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I didn't get into the garden today. Just couldn't. I did find my headlamp. I might do it tonight, or some other evening, now that I have some lighting. Flashlights just aren't enough, don't work well. Lamps, I suppose, but inconvenient for specific lighting if a bit better than flashlights. It didn't happen because it didn't happen. That sounds simplistic but it is logical, true, and... metaphysical, actually. Never mind. I lose a lot of people there. It just is or isn't, isn't it? Yes and no.
But it is after 14:00 and I am still awake. This is the latest I have been awake in... weeks? months? Perhaps the schedule shift is working it's way through my system... Or I am in line for another spin or two around the clock. Never know until I know. Then, of course, I know. Sometimes. Too much thought about what is and isn't of late, and how to explain it. Most of it is bunk, except those parts that are true. It is a wonderful laboratory of thought for practicing participles, grammatical conjugation, and such though. Wait, I hate grammar. Well, not my grammar. Never knew her so I can't be sure. But if she didn't get along with my mother when she was younger, both of them actually, had to be since they both aged until one of them died, more or less... then I probably would have gotten along with her right up until I didn't. But... that's another thing.
Yes, yes, staying awake a bit beyond the border and my mind does tend to stray. Think about doing that for decades. It's a wonder I am sane. Shhhush. Later, or goodnight. We will know for sure later, thought later it will be for certain? Yes, yes indeed.
I bought a 3 pack of inexpensive head lamps at Costco. Two is one and one is none, so three is one plus one to share just in case...
ReplyDeleteI bought two but gave one to my lady friend. Oddly, of all the gifts I gave her, I think she honestly loved that one the most. She was an odd bird, could have bought one herself, knew her need and the tech, just wanted... someone to tend that for her. What I have noted is that most of the women I have known are like that.
ReplyDeleteOh, doesn't bother me, not a bit. I like that part, a lot, actually. I don't understand the whys, and don't worry too much. I just listen for tech complaints, and if or when reasonable, tend to them. Being a servant goes both ways though. "She" listens for my needs and wants on the domestic front, most "she"s. Such an odd thing, man and woman, and more our interactions.
Song birds where the song produces reality through the other hearing our twitters and tweets. Magic.