I have looked around the web. I may actually quit blogging after this one. I went WAY overboard. This is more than embarrassing. I really did only drink 10 beers, if I drank them… well, very fast. I probably had the first 6 down in 10 minutes, the rest in about another half hour. After that, I just coasted. I cannot believe I said some of what I said, and, I cannot remember saying it. I have become a lightweight, and a horrible one. I keep stumbling over little piles of stupid, and I am just amazed I was such an idiot. For shame! Really. I am thinking about whether to quit blogging, or not.
Oh, and, I was wrong. I do not believe much of what I said. I am not even sure I understand half of what I said. Though, after I blush while reading, I am not sure making sense out of it is necessarily possible. Wow, I do not understand how this happened. Really, I try to be a decent guy. Could I get that confused, mean, or stupid that easily?
I saw only two of your comments and didn't think they were bad at all. Rambley, yes. Bad, no.
ReplyDeleteGood, I saw the rest of them though. Some were just... screwy, some were quite rude. But you know, running away won't solve a thing. Even though I cannot promise, in honesty, it will never happen again, I guess facing our own darkness and making mistakes, then recovering is just the way of it. But it can be embarrassing and harsh.
ReplyDeleteAt least it felt like a great night! It has been some time since I partied quite like this.
Some people say screwy, rude things when sober.
ReplyDeleteYou mostly had fun, no one was hurt and you blew off some steam.
No harm, no foul, right?