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Mostly. A number of things, several, varied, and on too many fronts, have been disturbing my tranquility. At first I was taking it personally. Then, after a bit of rethinking, I decided not to do that. It's a bit tricky to realize some things, but, whatever all may be wrong with me, at least at this stage of health, and when I was healthier for sure, I could and now can again do this. Something is amiss, though. It isn't my thinking, in here, in me. However, my ability to interact with the world, to understand, to interact, may be shorted. Either that or the world has gone a bit haywire. I don't know. Until I do... I believe I will resign myself to enjoying what is around me and what I can do. Some of you, the "old timers" from around here, may still get comments. If they happen to not make sense, just be patient. Or better, help me to understand what I am missing. Really, while sometimes sounding like a child, I do have my big-boy pants on most of the time. But others... Most of you... Not so much. Do not take it personally. Until I can sort things out... It saves me some angst, and possibly you too. At least, that is what feedback, or the lack of it, seems to be indicating.
I am doing well, mostly. Tired. Very tired. I am staying on medication as well as I can, but that has been just a wee less regular than I prefer. No sun, and the event, sort of took it out of me. But, then, I knew the burn would do that. The sun being hidden is just an additional factor, adding to the problem. I thought I was focusing well enough. I thought I was understanding, basically, what others were writing or saying. But it seems not. Rather than step on toes, or blather like an idiot, I'll just hush for a bit. Well, and try to get a few things done. When I can, as I am able, yada yada.
It's about bedtime. I took a nap not long ago, but couldn't sleep too long, so... Back to it. Never worry, this is a mild repercussion for an extended effort. At least, to this point, other than frustration with not getting to things (if finding work-arounds) and misunderstandings(?), I am mostly enjoying coasting until I can get my feet back under me. So there! :p :)
Good night.
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