Groceries and more.

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Shopping.  But more, out.  Just getting out.  Cabin fever is setting in from illness and summer heat keeping me down before that.  Milk, fruit, this, that, here, there, and over there.  I had hoped to buy it all in one store, it just didn't work out that way.  Why is almost everyone out of milk on Monday?  The store that is closed on Sunday... shouldin't they plan for a restock Monday?  Perhaps that isn't available to them?  There is only one brand I will buy.  There are, what, four generic brands?  I don't trust them, myself.  As to the other brands, they all seem to have disappeared.  People really are hitting rock bottom.  The brand I like seems to be the most popular brand, and now about the only brand name on any shelves.  The pricey brand is ultra-pasteurized.  First I stay away from extreme costs, second I avoid ultra-pasteurized... would get raw if I could actually, just not organic.  Just... plain, whole, milk.  That's all I want.  Hard to get.

I grabbed another meal while in town.  I didn't really need it, or even want it.  I just thought I should try to much something.  I just don't feel like eating.  I actually am not only not hungry, I don't want to eat.  I don't like most food, can't, usually won't, eat it.  Still thirsty, if not quite as bad as that crescendo.  That was... incredible.  Soda fixed that thirst.

Cr...  I forgot to take medicine.  I'll still do it, just that I'll have to stay up late to get the late pills.  I just don't want to push more, on top of all else that is going wrong.  At least four hours between the medicines, and that is pushing it.  Plus, I'll want to be awake long enough to void out some of the fluid.  It's rough lately.  I can only do my best, and push as I can, and hope.  Hope that it evens out.  I was doing so good this spring, until heat then medicine.  I want to get back to that.  Later.