I am not pushing, again, today.

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It is quite irritating.  On the days where some of what I want or need is perfect, I have worn myself too much to go.  On the days I am ready, and even get out, not so much.  Today would have been perfect.  If I had to guess, even more, much more so, than yesterday.  But yesterday was even better by about as much as the day I did go.  Oh, I'll figure it out.  I have a trick in mind that might not be as fantastic, but just might do anyway.  If you can't do it your way, find another way.  That's all I'm suggesting.  I'll let you know if it works.

I needed rest yesterday.  And today isn't a boisterous day either.  I have many things I need to do though.  I'll try to push through more today.  I just didn't have it yesterday.  Nothing.  I still did a few minor things, just... couldn't push, or do, more than a few things.  No, I'm not worried about it.  Frustrated, sure, but not worried.  When 1 + 1 = 2, it shouldn't cause a great deal of concern.  And the slow down was due to logical limits.  While variable, with rounding errors, limiting things, 1 + 1, if the answer can only be whole numbers (depending on what parameters are used as the definition, but how I would define them), 2, where 2 ~ 1.45 - 2.44.  If my number ends up being a 1.88, therefore 2, I am not going to huff.  Yeah, I want to 2.25, or higher.  But as randomness on these things dictate, I get what I get.  There might be ways to cheat that, I just wouldn't bet on that for the long term.

Blood sugar is high.  I will check after consuming a glass of kefir.  That might be a problem.  I may have to cut back on that, a lot.  I have been consuming that at an alarming rate.  Fair enough.  Though I won't swear that is the problem, at this point.  I generally drink a couple of gallons of whole milk a week, without trouble.  And this stuff is supposed to be less of a problem.  I haven't checked blood pressure.  Hmm... I suppose I could check that too.  Was more curious about blood sugar though right first thing.  I need to start checking that several times a week, fasting then an half hour after a meal.  Maybe testing specifically for kefir as well.

Boiling eggs, making more grain mash, a bite to eat shortly, a few dishes, then washing the trays for the dehydrator and getting jerky marinating.  That is the idea today.  And a shower in there somewhere.  Shower then a bath I do believe.

Oh, I shouldn't, but...  Sam will sometimes sit on my leg, looking up at me.  She is partly napping.  I can tell as she falls deeper into sleep.  Eyes wide open, but... she begins to lean from side to side, looking right at my face.  So... I begin to bob my face.  Her tipping becomes more, much more pronounced.  Finally she leaves that perch for the safety of my whole lap.  Sometimes she gives me a nasty look for this, sometimes she doesn't quite realize it was my doing... perhaps thinking she was simply loosing balance more all on her own.  Cats, as with children and women, are great fun if you know how to play the games.  *grins*  Sometimes I do. 

Hmm... a quick bp test, then a bite to eat and coffee, while taking a bit of time to wake up.  Later.