curtain bar has to go up. So there is that.
After, perhaps between those as well, a rest. After? Putting the last of the dishes in, perhaps the last full load of laundry, then upstairs to vacuum and then fold and put up laundry. If there is anything else possible, assuming I clear to that point, the idea of finishing cleaning the bathroom is nagging my mind.
If I can clear that list, I could begin finishing the kitchen tomorrow! It has lingered well from as far as I got last time. This time I will completely clear down to the table and set that back up, but also begin going through pots, pans, and small and large utensils. Storing portions of each, tossing some. Some with the intention of giving away or throwing away, in time. Some stored as replacement for any stolen or broken items.
Yes, I am seeing it. The work that has been done, the short term work proposed, and the work that will be done. Overall an half done? A third? A quarter complete? To a degree it depends how you balance work. By volume, by time, by processes rendered? Perhaps other ways, such as mass over distance. Actually the heaviest item, at nearly three hundred pounds, that perpetually needs moved, is my body. :p
I'll try to get to dreams later. Or not.
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Again, today? I believe so.
Several days of managing heat and recouping lost and dysfunctional sleep has prepared me for getting back to work. At 13:20 it is 80° outside, 70° upstairs, and 72° downstairs. The ducks and girls have been tended. And I have begun plotting my day. Oh, and strange dreams...
The first task will be refreshing dishes. The ones in the bathroom are ready, just needing a hot refresh so as to dry more easily. The ones in the kitchen still need a first wash, so that wash, then a complete refresh... to then be washed again after a shower. Of course, before a shower, the shower curtain bar has to go up. So there is that.
After, perhaps between those as well, a rest. After? Putting the last of the dishes in, perhaps the last full load of laundry, then upstairs to vacuum and then fold and put up laundry. If there is anything else possible, assuming I clear to that point, the idea of finishing cleaning the bathroom is nagging my mind.
If I can clear that list, I could begin finishing the kitchen tomorrow! It has lingered well from as far as I got last time. This time I will completely clear down to the table and set that back up, but also begin going through pots, pans, and small and large utensils. Storing portions of each, tossing some. Some with the intention of giving away or throwing away, in time. Some stored as replacement for any stolen or broken items.
Yes, I am seeing it. The work that has been done, the short term work proposed, and the work that will be done. Overall an half done? A third? A quarter complete? To a degree it depends how you balance work. By volume, by time, by processes rendered? Perhaps other ways, such as mass over distance. Actually the heaviest item, at nearly three hundred pounds, that perpetually needs moved, is my body. :p
I'll try to get to dreams later. Or not.
Monday, June 1, 2020
Not today.
.
.
Destabilized by the heat, then a return to normal temperatures, I couldn't get to work. My thermometer read 84° to 86° outside. At ~21:30, it is just at 74.5° indoors and 70° upstairs. Outside, it is 65°. I am cold, too cold. Quite strange. Perhaps a really good long night sleep will help.
A few things were done. Meal dishes were gathered and set to a soak or a fresh soak. A tape measure went up the last time I went up, and the closet was measured so as to install a hanger bar. Then it was taken downstairs, to the bathroom, so as to figure the height for hanging the shower curtain.
Feeding, watering, and caring for the critters was all else I could do. It is nearing bedtime.
I called the Canadian company. No one there. I left a message. I checked email shortly after. Whether from the call, or I had missed it before, an email was in. It had a Internet path to pay for the device, which I did. Hopefully I will know tomorrow whether this worked. I could have just walked away, then bought from a US company. As I see it, a deal is a deal.
I did call my mother. She is suffering. She recently had an mri. Hip and leg pain, beyond her ability to tolerate. She has been layed up since we last spoke. I wish there was something I could do. I can pray for her, and check in on her. She will get the mri results tomorrow, if I question modern medical. I'm not sure if they decide who should receive treatment or if they don't know a real diagnosis from a false one. Do they care, at all?
Almost bedtime. Good night.
.
Destabilized by the heat, then a return to normal temperatures, I couldn't get to work. My thermometer read 84° to 86° outside. At ~21:30, it is just at 74.5° indoors and 70° upstairs. Outside, it is 65°. I am cold, too cold. Quite strange. Perhaps a really good long night sleep will help.
A few things were done. Meal dishes were gathered and set to a soak or a fresh soak. A tape measure went up the last time I went up, and the closet was measured so as to install a hanger bar. Then it was taken downstairs, to the bathroom, so as to figure the height for hanging the shower curtain.
Feeding, watering, and caring for the critters was all else I could do. It is nearing bedtime.
I called the Canadian company. No one there. I left a message. I checked email shortly after. Whether from the call, or I had missed it before, an email was in. It had a Internet path to pay for the device, which I did. Hopefully I will know tomorrow whether this worked. I could have just walked away, then bought from a US company. As I see it, a deal is a deal.
I did call my mother. She is suffering. She recently had an mri. Hip and leg pain, beyond her ability to tolerate. She has been layed up since we last spoke. I wish there was something I could do. I can pray for her, and check in on her. She will get the mri results tomorrow, if I question modern medical. I'm not sure if they decide who should receive treatment or if they don't know a real diagnosis from a false one. Do they care, at all?
Almost bedtime. Good night.
Sleep, lots of it.
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.
No choice. I was exhausted beyond reason. Trying to stay up, downstair, at 76°, for several days, ruined me. I'm a mess, and will be until I recover, rest, and begin to acclimate. Far too hot far too quickly. From 8:30, I think, I slept until 14:30. I woke several times. Just... still feeling too warm, and a call?
The call I heard, maybe others, was from my bank. The company I ordered from was Canadian. And? Well, my bank doesn't do Canada, or any foreign, natively. Must be one of the (new?) national security laws. They will, upon request, open up transfers to a foreign company for a short time. Ugh.
This means I will have to fuss about in an attempt to get them to attempt the transaction again. To bad they don't do this with Chinese goods carte blanche. I will never buy Canadian again. Not worth a few dollars savings, if that was even it. I think I simply recognized the company name, so trusted from the praise of others. Unfortunately, some companies I might work with in the US will pass off fake items.
It remained 68° up there, throughout. I had been curious about rigging... open curtains for better cold air flow, or close the curtains on the air conditioners. As it turns, closing the curtains keeps it cooler. However? It was far cooler today, and I was sleeping in a different place, plus many other possible factors. I will do several more trials. To be scientific, I need to check same temperature ranges, with same humidity, atmospheric pressure, while tending other variables, over similar periods of time.
Science isn't so much a tricky widget as an impossible one. Thus the lab. While a lab setting allows a more equal set of parameters, it also excludes known and unknown variables. Which is why everything from application lab work to computer modelling absolutely fail. Thus engineering. I sometimes think they do, or don't, include the butterfly effects. Only some actually should be included. Picking the right three from trillions to the e is... well. At least they have neat toys and stupid stories. Might as well go Zen. It has more truth than they can conjure. All they have is faith. I'll bet they don't remember that Einstein and Darwin died disbelieving their own works.
It was just 72° downstairs, and about 84° outside. It is alread 73° and small change an half hour after waking. Bleh.
Hmm? Today? Up with the shower curtain, a shower, out with the trash, and a stab at cleaning the bathroom? Yeah. If I get too hot, a trip upstairs to fold clothes. If that doesn't cool me enough, then time on the puzzle. A bit on that each day is getting it done. Oh, I'd like to finish meal dishes. They have stacked up a bit, but not terribly quite yet.
A bit of work, between cooling and napping as needed. When those tasks are completed, a new list. Later.
.
No choice. I was exhausted beyond reason. Trying to stay up, downstair, at 76°, for several days, ruined me. I'm a mess, and will be until I recover, rest, and begin to acclimate. Far too hot far too quickly. From 8:30, I think, I slept until 14:30. I woke several times. Just... still feeling too warm, and a call?
The call I heard, maybe others, was from my bank. The company I ordered from was Canadian. And? Well, my bank doesn't do Canada, or any foreign, natively. Must be one of the (new?) national security laws. They will, upon request, open up transfers to a foreign company for a short time. Ugh.
This means I will have to fuss about in an attempt to get them to attempt the transaction again. To bad they don't do this with Chinese goods carte blanche. I will never buy Canadian again. Not worth a few dollars savings, if that was even it. I think I simply recognized the company name, so trusted from the praise of others. Unfortunately, some companies I might work with in the US will pass off fake items.
It remained 68° up there, throughout. I had been curious about rigging... open curtains for better cold air flow, or close the curtains on the air conditioners. As it turns, closing the curtains keeps it cooler. However? It was far cooler today, and I was sleeping in a different place, plus many other possible factors. I will do several more trials. To be scientific, I need to check same temperature ranges, with same humidity, atmospheric pressure, while tending other variables, over similar periods of time.
Science isn't so much a tricky widget as an impossible one. Thus the lab. While a lab setting allows a more equal set of parameters, it also excludes known and unknown variables. Which is why everything from application lab work to computer modelling absolutely fail. Thus engineering. I sometimes think they do, or don't, include the butterfly effects. Only some actually should be included. Picking the right three from trillions to the e is... well. At least they have neat toys and stupid stories. Might as well go Zen. It has more truth than they can conjure. All they have is faith. I'll bet they don't remember that Einstein and Darwin died disbelieving their own works.
It was just 72° downstairs, and about 84° outside. It is alread 73° and small change an half hour after waking. Bleh.
Hmm? Today? Up with the shower curtain, a shower, out with the trash, and a stab at cleaning the bathroom? Yeah. If I get too hot, a trip upstairs to fold clothes. If that doesn't cool me enough, then time on the puzzle. A bit on that each day is getting it done. Oh, I'd like to finish meal dishes. They have stacked up a bit, but not terribly quite yet.
A bit of work, between cooling and napping as needed. When those tasks are completed, a new list. Later.
Can't sleep!
.
.
I didn't crash until halfish after three. I probably could have, perhaps as early as two, but I was absolutely drinking in the cool of the night. My main downstairs thermometer read 73.9°. With fans going and everything open, I was blissfully freezing. It was so cool outside that I changed the ac's to fan mode and opened a few windows. It was down to 68° when I closed shop this morning, 70° upstairs before I switched rigging.
I woke around six, the first time, to check things, and attempt escaping sleep. I switched one ac to cooling, one off, and closed the windows upstairs. Downstairs I opened up a bit more. Then had to go back to bed. I simply could not keep my eyes open.
The sun, he's a tyrant! I so wanted to continue sleeping. Around, under, even some heat through, the window and curtains. More so with fluttering from the necessary fan placement. Both the warming and the light caused me to flee bed. I closed up the downstairs and am almost awake enough to think.
Oh, right... the cot! It is in a shaded part of the upstairs. And with the ac on, and how I can place the fan, it might work for more sleep. I keep the beds made, putting a featherlight blanket on top of all else for day naps or sleeping. Good for naps, but if I need more, my body shifts so that I become cold, so that I end up crawling deeper under the other blankets.
Still so tired that my eyes, even body, hurt. And it is starting to heat up down here, partly from me and this machine. Yes. Back to bed. Later.
.
I didn't crash until halfish after three. I probably could have, perhaps as early as two, but I was absolutely drinking in the cool of the night. My main downstairs thermometer read 73.9°. With fans going and everything open, I was blissfully freezing. It was so cool outside that I changed the ac's to fan mode and opened a few windows. It was down to 68° when I closed shop this morning, 70° upstairs before I switched rigging.
I woke around six, the first time, to check things, and attempt escaping sleep. I switched one ac to cooling, one off, and closed the windows upstairs. Downstairs I opened up a bit more. Then had to go back to bed. I simply could not keep my eyes open.
The sun, he's a tyrant! I so wanted to continue sleeping. Around, under, even some heat through, the window and curtains. More so with fluttering from the necessary fan placement. Both the warming and the light caused me to flee bed. I closed up the downstairs and am almost awake enough to think.
Oh, right... the cot! It is in a shaded part of the upstairs. And with the ac on, and how I can place the fan, it might work for more sleep. I keep the beds made, putting a featherlight blanket on top of all else for day naps or sleeping. Good for naps, but if I need more, my body shifts so that I become cold, so that I end up crawling deeper under the other blankets.
Still so tired that my eyes, even body, hurt. And it is starting to heat up down here, partly from me and this machine. Yes. Back to bed. Later.
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