Emptying the tomb of a freezer.

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I was having a rough time, just living.  Adding in putting nasty work on the menu and...  I honestly didn't think I'd get to it.  I forgot to take my pill form medications today.  Some days that means nothing, some days like today, that means the world.  My feet and ankles are so swollen they hurt all over.  And my lungs are full.  Little breath.  One day?  I guess if blood sugar can drop 200 in a day, then taking on a week's worth of fluid by missing one day of medicine can happen?  Add in, for whatever reason, I am pushing exhaustion, and have been all night.  I was hoping for, looking for, a break.  None arrived.

Beat into the dirt by an half dozen major causes and problems, but I wouldn't give up.  I did get the regular trash out first, to make room in buckets, and added fresh bags.  Then I got to work.  Actually it didn't stink as bad as it had been.  It seems that, by luck of the draw, my methods of doing things worked out.  Add that a majority of the volume in the freezer was water from bags of ice.  That really helped.  Letting it thaw open, then closing the freezer, actually really helped, along with the other mitigating factors.  With the trash out I have started pumping the bloody rotting water.  It really doesn't smell that bad.  Very odd, to my mind.  Even with the mitigating circumstances, which I don't claim, I only offer as possibilities in truth.  It will take a bit of pumping, but I should be able to get it out through today and tomorrow.  I had thought to just bucket it out, but that just doesn't work.  I won't drip that through even the little bit of kitchen and bathroom.  I just won't.  Beside drawing wild things, I'm not sure the smell would every fully go away.  Pumping is going so slowly though!  Hmm... perhaps I could fill a bucket and put that into a larger container...  Speed is what I am looking for, but also within very exacting specs.  No dripping.  We'll see.

I am amazed I have done what I have done.  I just hope to empty the fluid, then let it soak in soaped and chlorinated water for a day.  Then set it to freeze again.  Hmm... I may have considered a system that would allow me to trust to freeze.  I'm not sure how difficult it would be to implement.  And nothing is failsafe, fully.  Still...  I really need to have food stored.  Not for prep, that is actually secondary.  I need to store foods because there may be times when I can't go out and shop... for weeks, months, and longer.  I am doing better, but not so much better.  Plus, you get a deal when buying in bulk, mostly.  I'll... be looking into the implementation.  Maybe.

A bit of gaming, and cooling off.  I have tried several games.  Some are just junk, some I simply didn't give a chance.  I wish you could find out more about games before buying them.  One thing you will note is that when they pull progressive or cuckservative stunts in games, they hide those details.  They don't want you to know they are going to shove your nose in their garbage until after you have paid.  One more reason to wait until the game is $15.  I have my own T.O.S.S.  *toss*

It's been a while since I have done even that little amount of work.  I was worn to start.  Even so, I hope after a minor break I can get back to emptying the foul fluid.  If I can't finish, I will just close it up and hit it again tomorrow.  With the meat out it won't get as putrid as quickly as it would have.  Later, or good night.