Awake. Not one iota more than that.

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I don't feel too bad.  I don't feel good either.  I little bit of distortion, a slight headache, a minor stomach grump, and no focus.  Music sometimes help.  Up or down, I consume that as I might coffee or food.  Dinner was eaten, and enjoyed.  Coffee has gone down.  I did reset the soak for the dishes.  I am washing those three times.  Some of the dishes... yeah...  Trust me.  I had set out a bowl of... something...  It had been in the refrigerator for a long time.  I meant to wash it a while ago.  It ended up being pushed behind something, and... became a whole three or four magnitudes more intense of an experiment than what it had been in the refrigerator.  Gah!  Gross!  I think it barked a tiny bark and slithered a bit as I was emptying that bowl.  Wash, wash, wash! 

However, beyond that,  I am not sure anything else will happen today... tonight.  Literal, figurative, tomato, tamatto.  Rough, just not boldly rough.  Back to a minor form of that sense of having ridden a roller coaster a few too many times.  Bleh.  Not to the level it was, just a minor fall back into that.  Two steps forward, one back.  No worries.  I will still try to get some small things done, finish the dishes, and laundry, and take it as easy as need be.  I really do have to negotiate with my body.  As with a wife, a job, a family, and all else, there are dues, requirements, and limits.  Knowing these will see much more safely done.  Although, sometimes, you just have to push it.  Thankfully or not, life simply can't be codified.  So we do the best we can, flying by the seat of our pants, or as today... on the seat of my pants.  Bleh.

I am truly enjoying one of the robes I bought the other day.  If I get too chilly, I wrap up in it.  When heat becomes a problem, off it goes.  It's a furnace I don't have to get up to fix, or even more than slightly consciously register.  Plus, the girls can sit in my lap, and claw, without worry.  Heck, they love it too!  I just regret all that time I messed around, trying to find the "best" one.  Yeah, I know, I simply didn't like the price, but didn't want to risk inexpensive, or cheap, without being able to actually touch, try it on, and see it.  Merchants are terrible about honestly evaluating or hawking.  Sell, sell, sell.  Even reviews are terrible.  Who knows how stupid or corrupt the reviewer is.  One of the best $20 I have spent.  Even if they last a few years, it's enough.  And they will.  Perhaps many.

Hmm...  I need to find a way to wake, or maybe nap.  It's early, as my day goes, but it's an ugly day.  I'll... be thinking it over, unless I just crash for a bit longer.  Later.