Not bad, not at all.

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How much can I do?  I don't know, but the... light shines.  Curtains are open, an easy morning as I wait for the package to arrive.  I have plans to finish the dishes and laundry, get in another shower, then tinker on a few other things.  And, if the package arrives in a timely fashion, perhaps a run to town.  Mittwoch, is it?  Yeah, then no window on when I have to be home.  It's merely an energy use thing.  Three stores have to be hit.  Ugh...  And I can't be sure that will happen.  However, it is all possible.

I didn't get to bed until late.  This time I didn't try to force an early wake, instead leaving eight hours, and change, to sleep.  The last time I tried to push I... don't remember the alarm AND I slept until almost 11:00!  Gah!  That hurt my fragile ego.  I thought I was mastering life again.  That shook me just a bit.  In any case, I woke very early, compared to the alarm.  I guess if I don't push my body will, when it can, help out. 

Good sleep lately.  Fall and winter are spendrous for sleep.  Medicines being on schedule doesn't hurt.  But more, doing even little things, but significant things, helps too.  Too much of a list and I can go blank and either want to sleep too much or too little.  Balance is the key.  Finding that balance isn't always possible.  So, when I see it, on days like today, even if nothing got done, I would enjoy the day.  Success, for me, cannot be weighed on action.  Nor on contemplation.  Merely being, with a clear mind and some wit, is success.  Sad, in a way.  Quite a let down.  I had hoped for more.  And, actually, I don't even think that this a truth just for me.  Look at everything you have done and will do.  Now weigh that against feeling right just being alive in the world.  Yes, there is the hope, want, and effort to more.  But, fundamentally... I think my proposal wins.  Which is why so many people are miserable.  Priorities.

On with it, after a bit more waking.  Yeah, I don't really need it, I just... I am enjoying leisure this morning.  Another hour or two and I'll get to things, probably.  Later.