I had forgotten I had a plan in play.

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I love it when I am doing for myself in spite of not knowing it.  I put beans on to soak last night, or this morning, technically.  Black beans, my favorite.  I had ham slices out and ready, and have thawed more.  The mixtures is just about perfect.  I actually think adding kale might not be a bad touch.  It's a matter of not knowing when I will be cooking, and even so, being to the store in such a way as to have fresh.  Usually, even with onions and potatoes, when I remember and go to use them... it's a little... hrmm... late.  Still, if I happen to get out in the next few days, I may see about buying a lot of the green leafy.  I probably hated kale when I was a kid, even a younger man.  Now?  Now the stuff is almost as good as!?!  Cabbage!  Yeah!  Shoot me now, I have become my grandfather!  Then again, I don't think he was born that way either.  :)


Don't know.  Feeling pretty good.  I have some things I want to do, and am a bit stuck, but I do have some things on schedule and a hope to a revitalization.  It's not always fair, or fun, but then for folk like myself, that isn't part of the planning.  I expect it to be harder unfairly just because of who I am, I expect enemies to attempt to trip me up even to my death if they can, I expect the worst and I still am pretty sure I will do more than what is possible.  It isn't just people, but the environment, and my own flesh at times, that are against me.  Remember... life is an anomaly, one the universe if it weren't for God, would seek to eliminate.  Of all the matter that exists, such a vast minority of it is living, and an even vaster minority of that sentient, and an even smaller lot than that which chooses good over evil, that... we are miracles.  I wish you could see these things as I have seen them.  A saved soul is worth more than all the gold, gems, buildings, patents, that man can ever dream of having.  Even so, do not expect the world or others to like, or treat you fairly, or such.  Get on with it, and do what is right.  Don't worry about that.  Expect it.  If it isn't fatal, file and forget.  If there is a change of heart, forgive.

Oh, on to... more waking, then setting up medicine.  Yes, yes.  I think so.  "Not fair!"  Cool...  Hehe.  Later.