Ah, finally.

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Going back to bed was successful.  I did set the alarm for 9:00.  I heard it, but was in the middle of an... extended dream sequence.  I was solving something, and teaching it as I was solving it.  I can't remember what, exactly.  I was teaching a number of people who, when I initially spoke of the notion, seemed interesting in having me explore that train of thought.  To do so I need to fulfill some practical applications, contemplation, and run some numbers both of the mechanical type and of probability and statistics.  I did sort it out, but it took until 10:30, or so, in real time, to cook the numbers and come to a conclusion.  Mind you, conclusions are ongoing affairs... subject to error revision and new information.  Still... the model created was within significant parameters.  I wish I could remember.  I think it... has some application and would be interesting to have checked while awake.  As I have mentioned, sometimes those dream sequences prove out, sometimes they don't, once awake.  This one, I am almost sure, would have proven out.

All good though.  I received the rest I needed as well.  Some dreams, in which I work, don't allow resting.  Some, especially of this sort, do allow me to sleep well concurrently.  I was absolutely bedraggled that first time I woke.  I wasn't even sure I could get back to sleep.  Now I feel like I, in the last months/years have learned to know after sleep.  You can't imagine what not ever getting fully rested, for decades, can do to you.  Some it drives to madness, true, unrecoverable, insanity.  Some just die inside, and never make it out.  Some of us just never quit.  And, when we find it, we normalize like nobody's business.  Even thank God for both the experience so as to understand some unique things, to know privation and so enjoy "normalcy", and a few other things.  Suffering can be a grace, once you let go of your notions of fairness, or belief that you don't deserve it, among other things.  So I think God.  He has, directly or not, brought me to a greater appreciation of Wisdom... and of something so simple as a good night of rest.

I am in today.  I am trying to wake.  Then I will consider making a few phone calls, boil eggs for the week, and grill meats for the week as well.  It's cloudy, and cool.  Yum!  I do love that cool.  I am also working through more kefir and refilling whey water.  I used nearly a quart on the grains I just cooked.  Plus, it would be good to hit the kitchen.  I hit the bathroom, slightly, yesterday.  And I have been doing little odd jobs in the kitchen.  Just nothing massive, yet.  Maybe today, or not.  :p

Be well, and later.