Thursday, May 23, 2013

Lord, please help me.

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No, I didn't get to bed early.  Couldn't sleep.  And, no, I didn't rise and shine.  I did have some heat on for when I woke.  And I have water boiled for a warm "bath" and rinse.  And I am chugging a portion of coffee.  I even had a bit of remaining food from supper to slip into my pie hole.  My clothes are set for getting dressed fast.  But it is 3:50 or so.  I have to move... but it's just... well...  I think I will get to it but it is murder today.  It is like pulling teeth.  Never mind...  Just, a hand, a boost, a push, a shove.  Anything.  The ol' body just.  Sucks being on the deader side of things, today it shows.  At least I'm not stuck in some hospital or nursing home though.  I'll live under a bridge before I'll go back to one of those types of prisons.

Dreams and nightmares as I toiled with a lame body, exhaustion, and alarm clocks today.  Something along the lines of drowning in life.  I'll get it sorted.  I have a few things to do to get my home ready for my mom and the future, she being more a timer than the sole or main reason.  She is even helping before she arrives?  Yeah, well, okay.

Hmm...  Time to get going.  Good day.

2 comments:

  1. Doom:

    Perhaps not a hand or even a shove... but I'll happily slap ya' a SMILE!

    Everyone lives in a prison of sorts, some just have a bit more... wiggle room?

    Be well--

    Rafa

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  2. Oh, that works. Usually it is so balanced that less than a fly can help, one way or the other. A smile is much bigger than a fly, by the way.

    Yep, prison indeed. Of flesh, and more or less, at the least. There are worse prisons though, so... I'll take my form of it, for as long as I can keep it!

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