Oh, right.

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If I piss you off, take a breath, take a step back, and recheck. I may not always sound funny, then again, I do not always aim to. Right after I make you giggle like a little girl on a sugar high, I may just make you squeal like a little boy who just found out how much it hurts to have man parts. It is a talent. And, I do so with myself. Well, maybe not literally, but that is not the point.


If you have things that make you hurt, understand, I will find and explore them. Same goes for most of your emotional ties. I may not be as good at it as Pinhead in Hellraiser, but I am not too shabby. Not that I even do it on purpose, it seems to be a natural quality... if you use the term quality in a slightly alternate meaning. Then again, I think there are positives to the quality. It strengthens people around me and ensures that friends can take a hit. One shot friends are not friends. It even strengthens me, if too at times it cripples me. Yes, yes, what I do to myself with this skill makes what I do to others seem like child's play. I suppose that is why I am so surprised when someone gets upset at me about it. *thwack* Oh, that hurt? Ah, okies. My bad. *thwack* So ll y, again. Kiss and kick, hug and toss, it is the way of things.

I do get into my writing and thoughts. It just flows. Something in the back of my mind brews ideas like a tea kettle heats water. Then the whistle lets off steam. Though the exit of that psychic steam seems turbulent and chaotic, it is actually quite logical, directed, and mathematically and physically explainable and coherent. That is not to say it is correct, always, only that there is method, rhyme, reasoning, and such involved. My writing is, sometimes, just like that. Not always, but when I get going, hit a set of keywords and phrases, it might just hit that crescendo. And I do not, can not, correct for feelings, political biases, or much else. Neither did Clemens though. He would not have been published if his wife had not "corrected" (edited) his work... heavily. I wish I could get my hands on some of his unedited work, curiosity you know.

Just... letting you know. I bite, I sting, and I probably do not even realize it. Thinking back, I see it. But by then it is written, posted, and... hitting it's mark. BAM But I will not change what I have written. If I think I am wrong, or think it was too harsh, and think about it, I may add in another post. Bah!