More sleep than usual.

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Honestly, I was becoming suspicious of kefir, at least at the volume I was consuming it.  Either that or something else was going wrong.  I will be cutting it out for a few days, say... until Monday, to see what blood sugars do.  I won't really be monitoring until then.  I think that might be why I have been less active.  While heightened blood sugar doesn't seem to have any obvious symptoms for me, it does increase lethargy.  Then again, even when I can keep it to 75, but more go out when it's in the upper 80's or higher, heat gets to me too.  While 75 is something I have learned to tolerate fairly well, I think it is still a bit of a tussle.  I thought as we got older, our bodies wanted more warmth?  Well, after this winter, I realized I now consider 20F cold.  I used to consider -20F the mark at which I thought real cold started.  So, there is that.  :p  Seriously though.

I am still taking my days slowly.  Even if I did a lot yesterday, and I might actually get to a good shot of work today, I am not simply planning it.  It will happen, what I need to happen, or it won't.  Sometimes making a list, and shoving that through, at times, is more difficult than even doing more work.  At least in the state of mind and body I am in.

Dishes, boiling eggs, cooking more grain, more dishes, taking down Christmas lights, cleaning in the kitchen and bathroom and living room, getting laundry back to the laundry room if I don't think I have quite enough yet, dealing with the clean clothes...  The only things I consider a must are finishing the dishes, then doing the next set of dishes including dehydrator trays, so that I can start the jerky.  There are other things I could add.  If I had to call this time, the next few days to week, it would be called a working recovery.  No kefir until Monday, then I will begin exploring how best to use that, or even if I can use that.  Perhaps half a cup, morning and night?  Maybe just a cup in the morning, or half a cup?  No matter how tasty, it ought to be considered a medicine, or that is what I am thinking now.

What a dream last night.  Yeah, this one I can share.  But I won't.  It would take too long to write down and for very little reason.  It may have reason to it, or not.  I don't fuss too much regarding dreams on this account... unless I have a reason to do so.  I'm not sure all dreams should be shared, either.  While I think this one would be okay, there are reasons, perhaps, as well, not to share.  In a world that is pushing as far and fast into evil as this one, lawless and worse, some might know who can see what, even in this way.  I'm not worried about self, though I suspect there are some things I do not wish to share.  It's much like when you walk into any church, and I do mean any... at best, some are pure fictions... but when you walk in, understand that while good draws good, it also draws evil.  Look around.  Sinners, the right ones, are all that are there.  The ones who are seeking redemption, goodness, rightness, and God, are there.  But so to are those who refute any such things.  Just... understand.  If they don't believe a sin is a sin, or a sin needs to be forgiven, or many other things, they are not on your side.  They may be a literal threat to your body or soul.

Some of the notions in the dream, which I haven't fully written out, have meaning.  Coded, perhaps.  Not all of the cipher is available to me.  I don't always understand.  I think some, sometimes, know more.  Though most people no more understand dreams than can do calculus, though those two don't equate.  Actually, for the most part, those two are polar opposites.  And, oddly, sometimes the most unsophisticated in these things, be it a child or a simple person, can occasionally put it all together better than others.  Still, some, even if they don't catch it fully, know enough to know that a threat to evil is being discussed.  They see that much.  Those who don't believe a sin, of any sort, is a sin, have to hate anything that somehow manifests the truths that lead to a denial of their false notions.  They don't understand how, they just knows where it ends up.

Oh... I have noticed some college kids, working at places, who... seem to have lost their smug attitudes.  Places I don't often visit, so not having to do with me so far, and no apologies.  Though too, I saw a face who knew what I was saying was true, but who had not participated in what I had suggested.  Yes, I think he was chuckling about it.  He probably only suspected, himself.  He may, himself, have suggested not to play.  The world of evil eventually fails, falls, and is burned.  Something to keep in mind?  Both of the men on the cross with Christ were mere thieves.  Theft is worthy of death in most, save the very decadent, cultures.  And, more, is worthy of being sent to hell.  Not even Christ could prevent that, without a choice and change.  Yes, a dime or a dollar.  For your homework, I'll leave you to figure out which of the commandments is broken, and more, what part of the spirit of the law is breached.  Though only one is necessary, often they come in pairs. 

I wrote this much earlier, but... couldn't quite finish the dream tale, took a break, edited the dream out without finish it.  Bleh.  It's turning into a slow, tired, day.  I'll try to get to more anyway.  Later.