Up way too long, but more to go.

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I have gotten every dish, pot, fork, and plate in this house clean. The kitchen still needs a good deal of work as well as the rest of the house. No laundry was done, but it is ready to go. And I have been dragging my feet about getting the tire repair kit and reading the instructions. It is a new technology, and one which seems dubious. Me? A doubting Thomas? I... I doubt that. Or... And? *sigh*

I ran out of my usual tobacco, so I have been smoking my pipe this morning. Along with some heavy French pressed coffee, I think I might make it to SLC. Then again, I am considering whether to simply cancel the appointment. They have nothing to offer, nothing I need or can use. If I do that, I will still have things to do today, so I will not sleep much sooner. I have a tire to get repaired, a computer to drop off, a meat and grocer purveyor to visit, and... who knows what else. Oh, right, hard maple stock to investigate. There might be other things, but. Oh, yes, whether I go to SLC or not, I do have to take the urine sample in. Still, if I am awake, I should make my appointment. But time, other things, and the fruitlessness of the appointment?

Bah! I hate decisions. Most people think I just sit here, not thinking or doing. And, sometimes, that is exactly true. But quite often I see everything, a bit too closely I think, and cannot decide. Time, as a tool, always makes a default ruling. You do not believe me? Just sit there for a bit, now longer, now... longer. You would be surprised how much people do that is absolutely unnecessary in spite of being absolutely vital in their mind. Just saying... Am I, however, the birds written of in the bible? Fear not, for as God sees to these, He shall see to you. Worry not. Or am I the canary who is going to be sent into the cave to find where noxious gasses kill me and show the others they should get out?

My paranoia entertains even me! Yes, I larf and larf and giggle when I catch myself at it. Well, until I hear the helicopter but cannot see it or the other way around! *google eyes* *larf* Oh, no doubt, they are out there, they might be watching, they certainly have the technology and perhaps the interest. But I do not think they have the power. Even if they do, I would be so far down any list that even I would see it coming a mile away. Or in the worst (best?) case scenario, I would be erased before I even knew I no longer lived. Heck, that would be better than a heart attach and would be based at least partly on my great faith, which would make me a martyr. Okay, I can actually deal with that, too. (larf)

Well, I suppose, I should get a shower, trim my beard a bit, get the tire kit in and look over it after checking my tire, then decide what else the world holds for me. Good day, good fortunes... later.