I had hoped...

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To have figured my way to function before this point in gaming.  Simply put I have won all the trophies for the games I wanted to win those trophies.  Still, as I have noted, heat is still an issue.  I am taking care of that, finally.  The curtains and air conditioner are on the way, and I did actually already order, receive, and return one air conditioner, so I have been working on it.  Oh, and I do have some drapes already ordered, washed, then put up.  So it's not like I am not trying to solve the problem.  I suppose if I have a problem that way it was that I was trying stubbornly to pretend heat was something I could just get through.  Foolishness.

So, what next?  I really can't read too long as is.  My day has shifted, I am getting up around noon.  It could be worse and I have done well for quite some time on my day schedule, if for no real purpose other than to maintain a normal sleep cycle and for my own edification, satisfaction.  Then again, I am getting sloppy with my medication.  Potassium is often forgotten even when the others are taken, but the others are beginning to be missed.  I just don't have a good, sure, system of getting these medicines down.  I don't know how to improve that, save to hit it when I see it being missed.  As I said, my dad had this same problem.  My mom would... "help him".  I don't think he liked the medication any more than I do.  He never said so, it just... seemed that way.  Yeah, I liked my dad for more reasons than I could say, this is just one added to all that, and coming later in life.  :)

I do have other games I haven't played, or played and didn't really care for right off the bat.  I haven't opened 007 QoSolace, though it is a short game.  I haven't delved into the trophies for Killzone 3, if I did play it to completion.  It is so short that...  And I really... don't like playing with allies, if at least for the most part I am not forced to babysit them in KZ3.  The thing I don't like about KZ3 is, often, I have no idea of where to go, where I can go, or what really to do.  It's not a bad game, it just isn't epic or well done, impo.  I also have a jedi game that I simply didn't like.  It seemed, on first playing, more like a button-mashing game.  While you are supposed to do certain things in a logic way, that would take a bit of training combined with experience and the game just didn't seem that interesting.  Why games?  Because in this melt down I seem to be experiencing, and just because I don't function well anyway, this allows me to "do something" beside sleep.  It requires almost no actual energy output which I don't have, and if I did in this heat is best not to use anyway.

Whine much?  Oh, it's all good.  I'll get to things.  Give it a week, when I have the ac installed and the shades up.  Heck, I might wash the dishes!  Bleh.  The real hope is, once I take care of the heat, I will actually get to that room, do the laundry, wash the dishes, finish that hole out back, and a bit more, maybe a lot more.  With the medicines (mostly) going, I think it is possible.  Then again, we all know that... I often put more on my plate than what I can eat.  The reality is much different than my plans, often.  But... sometimes?  Yes, sometimes I can do a ton of work.  But everything really does have to be perfect, even then it is rare.  Like a tornado on a specific spot on the earth.

Gah! The neighbor boy came by for the watch I promised! Of course, I haven't been out, so I don't have it! I hate when I do that. I HAVE to figure out how to get out. I must say, having foods at home so I don't have to get out does make getting out even more difficult. I did, finally, break down and drink some of that powdered milk-like stuff last night (not official powdered milk, mind you). It didn't taste too bad, if too it only resembles watery milk. If you drink fat free milk, you might not have known the difference, I think? It still had just a touch of that "flavor" Carnation has, but it was a fleeting note unlike the absolute, stick with you, full flavor of Carnation dry milk. And, perhaps, even skim milk has the flavor. I've... never touched skim so I wouldn't know. 'I have to get that watch', sung to the tune of "Sink the Bismarck". She already took the Hood!

Later.