I suppose I get to just wait it out.

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I was in bed earlier than usual, sort of, for what that has been worth, recently.  I did set the alarms, for various times, hoping at an off chance at getting to the pool today.  The alarms sounded, and I remember dealing with them.  I also realized I had no chance of staying awake.  I even pushed on the last one.  I simply could not connect with the waking world, so simply shut back down after fifteen minutes of wandering the wastes of reality.  I don't even think I made it to the computer, fed the cats, or took medicine.  I'm not... sure what I actually did do?  Waking at 15:00, even then not really sure what to do.  Life is dry and empty for the moment.  Blogging isn't good, reading is not interesting, the news is what it is, I am still tired... dry and barren. 

I am almost certain this is due to the odd weather that is the beginning of spring.  Being cold, and almost perpetually cloudy, but promising more and delivering less.  The snow is nearly gone, save in the mountains and in spots that rarely see the sun.  This is just a drab part of the year, as with winter when the novelty of snow and cold that refresh after a hot summer wears thin.  While winter is usually harsher, this period of time has often been more difficult as the ups and downs of it can be so fast, and the promise doesn't deliver, stretching things thin.  This too will pass.  A few days of sun would most certainly help... if I can be awake to enjoy some of it.

I am still going to try to make it in to the lesson Monday.  I will be working my schedule, as I may, over the weekend.  Who knows, life might return a bit.  Later.